Angry!!!!

[jdevlin1985]

Hello guys!

I only see you guys as the ones to turn too at the mo. I am feeling really f**king depressed at the mo. Basically I am so low that i have even thought about ending it all. I am going crazy, I feel like walking out of my job and I am talking to everyone I know with no respect what so ever and its killing me. It has obviously got to be the gear I am on, but to be honest I am only on 50mg winny EOD, GH which i believe does not effect mood at all and ECA stac/25mcg T3. I feel spaced out all the time and I just dont feel like I am even here. Ok the obviously solution here is to drop the gear right....but i am paying so much cash for my current cycle that i would feel as if i am throwing it away. I do not want any sympathy at all but just need to know that i am not the only one who has been or is going through this...

And if you feel the need to throw negative comments back then ok please feel free too...i have a feeling that i will be getting alot of nega feedback coming but hey........

Jay

 

[nzbro]

Yo bro
cant give you any advice on the cycle
But maybe try take some 5htp
Should help you loosen Up
Order some xanax online But take it easy
life not worth ending eva
My life pretty shitty at the moment 2
Just moved over to new zealand with my girl freind cost me loads of cash now we split up
Take care load up some porn get out go to the gym find a fuck buddy
chill on elite

Hello guys!

I only see you guys as the ones to turn too at the mo. I am feeling really f**king depressed at the mo. Basically I am so low that i have even thought about ending it all. I am going crazy, I feel like walking out of my job and I am talking to everyone I know with no respect what so ever and its killing me. It has obviously got to be the gear I am on, but to be honest I am only on 50mg winny EOD, GH which i believe does not effect mood at all and ECA stac/25mcg T3. I feel spaced out all the time and I just dont feel like I am even here. Ok the obviously solution here is to drop the gear right....but i am paying so much cash for my current cycle that i would feel as if i am throwing it away. I do not want any sympathy at all but just need to know that i am not the only one who has been or is going through this...

And if you feel the need to throw negative comments back then ok please feel free too...i have a feeling that i will be getting alot of nega feedback coming but hey........

Jay

 

[turbogreek]

yo bro...relaaaaaax...take a hot bath...clear ya head...think about all the good thing that have happened in ya life. shit...life throws curveballs all the time. we've all been down at times. maybe you should get your hands on some xanax like NZBRO said or get some valiums. if you feel like the gear is doing this and you need to stop it...then do it and dont think about the $$$. fuck the $$ bro. i'm not rich either but my health and my sanity are the most important thing in the world.

honestly...when i feel down...going to the gym always makes me feel better. i hit the heavy bag for a while...maybe run unitl you cant run anymore. tire yourself out bro and get more sleep.

shit...stay on the boards if your not feeling stable and just chat with the bros here...thats what we're here for buddy. shit...i don't know you from a hole in the wall but we have things in common. so if you need to chat...keep in touch...throw me a PM if you need to bro.

hang in there...i'm throwing ya some "k" for spirit bro.

 

[sparetire]

T3 can really mess with some people. Why don't you give your thyroid a break and drop it all together. Winny won't effect your mood. I'd drop the eca and the t3 and see how you feel. If you are feeling this bad, you should go see a doc and get some anti-depressants. It's not worth ending it all because you are messing with gear, but maybe this will open your eyes to the plain simple fact that gear isn't for everyone. Just tell yourself that your feeling this way due to the excess of hormones and you'll get over it. You kinda have to talk yourself out of it. How old are you by the way? I know when I'm coming off of a cycle or sometime right in mid stream I get a little moody or crappy feeling and I just have to tell myself its the gear and it will get better. A doctor warned me about the use of t3 - side effects and perm. damage..just do extra cardio..no need to chance the health of your thyroid. just my .02 - hope you feel better..

 

[Falklands]

T3 can really mess with some people. QUOTE]

Yes, T3 goes immediately and take the advice of the other Bro and think of the good things in your life. Fuck it, you could be in "real" trouble like homeless, financially ruined etc, so get a grip on that one. Get rid of T3, remind yourself how lucky you are, and I promise within a week you'll be positive and fighting fit again

 

[riverrock]

T3 can really mess with some people. QUOTE]

Yes, T3 goes immediately and take the advice of the other Bro and think of the good things in your life. Fuck it, you could be in "real" trouble like homeless, financially ruined etc, so get a grip on that one. Get rid of T3, remind yourself how lucky you are, and I promise within a week you'll be positive and fighting fit again

I'll agree 100% with that. Sometimes we can get so caught up in our "problems" that we fail to realise that there is a bigger picture out there and thankfully we haven't got things anything near as bad as other people. I was in Kosovo immediately after the war and I got to see first hand what a real problem was. Getting burned out of house and home and having your family attacked - now thats a problem.

