hi ,im 45..5ft8..190lbs//12Per cent bf..34in waist.16.5in. biceps.44 chest...daily calories 3000-3300...200g protein.daily..done 6 cycles of test e 500mg per week for 14 weeks,,once a yr..i gain 10-14lbs on cycle and with pct(ive tried them all)i lose it after 6 weeks..got my test checked last yr it was 11.2..normal range in uk is 9-28nmol.so im at the lower end,with low sex drive .depression .lethargic etc.im 8 weeks into a 12 week cycle of 400mgs test blend per week..im thinking of cruising on 250mg sus e10 days for 3 months..then blast 500mg for 8 weeks...as im sick of yo yo ing..yes i know may end up on trt .but looks like if i want decent gains and quality of life in mty 50s 60s ,,i may go for it anyway>?opinions??