I thought I would handle this much better
I am falling apart
I'm going out with my brother
don't expect me to be at work tomorrow, I might be drunk
I haven't cried like this since................
damn
3 years is a long time to be dating when you're only 25
she left because I wasn't ready to get married
she said if I didn't know after 3 years, why would I know after 5?
I'm 25.......
I couldn't.......
next year she'll be a lawyer... she'll have a good life... she's my best friend I don't knwo if I will ever find a girl who I can banter with like that again.. seems like all the girls today are dumb as a bag of hammers.
I have to go get drunk. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. This is terrible.
she was who I called when..... everything happened..... i already miss her yet I know I can't give her what she wants.............
will this be the one I look back on
fuck
fuck
I love you Katie