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The Beast's Training Journal!

Todays intake


Big 100 Met rx protein bar for first meal,(31)(18 oz skim milk)(58)(3 slices cheese)(76)(18 skim milk)(103)(pumpkin seeds)(127)(5 string


cheeses)(162)

Big 100 met rx protein bar for second meal, (193)Big100 metrx protein bar for third meal,(224)(18 oz skim milk)(251)


XXL Burrito for fourth meal, (273)(18 oz whole milk)


300 grams protein


Another very simple day. Keeping around that 300 gram protein range for my leaning attempt. I will go higher depending on how much time is left in the day, but as of now I have 1 hour before cut off time and Im about to go train some shit. I also dont want calories to get that high. Sticking with the lower carb and most calories from protein approach.

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Chest rehab, Delts, Rear Delts (trap focused laterals and overhead presses)



Leaning/growth phase. Light and low volume



Switched gyms today for chest and delts. This iso lateral press always seems harder so that may be why I didnt hit as much weight today. My shoulder joints had some pain so I didnt go above 410 today.

Increased the reps a little with the 100s on flat bench press with 27 reps today. Better than nothing. I was dealing with more tenderness than usual in the connecting chest tendons. So I didnt push as hard as I could have. Trying to re inforce that area for now.

Bodyweight is coming up at 231 and gut/waist seems to be staying in the same range. So muscle should continue to fill back out.

Protein has been hitting 300 and above pretty consistantly. Still keeping overall carbs and calories relatively low. This is still all trial and error since Ive never really tried to lean out, let alone lean and gain muscle at the same time.

This gym didnt have the nautilus overhead or the horizontal chest press so I had to use different machines. Otherwise I could have waited til tommorrow to use that gym, but got impatient. I train when I feel it and dont plan shit out too much.



231 lbs after previous night's meals


Flat Barbell Bench Press (I use this for warm up and stretching only)


Bar x 100 + with bar stretches to each side


Wide Chest Hammer Strength press (plate loaded)


This machine was more dangerous since it gets a deeper stretch at the bottom. I didnt take it all the way down but its still risky to change movements during the rehab period.


Chest was very tender so I kept it extremely light and didnt push it hard.


No rest till line (full reps on all of these. A little short of bottoming out)

90x50
140x20
------

140x20
140x20

no rest til line

140x20
90x30
---------------

Couldnt do much at all with these. The insertions near the pec muscles were very tight today. Didnt trust it.


Flat Dumbbell Presses

No rest til line

45x50
75x25
-----------

No rest til line (see video)

100x27
75x10
45x15
-------

No rest til line (see video)


90x31
75x15
45x15
--------------

No rest til line (Light finisher since chest tendons were tight)


75x52
45x20
--------

Iso Lateral Hammer Strength (plate loaded. Harder version at this gym) (seat set at line below 10 as usual)


No rest til line

90x50
180x20
270x5
-----------

360x15 (see video)


No rest til line (see video)

410x9
360x15
270x20
180x20 (I believe. Video cut off here)

---------

Dumbbell Laterals (trap focused version)


no rest til line

45x30
75x10
-----

no rest til line

75x15
45x20

-----------

Hammer Strength MTS Pin Loaded Shoulder Press

No rest til line

200x15
300x15 (some brief rest pauses only on these sets)
-------

No rest til line (same style)

300x30
240x10
180x10+
140x100
------

Reverse Machine Fly (long holds)


130x20 (long holds)
195x15 (holds)

No rest til line

225x15
195x15
-----

Different machine than usual but shoulder joints were beat up so didnt push it.

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videos below
 
More ramblings of an old psycopath. My training is still much more of a hybrid type of thing than a single focus. That is just the way I will always do shit. My own way. The vent is huge for me and I want to have what I consider "fun". I like to feel like demons are coming out of my fucking body when I train. Like Im tearing shit apart relentlessly. Thats just what I seek out and enjoy.


One area where my training really lacks is in bodybuilding focus. Which is just a result of me training and doing shit as I like ultimately. Of course much of the process I despise, such as the feedings. I do enjoy pushing myself to my limits for the most part during training however. My strongest asset has never been my size but more my intensity and ability to push through pain for LONG periods of time. Strength and muscle endurance. In my mid thirties Im starting to get meatier as a result of all the years of doing this shit, but it wasnt always the case.


