two things.
1) your test levels HAVE dropped, the eq is a modified form of testosterone which is why you still have sexual function because you probably have almost no testosterone in your body at this point.
2) adding 30mg/day var along with EQ for your first cycle will aid in muscle gain and fat loss, it will further remove subcutaneous water retention which will make you look leaner/more vascular as well. no 30mg by itself isn't anything amazing, but stacked it will produce noticeable results, nothing stellar mind you.