There is a responsible way to do these things, and despite what some of the others blasted you for, you are doing something right by posting and discussing it here.
The responsible way that some people adjust their bodies, is by starting out with a full blood workup (all hormone levels, including free Testosterone, Estrogen, Progesterone, and Cortisol, along with the usual blood work for a regular physical. You can't know what to restore or enhance, if you don't know where you stand beforehand.
Some people guess, but that's not a very wise thing in my opinion, but I'm not their father or a doctor or a cop. The thing is, it's not all about safety; it's about how well the use of AAS will work, vs. all of it being wasted by your body counteracting it. The only way to know what dose of which Gear, is to know and understand your hormone levels now, and know how much of what Gear will change which values in your favor. It's very dangerous if you just goof around with trial & error, but it's relatively safe if you know what you're doing, and know exactly what to watch out for.
Bottom line is I'd suggest getting a blood test with at least the basic hormone levels, and if you can, find a doctor who will be on your side and tell you the truth about your results. If not, at least come here and get some opinions from the board...
Charles