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When checking in to rehab......

It really deppenends, myt first time I was sniffing 4 OC 80s a day and my supply went dry for two days
next thing I kow I'm in an ambulance being transported from a local ER to a lock down faciliity

the second time I was relaxed on Valiums
While waiting for a bed to open up I was freaking out on everyone (crack withdrawls/anger and aggressive behavior.

alot of peeps boot up heroin before going in because they have no money left, they have no insurance, the state takes care of them for a week or so, gives them suboxone
then they get their govt check and go on a binge and end back up at the rehab

rinse and repeat for alot of the peep there
 
I always wound up there after a good ole fashion OD and never knew where the fuck I was until someone told me.
 
Let the hawties know that I've got just the antidote for their withdrawal issues.

U were right walli, the no weed is bringin some ugly out.

Do U like my sig... it makes me laugh.

Only up for a couple of hours, then Yeah back to my usual style, I figure I'm feelin crabby at 4 in mornin due to grad shit...
 
On the occasions(yes..with an "s") I have been fortunate enough to not die after a 4 day long $2000 crack run...............I would come home.......apologize for being an idiot, eat, sleep and then come to my senses...................realizing I have a problem I can't fix myself. I have been lucky enough to go to one of the best places in the country and I really worked while I was there. I will never say I didn't have a relapse or two or three........but for the time being......I can say I am straight now and have been for longer that I ever have.
 
On the occasions(yes..with an "s") I have been fortunate enough to not die after a 4 day long $2000 crack run...............I would come home.......apologize for being an idiot, eat, sleep and then come to my senses...................realizing I have a problem I can't fix myself. I have been lucky enough to go to one of the best places in the country and I really worked while I was there. I will never say I didn't have a relapse or two or three........but for the time being......I can say I am straight now and have been for longer that I ever have.


ditto
crack is evil
I have done heroin and OCs for years and the physicall withdrawls are the worse

when you are addicted to crack, you are looking right into the devils eyes
at least that is how I felt
 
On the occasions(yes..with an "s") I have been fortunate enough to not die after a 4 day long $2000 crack run...............I would come home.......apologize for being an idiot, eat, sleep and then come to my senses...................realizing I have a problem I can't fix myself. I have been lucky enough to go to one of the best places in the country and I really worked while I was there. I will never say I didn't have a relapse or two or three........but for the time being......I can say I am straight now and have been for longer that I ever have.

What is up, Chrisco... My McGillis McBrah, I sensed when we first met that U had some issues with self medication brah. Not like U are associating that statement with eitha, like with weakness or shit like that, no brah, U clearly like expressed a pretty acute sensory awareness, blended in with an observation of your environment that hinted that dude is a pretty creative bro. Some peeps are alot more sensitive to the isolation that pervades all of us today more than others, again this is just a pretentious guess and probably way off. I mean one can just always say stfu Ariel, I smoke crack cause its fun, I don't know bout all that psychobabble...
Either way bro, I think U rawk and are a solid addition here. Jesus, I really have to drop this carebear shit some day.. lol

U didn't do Meninger, did U. I love their facility, they incorporate alot of Yoga in all their programs... not just the physical kind eitha, but the more philosophical, mental, kind as well. Have a great mornin bro. Its not just the straight, that U are livin, Its livin period... One of my favorite lines in a song by Gillian Welch, 'Every Day is gettin Straighter...' Momentum makes her so much easier, this U really know in your heart, where I know it in my head. Heart over Head every day of the week brah.

 
I was a Caron Disciple. Wernersville, PA. Excellent doctors, therapists...........food......gym.....clientele............etc. Out in the mountains....fresh air, fresh ideas and just a good all around environment it get a little piece my man.

Worst part for me was crack stopped being fun about 20 minutes after it started. LOL. I just can't stop once I start. The mental games I play on myself when wrestling the demon is borderline schitzo/multiple personality disorder stuff. Even weirder.............I was a really good day to day person but a liying, cheating stealing crackhead when i got in the zone.....which started about a week beofre jumping in the deep end. Jeckle and Hyde stuff and I didn't even realize it........like my own personal Tyler Durden.

Ariel man............I will never say STFU to you. You have way too much good shit to say.
 
i usually go out and buy a Porsche and THEN roll up to rehab in it... kinda makes em think "there's a loser going places" :)
 
I was a Caron Disciple. Wernersville, PA. Excellent doctors, therapists...........food......gym.....clientele............etc. Out in the mountains....fresh air, fresh ideas and just a good all around environment it get a little piece my man.

Worst part for me was crack stopped being fun about 20 minutes after it started. LOL. I just can't stop once I start. The mental games I play on myself when wrestling the demon is borderline schitzo/multiple personality disorder stuff. Even weirder.............I was a really good day to day person but a liying, cheating stealing crackhead when i got in the zone.....which started about a week beofre jumping in the deep end. Jeckle and Hyde stuff and I didn't even realize it........like my own personal Tyler Durden.

Ariel man............I will never say STFU to you. You have way too much good shit to say.
Dude like what are the stats... Addiction courses I took, I really didn't exert myself and they were like a year ago. However, I think for crack 93% do not get out, no wait that was meth. Also the stat is being generous Triumphant act bro. The hell U went through I cannot fathom.
 
Let the hawties know that I've got just the antidote for their withdrawal issues.

U were right walli, the no weed is bringin some ugly out.

Do U like my sig... it makes me laugh.

Only up for a couple of hours, then Yeah back to my usual style, I figure I'm feelin crabby at 4 in mornin due to grad shit...

That sig is great... It cracks me up... Not the kinda crack you would find in this thread though, just sayin'

LMAO though, excellent.
 
do you usually:

Go messed up

Be real nice

Grab the nearest person and ask for fix

Discuss.

yes, yes, and no, I wanted to be through so I didn't ask. For me it was a life/death choice, and to be honest, it really could have gone either way. But, I'm here. Must be something for me to do yet.....

why do you ask Walli?
 
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