Get rid of the T3 and take a reality check as well. Life is good Bro!!!

 

[jdevlin1985]

You guys are top fellas and like bros! I appreciate all the feedback and advise and feel better just from all the response from you guys. I will take all your advise and especially the :QUOTE get yourself a fcuk buddie LOL...You are right I/we must realise how lucky we are compared to others in the world and reflect on this when times are low. You all deserve the up most respect and thanks Turbogreek also for the PM offer - kind of mate! Aswelll as nzbro, sparetire, falklands and riverrock I very much appreciate all your positive feedback.

I am going to hit the gym, take a hot bath, eat a jumbo size pizza and hopefully take up on that quote lol ....

Thanks again guys

 

[riverrock]

You guys are top fellas and like bros! I appreciate all the feedback and advise and feel better just from all the response from you guys. I will take all your advise and especially the :QUOTE get yourself a fcuk buddie LOL...You are right I/we must realise how lucky we are compared to others in the world and reflect on this when times are low. You all deserve the up most respect and thanks Turbogreek also for the PM offer - kind of mate! Aswelll as nzbro, sparetire, falklands and riverrock I very much appreciate all your positive feedback.

I am going to hit the gym, take a hot bath, eat a jumbo size pizza and hopefully take up on that quote lol ....

Thanks again guys

Top Man!

 

[turbogreek]

I appreciate all the feedback and advise and feel better just from all the response from you guys...


I am going to hit the gym, take a hot bath, eat a jumbo size pizza and hopefully take up on that quote lol ....

Thanks again guys

word bro...thats what i like to hear! glad to see that the spirits are higher. when the shit hits the...fan we all stick together.

 

[Apexx]

Jay,
Keep your head up bor. Everyone goes through that shit from time to time.
Although I doubt the gear is the real root of your problem, I'd still stop the cycle.

So tell us, what's her name........I know there's a girl involved somewhere.
Females have a crazy way of putting guys through shit like this.

Either way, I hope everything works out for ya.

 

[shamrock11]

I agree. Winny is not causing the mood problems. It's more than likely the T3. Drop the T3 and the ECA and you should start feeling better. Leave the drugs as a last option. They have a reverse effect if stopped all of a sudden and the doses aren't right.

 

[buffer1]

yo bro...relaaaaaax...take a hot bath...clear ya head...think about all the good thing that have happened in ya life. shit...life throws curveballs all the time. we've all been down at times. maybe you should get your hands on some xanax like NZBRO said or get some valiums. if you feel like the gear is doing this and you need to stop it...then do it and dont think about the $$$. fuck the $$ bro. i'm not rich either but my health and my sanity are the most important thing in the world.

honestly...when i feel down...going to the gym always makes me feel better. i hit the heavy bag for a while...maybe run unitl you cant run anymore. tire yourself out bro and get more sleep.

shit...stay on the boards if your not feeling stable and just chat with the bros here...thats what we're here for buddy. shit...i don't know you from a hole in the wall but we have things in common. so if you need to chat...keep in touch...throw me a PM if you need to bro.

hang in there...i'm throwing ya some "k" for spirit bro.

mellow dude

 

[turbogreek]

mellow dude

TG

 

[riverrock]

TG

Good one!!!!

 

[silverbackn]

I know what you are talking about in regards to the out of it feeling. It will definitely put in a very irritable mood. I have recently gone through some things myself. I am just frustrated with where my life is. My job, money, etc. But like the other bro's said, it's all about keeping things in perspective. I saw some kid walking with braces on his legs and I started crying in wal-mart. You don't have to look very far to see someone who would kill to be in your shoes. Everyday when I wake up I try to be grateful for everything in my life, being able to walk, having friends and family who care, being educated, being able to work hard, being able to love, etc. Appreciate the simple things and I think everything else takes care of itself. Keep your head up bro! It's good to hear that you are in a little better mindset now. Keep grindin! Don't let anything stand in your way.

 

[DIVISION]

Hello guys!

