my new found motivation was a talk i had earlier in the week with my doc...
16may05
went to the doctors again today. here is my discussion:
Doc..."hows your back doing?"
Me..."it still hurts. mostly in my lower back. i get pains when i run that spread throughout my hips. then it turns into shooting pains that run all the way down my right leg, and into my heel."
Doc..."that's not good. lets take some more x-rays."
....we take x-rays...
Doc..."everything checks out, everything is evenly spaced. blah, blah, blah, medical terminology that i dont understand, blah, blah, blah..."
Me...looking dumbfounded...
Doc..."i would reccommend that after your back heals, that you give up power lifting. your body just isn't built for it. you're training partner is 6'2" and weights 280. he has the build for it. your body structure (im 5'10", 200lb) is just too small, and your joints and ligaments just can't handle the stress that power lifting places on them."
IS THIS GUY F@#KIN JOKING?!? GIVE UP POWER LIFTING? THAT'S LIKE ASKING SOMEONE TO QUIT BREATHING...