What I mean by lacking bodybuilding focus: I only have a few sets and movements where I really focus on the contraction of the muscle. I do this heavily with back now but still have many sets where I am aiming to hit more and more reps and push my strength. Its just an old way of thinking for me.


Right now my chest training is just rehab, and shitty. However for most of my pressing I focus on blasting out as many reps as possible only. I have been doing constant tension which has been great for my size and strength over the last several years, while actually allowing my elbows to SURVIVE. I had periods where they felt anihilated and this alleviated that over time. As I said though, I am not really focusing on contracting my delts or pecs hard and really focused on moving the weight with the contraction of the muscle. My instinct is more to focus on the rhythym of the movement and pacing my breathing and piston type of power pressing , endurance, and not so much focusing on moving the weight as a secondary side effect of contracting the muscle. If that makes sense. Easier for me to understand than to write.


Though now I have a good amount of power and enduance and dont see anyone train with the intensity and volume that I use. Atleast from what Ive seen online and in gyms. Hard work doesnt translate to results though. You really need to have a focus on a speciality if you want to succeed and become the best you can be in any given discipline. My training is scaled down now in many ways, but even still.


Point being that if I focused more on size or even strength then id be better in those areas for sure. That may occur over time as my body continues to break down from the abuse. Have to adapt to the changes. Ive always embraced progressive resistance hardcore. In every set mostly on every movement. Though now I havent been doing that like before. Only in some movements. Reason being I got too strong for my tendons and I would tear everything if I did that. Especially with back training. I already had 2 bicep pops from 400 lb lat pulldowns and 630 lb hammer strength rows in the past. 2009 is when I really hit back heavy with rowing. Now its mostly holds and MUCH lighter than what I did, relative to myself.


2003 was the most brutal overall period for back. Thats when I did Beast Lifts with 730 lbs off the lowest setting in rack (deadlift with bar behind legs). At 185 lbs. I spent 6-8 hours with long rests between sets, deadlifting and rowing. One rep max on 2 to 3 deadlift variations and alot of rep work. Thats when I started rupturing my first discs and took myself out for 2 years. I ruptured 4 more throughout the years as well as carpal tunnel, but those injuries didnt stop me those times.


That mentality allowed me to keep breaking through limits with my strength and ultimately size, but its a method that takes a huge toll when done with massive volume and taking all sets to failure and beyond. Maximum intensity as well.


Its difficult to retrain your mind when youve done something for so long. So even when I try to restrain the nature of the beast emerges.


Just some random thoughts. Try to keep this shit more detailed these days, when Im actually moving forward. With regaining old muscle or maintenance I dont keep it as detailed.


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Yesterdays intake


Met RX protein plus bar for first meal,

(30) XXL burrito and MetRX protein plus bar for second meal, (82)

Tv dinner for third meal, (108)(18 oz skim milk)



135 grams protein



Lowest intake so far since I started a week ago. Ran out of protein bars and overslept, didnt fill it in like I could have. Finished off a tv dinner and xxl burrito since Ive been on low carbs for a while. Just scraps. Calories and protein were still very low.

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Something I discovered about using rest pause repetitions the last several years. I mainly use these on pressing movements, as seen in many of my videos.

Recently I had a period of 10 months, possibly longer where I was hitting strength PRs weekly it seemed. Im not sure if I had any weeks where that didnt occur on some lift.

A few months of that was getting back from a break too, but afterwards it just didnt end. Im redundant in this journal intentionally. For a few reasons. For myself when I scan through, so I can get a general idea of what I was doing. And also for those that read the journal. To prevent having to backtrack through the journal.

The things I write here are copies of what I write in my personal journal. I just sometimes write it a little different to address the lurkers, rather than how Id write if I was talking to myself. So the information is used heavily by me for referrance.

Back to what I was saying about rest pause reps and why I think anyone should use them in a routine. There are many techniques to extend sets and push beyond failure but rest pause has some added benefits for me. Rest pause reps are when you hit normal failure on a set, then you wait a few seconds bang out another rep or a few, stop, wait again briefly, repeat, etc.

I also mix these techniques to massively extend sets, but rest pause reps are extremely useful by themselves. Theyve allowed me to constantly increase my strength and muscle endurance. Ontop of that they really take the muscle deep into that pain zone where the real work is being done. I do not believe in limiting intensity techniques or any of that bullshit. I use them all the time.

