koolkatarbtl
Banned
Hey man,
I wanna do this right, so here's a more detailed update:
I started doing Epistane a couple of weeks before I started HCG - human chorionic gonadotropin - - human chorionic gonadotropin - - human chorionic gonadotropin - - human chorionic gonadotropin - , so I'm not sure which is the culprit.
With the epistane, I'm just pulse cycling (30mg) at most twice a week, so I doubt it could cause any hpta - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - shutdown.
So all in all:
100mg Sub-Q Testosterone Enanthate: doing this for 9 weeks
30mg Epistane 2x a week: doing this for 4 weeks
250UI HCG 2x a week (2 days before and the day before doing T shot). been doing this for 2 weeks.
My libido is totally GONE and I noticed my balls started atrophying BIGTIME since starting HCG. I don't know WHY. I can barely get hard at all now.
Again, I DO NOT KNOW if the culprit is epistane or HCG.
Prior to (HCG and epistane) I could get hard NO PROBLEM, prior to TRT, and during TRT, hardness/libido were about the same.
HOWEVER, I'm *feeling* amazing at the moment (right now). Best I have in years. I'm also making AMAZING gains in the gym. But sex life is down the drain. FWIW, I'm NOT on any SSRIs, meds, or anything of the like.
Since I live in Canada where bloodwork is free, the problem that arises is that it takes up to a month and a half to get the results back.
My endo also lives 2 hours away and doesn't seem too competent.
I have an appointement scheduled in march with a urologist that specializes in treating bodybuilders. Guys who've had their HPTA shut down. He fixes them right up. Suposed to be the best in Canada.
My plan now is just to go to a regular walk-in GP, and get some bloodwork done (I know what to have tested, but I'm thinking the culprit has something to do with estrogen, which is the correct estrogen test to do? I dont think we have them all available here in canada...) right now so I'll have it ready for when I see the urologist in March.
I can try calling my current endo (who's 2 hours away) and ask him to fax me the bloodwork that was done just prior to have started HCG and that info might help as well. However, he think's I'm a former juicer and overall, is very suspicious of me, so I feel extremely uncomfortable communicating with him despite that he put me on TRT in the first place. (Yes, I was honest and upfront with him about everything too! He probably thinks ive done cycles before even though I haven't))
Remember, I'm 19 and I think I'm sinking down a dangerous hole and I wanna be real careful.
That's the lowdown. If anyone has any input I'd appreciate it. I'll post more info if I forgot anything. Thanks again to everyone and I just LOVE this board. So helpful.
I wanna do this right, so here's a more detailed update:
I started doing Epistane a couple of weeks before I started HCG - human chorionic gonadotropin - - human chorionic gonadotropin - - human chorionic gonadotropin - - human chorionic gonadotropin - , so I'm not sure which is the culprit.
With the epistane, I'm just pulse cycling (30mg) at most twice a week, so I doubt it could cause any hpta - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - - hypothalamic-pituitary-testicular axis - shutdown.
So all in all:
100mg Sub-Q Testosterone Enanthate: doing this for 9 weeks
30mg Epistane 2x a week: doing this for 4 weeks
250UI HCG 2x a week (2 days before and the day before doing T shot). been doing this for 2 weeks.
My libido is totally GONE and I noticed my balls started atrophying BIGTIME since starting HCG. I don't know WHY. I can barely get hard at all now.
Again, I DO NOT KNOW if the culprit is epistane or HCG.
Prior to (HCG and epistane) I could get hard NO PROBLEM, prior to TRT, and during TRT, hardness/libido were about the same.
HOWEVER, I'm *feeling* amazing at the moment (right now). Best I have in years. I'm also making AMAZING gains in the gym. But sex life is down the drain. FWIW, I'm NOT on any SSRIs, meds, or anything of the like.
Since I live in Canada where bloodwork is free, the problem that arises is that it takes up to a month and a half to get the results back.
My endo also lives 2 hours away and doesn't seem too competent.
I have an appointement scheduled in march with a urologist that specializes in treating bodybuilders. Guys who've had their HPTA shut down. He fixes them right up. Suposed to be the best in Canada.
My plan now is just to go to a regular walk-in GP, and get some bloodwork done (I know what to have tested, but I'm thinking the culprit has something to do with estrogen, which is the correct estrogen test to do? I dont think we have them all available here in canada...) right now so I'll have it ready for when I see the urologist in March.
I can try calling my current endo (who's 2 hours away) and ask him to fax me the bloodwork that was done just prior to have started HCG and that info might help as well. However, he think's I'm a former juicer and overall, is very suspicious of me, so I feel extremely uncomfortable communicating with him despite that he put me on TRT in the first place. (Yes, I was honest and upfront with him about everything too! He probably thinks ive done cycles before even though I haven't))
Remember, I'm 19 and I think I'm sinking down a dangerous hole and I wanna be real careful.
That's the lowdown. If anyone has any input I'd appreciate it. I'll post more info if I forgot anything. Thanks again to everyone and I just LOVE this board. So helpful.