Oxy, be honest with your wife and tell her that this is much cheaper than going on HRT and sit her down and explain to her that you are doing the right thing by NOT doing crazy dangerous doses and are trying to mimic what a HRT Doctor would put you on to gain weight and acheive the look you desire. Pro and con the facts with her, and help her understand that you are very well educated about dosing and cycling and that your desire is to gain weight slowly over time so your gains are keepable. I hope this assists you, Oxy. Have a wonderful day and I hope she comes around for you..