I only see you guys as the ones to turn too at the mo. I am feeling really f**king depressed at the mo. Basically I am so low that i have even thought about ending it all. I am going crazy, I feel like walking out of my job and I am talking to everyone I know with no respect what so ever and its killing me. It has obviously got to be the gear I am on, but to be honest I am only on 50mg winny EOD, GH which i believe does not effect mood at all and ECA stac/25mcg T3. I feel spaced out all the time and I just dont feel like I am even here. Ok the obviously solution here is to drop the gear right....but i am paying so much cash for my current cycle that i would feel as if i am throwing it away. I do not want any sympathy at all but just need to know that i am not the only one who has been or is going through this...

And if you feel the need to throw negative comments back then ok please feel free too...i have a feeling that i will be getting alot of nega feedback coming but hey........

Jay

Sounds to me like you've got bigger problems than the gear, bro.

You need some self-reflection, and a vacation.


Regarding suicide: If you gotta go, it's better to burn out than fade away......you remember that.





DIV

 

[Lab_Wizard]

Regarding suicide: If you gotta go, it's better to burn out than fade away......you remember that.

DIV

Shit like this is exactly why when I see your nic beside a post I just keep on scrollin.

Cyber-thugs irritate the utter shit out of me.

 

[DIVISION]

Shit like this is exactly why when I see your nic beside a post I just keep on scrollin.

Cyber-thugs irritate the utter shit out of me.

I'm just bein' real, Wizzy.....

If he's gonna take himself out, there's nothing you or I can do......

I'm just giving him that one last respite, that one last hesitant moment before he does decide to end it all.

If his life has come to the point where he doesn't see the point in going on, who am I to try and convince him otherwise?




DIV

 

[Neo22]

Hello guys!

I only see you guys as the ones to turn too at the mo. I am feeling really f**king depressed at the mo. Basically I am so low that i have even thought about ending it all. I am going crazy, I feel like walking out of my job and I am talking to everyone I know with no respect what so ever and its killing me. It has obviously got to be the gear I am on, but to be honest I am only on 50mg winny EOD, GH which i believe does not effect mood at all and ECA stac/25mcg T3. I feel spaced out all the time and I just dont feel like I am even here. Ok the obviously solution here is to drop the gear right....but i am paying so much cash for my current cycle that i would feel as if i am throwing it away. I do not want any sympathy at all but just need to know that i am not the only one who has been or is going through this...

And if you feel the need to throw negative comments back then ok please feel free too...i have a feeling that i will be getting alot of nega feedback coming but hey........

Jay

Man i know you exact feeling of not feeling like you are here. Its a really messed up feeling. Its like you are here but you are not here. Hard to explain, its almost as if you are out of body but you are speaking and whatnot. Anyways why even think of ending it all? What could possible make you want to end something you don't have an answer for? All of your work would be for nothing. DOn't you want to continue to succeed at what you do? Posted above about life throwing curveballs, shit happens man and the stronger you are and more positive you are, you can get over it. Good luck to you, i would probably stop the eca stack and more than likely maybe the t3.

 

[mts198]

I know a lot about depression...get off the eca, caffine affects some neurotransmitters that are assiocated with mood (brings you up and down) it also effects Gaba receptors benzos increase the gaba receptors response which inturn helps promote a relaxed and slightly euphoric state...but benzos are made for people with anxity and not for depression, if you come off the ECA stack and go on a benzo you will cause yourself to be really sluggish. Benzos are also very addictive (i was addicted 3 years) and the withdraw is as bad as heroin (if you take high dosages for a long time) i took 8mg ativan daily and handfulls of xanax and somas...stay away from benzos and try an ssri like zoloft or paxil
and by all means please talk to a professional...it helps....good luck
ps forgive my spelling

 

[CrazyK]

My best advice is to not take life so seriously. Sometimes when the going gets tough, you just have to sit back and laugh at it all.

 

[gymratforlife]

Damn bro weve all been there I am at a point in my life were I seem to have it all and all of the sudden everything is going wrong and its all coming crumbling down on me and every day I wake up and try to deal with the stress and the presure of the problems that arise and daily there is more than the day before and I am overwelmed but deep down inside I know I will solve them all 1 by 1 and be back up to the top again were I belong.be strong bro dont let life beat you up.The only thing that has no remedy is death.

 

[nzbro]

Sucide ia A permanent solution for a temporary problem.

glad you feeling betta bro

 

[ed2005]

Hey J.D. only one thing to blame there Bro and it's that London smog.. lol
Keep the chin up and hoist the T3 in the Thames, not needed...the Gh should keep your mood elevated in itself.. Hang arround cause I'll be neein your help no doubt, again and again and again.......
Ed