BBF,
The past is the past. I feel so bad for you. I know that you must be really hurting right now. I personally think that you need to take sometime and just be alone.
I didn't think you said those things. Just checking.
Girls 20-25 can be a weird bunch. I'm 25. But I'm not your typical 25 year old. I met my husband at 18. Yes, I did love to have sex. But I chose to control myself and show some self respect. Before my husband I dated someone for about a year and a half. We broke up in September I met my husband in December. So no sex at all for 3 months.
there are good girls out there. Some of these girls that love to have sex may actually grow up one day and become decent human beings. How old are you, btw. Once you hit 30, if you are still single, every freaking girl you meet is going to be on a time line to get into a serious relationship. Enjoy your freedom!! You'll get there soon enough.