Angry!!!!

[jdevlin1985]

Hello guys!

I only see you guys as the ones to turn too at the mo. I am feeling really f**king depressed at the mo. Basically I am so low that i have even thought about ending it all. I am going crazy, I feel like walking out of my job and I am talking to everyone I know with no respect what so ever and its killing me. It has obviously got to be the gear I am on, but to be honest I am only on 50mg winny EOD, GH which i believe does not effect mood at all and ECA stac/25mcg T3. I feel spaced out all the time and I just dont feel like I am even here. Ok the obviously solution here is to drop the gear right....but i am paying so much cash for my current cycle that i would feel as if i am throwing it away. I do not want any sympathy at all but just need to know that i am not the only one who has been or is going through this...

And if you feel the need to throw negative comments back then ok please feel free too...i have a feeling that i will be getting alot of nega feedback coming but hey........

Jay

 

[nzbro]

Yo bro
cant give you any advice on the cycle
But maybe try take some 5htp
Should help you loosen Up
Order some xanax online But take it easy
life not worth ending eva
My life pretty shitty at the moment 2
Just moved over to new zealand with my girl freind cost me loads of cash now we split up
Take care load up some porn get out go to the gym find a fuck buddy
chill on elite

Hello guys!

I only see you guys as the ones to turn too at the mo. I am feeling really f**king depressed at the mo. Basically I am so low that i have even thought about ending it all. I am going crazy, I feel like walking out of my job and I am talking to everyone I know with no respect what so ever and its killing me. It has obviously got to be the gear I am on, but to be honest I am only on 50mg winny EOD, GH which i believe does not effect mood at all and ECA stac/25mcg T3. I feel spaced out all the time and I just dont feel like I am even here. Ok the obviously solution here is to drop the gear right....but i am paying so much cash for my current cycle that i would feel as if i am throwing it away. I do not want any sympathy at all but just need to know that i am not the only one who has been or is going through this...

And if you feel the need to throw negative comments back then ok please feel free too...i have a feeling that i will be getting alot of nega feedback coming but hey........

Jay

 

[turbogreek]

yo bro...relaaaaaax...take a hot bath...clear ya head...think about all the good thing that have happened in ya life. shit...life throws curveballs all the time. we've all been down at times. maybe you should get your hands on some xanax like NZBRO said or get some valiums. if you feel like the gear is doing this and you need to stop it...then do it and dont think about the $$$. fuck the $$ bro. i'm not rich either but my health and my sanity are the most important thing in the world.

honestly...when i feel down...going to the gym always makes me feel better. i hit the heavy bag for a while...maybe run unitl you cant run anymore. tire yourself out bro and get more sleep.

shit...stay on the boards if your not feeling stable and just chat with the bros here...thats what we're here for buddy. shit...i don't know you from a hole in the wall but we have things in common. so if you need to chat...keep in touch...throw me a PM if you need to bro.

hang in there...i'm throwing ya some "k" for spirit bro.

 

[sparetire]

T3 can really mess with some people. Why don't you give your thyroid a break and drop it all together. Winny won't effect your mood. I'd drop the eca and the t3 and see how you feel. If you are feeling this bad, you should go see a doc and get some anti-depressants. It's not worth ending it all because you are messing with gear, but maybe this will open your eyes to the plain simple fact that gear isn't for everyone. Just tell yourself that your feeling this way due to the excess of hormones and you'll get over it. You kinda have to talk yourself out of it. How old are you by the way? I know when I'm coming off of a cycle or sometime right in mid stream I get a little moody or crappy feeling and I just have to tell myself its the gear and it will get better. A doctor warned me about the use of t3 - side effects and perm. damage..just do extra cardio..no need to chance the health of your thyroid. just my .02 - hope you feel better..

 

[Falklands]

T3 can really mess with some people. QUOTE]

Yes, T3 goes immediately and take the advice of the other Bro and think of the good things in your life. Fuck it, you could be in "real" trouble like homeless, financially ruined etc, so get a grip on that one. Get rid of T3, remind yourself how lucky you are, and I promise within a week you'll be positive and fighting fit again

 

[riverrock]

T3 can really mess with some people. QUOTE]

Yes, T3 goes immediately and take the advice of the other Bro and think of the good things in your life. Fuck it, you could be in "real" trouble like homeless, financially ruined etc, so get a grip on that one. Get rid of T3, remind yourself how lucky you are, and I promise within a week you'll be positive and fighting fit again

I'll agree 100% with that. Sometimes we can get so caught up in our "problems" that we fail to realise that there is a bigger picture out there and thankfully we haven't got things anything near as bad as other people. I was in Kosovo immediately after the war and I got to see first hand what a real problem was. Getting burned out of house and home and having your family attacked - now thats a problem.

Get rid of the T3 and take a reality check as well. Life is good Bro!!!

 

[jdevlin1985]

You guys are top fellas and like bros! I appreciate all the feedback and advise and feel better just from all the response from you guys. I will take all your advise and especially the :QUOTE get yourself a fcuk buddie LOL...You are right I/we must realise how lucky we are compared to others in the world and reflect on this when times are low. You all deserve the up most respect and thanks Turbogreek also for the PM offer - kind of mate! Aswelll as nzbro, sparetire, falklands and riverrock I very much appreciate all your positive feedback.

I am going to hit the gym, take a hot bath, eat a jumbo size pizza and hopefully take up on that quote lol ....

Thanks again guys

 

[riverrock]

You guys are top fellas and like bros! I appreciate all the feedback and advise and feel better just from all the response from you guys. I will take all your advise and especially the :QUOTE get yourself a fcuk buddie LOL...You are right I/we must realise how lucky we are compared to others in the world and reflect on this when times are low. You all deserve the up most respect and thanks Turbogreek also for the PM offer - kind of mate! Aswelll as nzbro, sparetire, falklands and riverrock I very much appreciate all your positive feedback.

I am going to hit the gym, take a hot bath, eat a jumbo size pizza and hopefully take up on that quote lol ....

Thanks again guys

Top Man!

 

[turbogreek]

I appreciate all the feedback and advise and feel better just from all the response from you guys...


I am going to hit the gym, take a hot bath, eat a jumbo size pizza and hopefully take up on that quote lol ....

Thanks again guys

word bro...thats what i like to hear! glad to see that the spirits are higher. when the shit hits the...fan we all stick together.

 

[Apexx]

Jay,
Keep your head up bor. Everyone goes through that shit from time to time.
Although I doubt the gear is the real root of your problem, I'd still stop the cycle.

So tell us, what's her name........I know there's a girl involved somewhere.
Females have a crazy way of putting guys through shit like this.

Either way, I hope everything works out for ya.