freakshow85
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yeah my first couple cycles i was like that, but i'm a lot calmer as i've gained experience.
^This.
While certain types make the aggression there or more prominent, it's still all in your head to keep your actions calm. You may or may not be able to stop from flushing red with anger over something stupid, but it's not going to make you have involuntary actions to fight and scream. That's where you have to use your will power to know what's making you feel the way you are. You also look so much more intelligent and mature if you DON'T act like a roid raging meat head. I think I force myself to act calmer on than off. People see me act so chilled and I hope that leads their minds away from me using.
I did my first cycle of 1-test/4-ad and I was too young mentally and physically. Learned a lot. Wanting to whip everyone's ass all the time isn't cool like it felt. It gives AAS a bad name. I am still embarrassed by my actions from almost 9 years ago. I always think of how I acted my first cycle, and I work REALLY hard to keep a positive, polite mentality with people. It's not hard or anything, I just keep my aggro in check. I always had a pretty short temper, and all this has helped me turn it around. BTW, I hadn't ran anything between that cycle until August of 2011.