Yeah dude, U know how like U are an unlikely marine, I mean well persona, culture wise, like U are Jewish, an openminded dude who really disdains... say snobbiness, and classism, yet with that U also believe in ideals such as discipline and stuff like that, I mean in the past u had a hard time like embodying those ideals, just due to our own nature to take things for granted, and plus its like hard to stand for something and be ambitious or whatever, when a part of U doesn't wanna confront all that shit, well it seems U are in a transition of moving away from that sort of complacency that gets all of us at some point in our lives, especially when we are young. Anyway, my point is yeah dude I've had 2 macs stolen, the second one I paid for myself and the first and second mom and dad got for me, I'm kinda gonna lived like Kato Kaelin this past year living with my uncle cause its so hard to pay for an apartment on the eastern side of San Fran.
Okay here is my point I love macs, fuck I love em, I mean its so like personal, and if U are not like computer saavy, just like an average person who knows a little of this and that, then its like U are driving a fully loaded 500 class benz. The new ones are immaculate, screen graphix are unreal, keyboard is so soft, yet responsive, the music quality is better. I wrote my grad thesis on how consumerism, flawed understanding of technological knowledge which emphasizes production and cause and effect, verses interconnection and being a human being, have pawned our society, thats why we are all schizophrenic on some level. However, yeah my paper, which got published, more or less sounded like Fight Club with big words, however the funny thing is, I'm a pwned consumer, who identifies with what I buy more than anyone I know, love designer clothes, all I wear are overexpensive trackjackets, and I won't STFU bout my Mac.
Anyway thes contradictions are something we both have in common. I mean U are a fun loving awesome person to relate too, but U got ideals of wanting to be the man U know U can be. I think Your girl really helps U in that way. I'm glad U got her.
I"m in Vegas right now, staying with parents until the 2nd, then back to San Fran, then in Feb. moving back to Columbia Mo. for another research gig. The nice thing is I don't work at Barnes and Noble in Mo. until Feb, and my research duties don't start until Feb as well, so its time to train and get back to fighting shape, as I have taken the last 7 weeks off. Hell, I may even cycle in March, I have mild sleep issues on tren, but thats not the deal breaker, what is that feel kinda crappy during the day, still tren is the most effective in my book. So I think I'm just going with a basic test prop 8/10 weeker. Also I can do something for U that is well kinda kabbalic/esoteric in nature about your persona, I've got nothin major planned except traveling...
New York, Puerto Vallarte, Mexico, and then moving back to Columbia Mo. in Feb. U will dig it, trust me.
I learned it not in school, but from a very wise ex, who I to this day great friends with. Long, I know, but hey U knew this would happen.
Have a wonderful Hanukkah and light another Shamash for me. J/K.