Rest pause reps have a psycological benefit as well as the physical. It allows you to extend your sets and hit new PRs continuously. You can always wait a few seconds longer to get one more rep the following week. Aslong as you have your numbers in your head you can always extend the sets and hit new PRs. I do this continuously using rest pause. You never feel weak this way. If you only bang out 10 straight reps one week, you make up for that shit by not stopping until you hit enough rest pause reps to atleast exceed your best by 1. Even if you hit 15 straight reps before needing to rest pause the previous week. You gotta focus on beating those numbers and with rest pause you can do that.

The biggest benefit though is that it allows you to use progressive resistance every week. Its not based on your endurance to bang out the first series of reps, but its based on your mental tenacity to push the set beyond. If you only hit 12 straight reps instead of 15 it doesnt matter. You make up for it with rest pause reps and exceed what you did prior by atleast a rep.

Here is the interesting part about how it increased my strength dramatically over the years. ( Which supports extra muscle , of course, but strength alone doesnt grow muscle. Check video of 145 lb guy bench pressing 410 lbs. Strength and muscle is not neccesarily related).


What I noticed is this. Lets say I hit 10 reps with 360 lbs on a lift. 10 straight reps without rest pausing. Then I rest pause the set to extend it to 15 reps. Before long I notice that I will be hitting 15 straight reps without rest pausing. Then Ill be rest pausing to 20 or more. Then shortly after Im hitting 20 without resting, etc. It sends the signals and really gets the body to adapt to muscle endurance and strength.

Just things Ive learned from my own trial and error. I dont see rest pause used as a method to increase strength and even muscle on a regular basis, posted anywhere. I do very unconventional shit and figure out things for myself, so I come up with different things than the norm. I have alot of reasons behind why I do shit a certain way, just not from a scientific standpoint. Its very much based on tangible results from doing the shit for so long. Evolutions of various methods and techniques Ive refined over the years or adapted and changed to fit my changing body, injuries, etc. Getting too strong for my tendons, shit like that.

For anything where you are under a bar or dumbbell rest pause is harder to really do. Machines are the best way with pressing to use it. So if you do a barbell or dumbbell press first in your routine, id suggest trying it on machine work afterward. Everything should be hit with the same intensity and mindset. Never just going through the motions of movements. They can be used on almost all movements though.

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Yesterdays intake


big100 metrx protein bar for first meal, (31)(pumpkin seeds)(55)(18 oz skim milk)(82)

big100 metrx protein bar for second meal,(113)(18 oz
skim milk)(140

Big 100 met rx protein bar for third meal, (171)(18 oz skim milk)


198 grams protein



Basically just the bare minimum of protein yesterday. Today should be back to around 300 , maybe over. About to train arms most likely. Mainly focused on long holds and hard contractions on triceps, over just banging out reps. Going to try that for a while and see if it helps with growth.

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Arms



Super light, mid volume


Insane fucking pump tonight. Focused purely on contractions and holds, slow reps. Alot of it was isometric contractions, meaning I applied maximum force despite the weight being used. So that increases the intensity.


My blood pressure was elevated earlier. They checked it when I got blood work. So that may explain the super tight pump. Also the dizziness and tightness in my skull during the high rep shit. So that was a limitation.

I think Ill stick with this style for a while. I have to change something with arms because my body adapts very quickly. I need to really beat a muscle into submission continuously for it to respond at all. That is how I got my back to continue growing by training "lighter" with long holds and dropsets. Since I ran into a limit with going heavier and heavier, due to tendon limitations, the reps have gotten extremely high. Muscle endurance type of shit. It will take longer before I reach limitations with that. Once I do I will have to come up with other ways to torture the muscle to get a response. Doing the same shit for too long doesnt work for me.

The holds really blew up my back and they may do the same for arms. Worth a try at this point. Arms havent hit a new measurement since 2012.

Ill see how elbows hold out with the lockouts and holds for triceps on the cables. Ill stick mostly with the 210 lb stack only I think, so that should keep elbow damage reduced.

Hit some PRs with a new movement I started doing. May have made the shit up, but it really isolates my triceps. No chest contraction at all. Maybe some front delt.

