Well it's all over and I'm quite satisfied with my first cycle gaining 60+ pounds on the bench press and putting on about 25 pounds of solid muscle (and a couple pounds of fat).
Things I'm glad I did:
Anavar, glad I started with a no sides oral.
Used Test Cyp
Things I'd change:
I couldn't notice the winny at 50mg/day injection
Never use suspension again, the injections are too much of a pain
Not wait til day 4 or whatever to start my liquidex
Leave the proviron out next time, maybe add a little masteron instead. Proviron is expensive.
The last 6 weeks of my cycle or so I didn't know whether I was bulking or cutting because I got scared that I had put on too much fat when all it was was about 10 pounds of water. Next time I'll control my bloat from the beginning.
The plan is just to run PCT and jump back on. I realize time off is important but I'm young and irresponsible. The planned next cycle is Test, Deca, Dbol with human grade. Maybe run anavar the rest of the cycle after I finish with the dbol. I'll start a new journal for my second bulking cycle. I want to go from 205 to 230, thanks for reading.