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StickFigure

StickFigure

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life has too many ups and downs. in the last two days, I have got into arguments with someone extremely dear to me, but on the flip side, on MySpace, three old friends, really good friends. We have been catching up on old times and I just come to find out that my best friend from HS is dead! I lost contact with him when I was in tech school (my hectic schedule, his hectic life--running from the law). The friends that told me said they don't know how it happened but that he was killed about 2 years ago.

I don't know how much more of this I can take.
 
hold it together man. fuck i dont know about this world sometimes
 
sorry to hear it bro, but its life. Your homie is gone, it sucks, but you've got your memories of him and you will have other friends. Be thanksful of the life you have left to live.
 
I've had a few rough months. I keep repeating to myself.

"don't cry because it's over...smile because it happened"
 
Dial_tone said:
I've had a few rough months. I keep repeating to myself.

"don't cry because it's over...smile because it happened"
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that's great man, I need to remember that.

Point is here stick, EVERYONE falls on tough times, seriously, everyone.
 
Oh man. You're being forged in a fire now Stick. But in the end you will be stronger for it bro. Just keep strong.
 
you gotta look at the positive side of life, think positive, I know it sounds simple and gay and doesn't "fix" anything, but that is the foundation, you attitude and approach to life, that affects every experience that you have.
 
my friends are trying to find his wifes info for me, she was as close of a friend as he was.
I have never had a closer friend. Me, him, his wife (GF at the time), and these friends that told me about this, used to spend every waking moment with eachother. So many trips out to party and tear up the Mojave in out 4x4's and buggys and motorcycles. Tearing up El Segundo in out baja bugs (there were three of us that had them. A '67, my '68, and Sean's '69! All with badass engines and stinger exhoust. We'd pull the baffles out and scream around town, usually getting pulled over and getting fix-it tickets, lol.) We partied together, got high together, ditched school together, went to all the concerts together. We were a team, he was my bro!
 
Lestat said:
that's great man, I need to remember that.

Point is here stick, EVERYONE falls on tough times, seriously, everyone.
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yeah, but this back to back, to back shit is gettin a bit trying on my will.
 
Sounds like good times.

Stick, do me a favor. When you go out...or whatever...Do not drink and drive. Times like this is when you get a DUI or worse

Get out and have fun when you feel like it, but don't drive!
 
StickFigure said:
my friends are trying to find his wifes info for me, she was as close of a friend as he was.
I have never had a closer friend. Me, him, his wife (GF at the time), and these friends that told me about this, used to spend every waking moment with eachother. So many trips out to party and tear up the Mojave in out 4x4's and buggys and motorcycles. Tearing up El Segundo in out baja bugs (there were three of us that had them. A '67, my '68, and Sean's '69! All with badass engines and stinger exhoust. We'd pull the baffles out and scream around town, usually getting pulled over and getting fix-it tickets, lol.) We partied together, got high together, ditched school together, went to all the concerts together. We were a team, he was my bro!
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Yo bro, not to be fucked up, but he's been dead two years and you didn't even know. You may have been close at one point, but you certainly were not recently. You are idealizing the relationship now, much like people do after a breakup. You had some great memories together, but he's gone and you're here. Do you think he'd want you moping around because of his passing? I bet not.
 
awittyusername said:
Sounds like good times.

Stick, do me a favor. When you go out...or whatever...Do not drink and drive. Times like this is when you get a DUI or worse

Get out and have fun when you feel like it, but don't drive!
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you're right. knowing the way things are going, i would end up in jail tonight or in a serious wreck or worse. I might still go play pool but I won't be drinking.
 
StickFigure said:
you're right. knowing the way things are going, i would end up in jail tonight or in a serious wreck or worse. I might still go play pool but I won't be drinking.
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Good idea, I wouldn't drink at all now in this state.
 
Lestat said:
Yo bro, not to be fucked up, but he's been dead two years and you didn't even know. You may have been close at one point, but you certainly were not recently. You are idealizing the relationship now, much like people do after a breakup. You had some great memories together, but he's gone and you're here. Do you think he'd want you moping around because of his passing? I bet not.
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No, I know. it's just a major shock. I have tried several times over the years to catch up with him but always came up short.
The last time I talked to him was when he called to tell me he couldn't be my best man at my wedding because he was on the run again.

