Ya, tonight it was bad.
I was supposed to do date night with the fiance. I ended up asleep on her couch for 3 hours instead. She was pretty disappointed that date night got sidelined by my sleep disorder...again.
It sucks feeling horribly tired constantly, day after day. I was diagnosed only two years ago, but it's been a serious issue for about 6.
So when you don't sleep with your cpap and feel like death during the day, I totally get that. Feeling like you're going to vomit because you're sleep deprived. It's a really difficult thing to deal with. Just be grateful that a cpap helps you get quality sleep. I don't have apnea so I don't use one, I get sleep arousals from neurological issues my specialists can't explain. I'm pretty much helpless in the situation. I take meds but it doesn't cure the problem, it just treats the symptoms, sometimes to little effect.
I was observed for narcolepsy, but it was negative. I medicate like they do though. Sucks balls, costs a fortune in prescriptions, and I still feel like garbage 95% of days.
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