well i can totally relate.i have ocd, adhd and a bunch of other shit too addd too the list.
i eat every two hours on the dot, i carry food in a bag just in case im out for longer than two hours.i must look in the mirror more times a day than any woman i know.
i actually had to shave my head because it got so bad that it took me three hours to get ready because every strand on my head had too be perfect.
i always wonder what it would like to live a normal life.
but in my eyes this is normal too everyone else they think im nuts or just dont understand.
atleast now im putting my obsessions into making my body look better instead of doing recreational drugs and drinking like in the past.
only true bodybuilders can understand what we go through everyday, everyone else thinks you just lift weights stick a needle in your ass and then your big.
lifting weight is the only enjoyable part