I'll be fine, just too much shit all at once.
 
StickFigure said:
you're right. knowing the way things are going, i would end up in jail tonight or in a serious wreck or worse. I might still go play pool but I won't be drinking.
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Cool bro

I wouldn't drive if I went out, because I would be afraid I would end up drinking
 
StickFigure said:
you're right. knowing the way things are going, i would end up in jail tonight or in a serious wreck or worse. I might still go play pool but I won't be drinking.
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AND, stay away from women . . . .

until your head is clear and life is a bit better. :rose:
 
Wootoom said:
stick i love ya man. fuck anyone else lifting right now? i finally got a chance today jeez
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i'm trying to drop weight and get as lean as possible and then I 'm gonna do a bulker. try to pack on another 10 or 15.
 
StickFigure said:
i'm trying to drop weight and get as lean as possible and then I 'm gonna do a bulker. try to pack on another 10 or 15.
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cool bro i dont know what im doing. i guess whatever my body says. i just keep doing the same routine
 
I am sorry bro. There are a lot of people here that think the world of you. There has to be a larger purpose...

Stay strong physically and mentally...
 
StickFigure said:
i'm trying to drop weight and get as lean as possible and then I 'm gonna do a bulker. try to pack on another 10 or 15.
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I am not bulking anymore.

We think we always have to get bigger. But, every girl that was ever honest with me...Told me I (and all guys) look better leaner than carrying too much mass for my frame.
 
Wootoom said:
cool bro i dont know what im doing. i guess whatever my body says. i just keep doing the same routine
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gotta periodize that shit bro. gotta keep the body guessing to keep it growing. change shit up every 4 to 6 weeks, whether it's your lifts, or reps, or sets.
 
StickFigure said:
gotta periodize that shit bro. gotta keep the body guessing to keep it growing. change shit up every 4 to 6 weeks, whether it's your lifts, or reps, or sets.
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no i mean like ill switch it up sometimes. ill go lightweight and then heavy once in awhile. just same lifts mostly
 
awittyusername said:
I am not bulking anymore.

We think we always have to get bigger. But, every girl that was ever honest with me...Told me I (and all guys) look better leaner than carrying too much mass for my frame.
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I just figure that with the cutting I'm doing I'll prob lose a good 5-10 lbs of lean mass which would put me back down to about 215 lbs of lean mass, and I would like to carry about 220-230 lbs of lean mass at about 8-10%bf.
 
Wootoom said:
no i mean like ill switch it up sometimes. ill go lightweight and then heavy once in awhile. just same lifts mostly
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oic, I shoulda known you would already know that, sorry for the preaching.
 
StickFigure said:
oic, I shoulda known you would already know that, sorry for the preaching.
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no man its all good lets talk for awhile. im in between sets right now lolol my comp is 2 steps away from my bench LOLOL
 
Wootoom said:
no man its all good lets talk for awhile. im in between sets right now lolol my comp is 2 steps away from my bench LOLOL
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that rules.
 
StickFigure said:
I just figure that with the cutting I'm doing I'll prob lose a good 5-10 lbs of lean mass which would put me back down to about 215 lbs of lean mass, and I would like to carry about 220-230 lbs of lean mass at about 8-10%bf.
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Cool

I get told I don't look right over 215lbs. I have a very small frame. I want to get down to about 205 - 210 8 to 10% bf. I am over 10 now.lol
 
awittyusername said:
How late in the day?

I just started taking them. I have been feeling sick, and couldn't sleep the last few nights.
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like 1 in the am and 1 about 3 oclock. fuck i take 2 ephedrine im fine but this stuff i cant handle
 
LOL indy keeps redding me saying he owns 22 national sports cars and 3 vettes and his new M5 will kill everything lololol omg like i give a fuck
 
Wootoom said:
like 1 in the am and 1 about 3 oclock. fuck i take 2 ephedrine im fine but this stuff i cant handle
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I know. Thats why I tried it. I have been taking too much ephedrine lately. But, this shit kept me up, and I felt sick at the gym
 
awittyusername said:
I know. Thats why I tried it. I have been taking too much ephedrine lately. But, this shit kept me up, and I felt sick at the gym
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totally man and thermorexin had the same effect on me also.
 
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