opiates are the most evil substance on this planet. im an oxycontin addict, ive been through 3 inpatient detoxes, a suboxone detox/maintinence program, 2 inpatient rehabs and one outpatient. I just turned 20 in may. half of my family doesnt speak to me, i almost lost my college enrollment and did lose several jobs. i finished my most recent rehab in early april and have been clean 4 months. i have to get injected monthly with a drug that blocks opiates because i just cannot trust myself anymore. this all started because i was taking vicodin recreationally here and there. then everyday. at the end this time i was using over 400mgs of oxycontin a day and left rehab in over $10,000 of debt.
i dont know what the odds are that i came across this thread but please take it from someone who knows, cut it the fuck out now and do yourself a favor and save your own life.