Shown in the video. Palms facing with the dumbbells and elbows tucked to the sides. I make sure I only feel it in my tricep. Maybe Ill work up to the 125s since that is max, but even so it will be high rep since Im limited. Ill use dropsets to increase the intensity with that. I gain strength extremely fast so the 100s could easily turn into 50 rep sets in the near future. Right now its new.

There will be weekly PRs for a while on the movement because I never did it before. Its just by default.



230 lbs after 3 protein bars and about half gallon of milk earlier



Curved Bar Pressdowns (Smaller cable apparatus this time)

KILOGRAMS for pressdowns

no rest til line (Long holds and holds on each rep)

37x100
67x20
95x10
-----

No rest til line

V bar pressdowns

67x20
95x5
95x5 curved bar pressdown
67x10 curved bar
65x10-20 curved bar
------


V bar pressdowns

no rest til line

95x10
82x10
67x10
95x5 curved bar
87x5 same
65x10 same
-------

No rest til line

V bar pressdowns

95x10
82x10
67x10
95x5 curved bar
82x10 same
65x10
---------

All holds and long holds for ALL pressdowns

One Arm Pressdowns (cable apparatus)

No rest til line (except when alternating sides)

27x?? (alternated arms, this went on for probably over 20 reps)
22x?? (same thing.)
-----

Flat Dumbbell Tricep Only Press (Palms facing , elbows tucked. All tricep)

No rest til line

50x50
70x10
-----

No rest til line (see video) (PR by default. New movement)

80x30
55x30
------- (More of a dizziness issue, blood pressure, then muscle failure today)

no rest til line (see video) (PR by default)

100x17
55x20
------

Seated Dumbbell Curl (Bench at a completely upright 90 degree angle, Long bench this time)

Long holds at the top, Slow reps. Super light but insane pump with these

25x40 (Long holds. brief rest pauses only)
35x20 (same style)

Seated Cambered Bar Curl (Bar rests on legs, curl and hold at the top of each rep)

70x40 (long holds. Brief rest pauses)
70x25 (same. Lack of oxygen in brain by this time. Limited reps)

Double Bicep Style Cable Flies

KILOGRAMS

weight is per side

35x15 (long holds)
50x10 (same)
25x15 (same)

Very light on these because they fuck with my shoulder joints.


Seated Dumbbell Hammer Curls (another movement I dont usually do. All new shit today)

50x30 (rest pause style)
60x20 (same)

Standing DUmbbell Hammer Curls

Long holds at the top

no rest til line

50x10
60x5
-----

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Videos below
 
Yesterdays intake


big100 metrx protein bar for first meal, (31)(pumpkin seeds)(55)(18 oz skim milk)(82

)big100 metrx protein bar for second meal,(113)(18 oz
skim milk)(140)

Big 100 met rx protein bar for third meal, (171)(18 oz skim milk)(198) (2 ice cream bars, dried coconut,some seeds)

2 burritos for fourth meal, (228)(18 oz skim milk)


255 grams protein



A little short on my 300 protein target. Calories were over 4000 though, so I felt this was more than sufficient for my leaning/growth phase. More calories than I should probably be taking in for that goal. I had some filler type of food as well.

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Yesterdays intake


(2 ice cream bars)(5) Big100 metrx protein bar for first meal,(36)

Big100 metrx protein bar for second meal,(67)(18 oz skim milk)(94)(dried

coconut)(95)(18 oz skim milk)(122)(pumpkin seeds,2 ice cream bars)(150)(18 oz skim milk)(177)

Large amount of chicken shishkabobs with
veggies, fruit, mushrooms, yogurt sauce for third meal,(237,very rough estimate, just ate til capacity)



237 protein, estimate


Some filler foods again. I didnt count how much I ate in the final meal, so it may be higher or lower. Just ate until my gut was full.

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About to hit some back I think. Probably be better to hit that now then at the end of week. Give my delts some healing time before my pressing day.


Maybe Ill aim for 30 chin ups today to start off with. I may face the other way to avoid my legs slammign into the supports again. Pain in the fucking ass.

That will probably be IT as far as record attempts. Ive done 40 plus chins at around 200 lbs , but with a wide grip. I cant use that grip anymore. 30 is a PR for being in the low 230s. So its relative to bodyweight with chins. Hit 27 last week.


I may not go as heavy today to give my shoulders a break. Left shoulder been achy. Though I will probably do the usual with the stack and maybe slightly heavier. Though not all my sets will be that heavy. Mostly contraction and holds, but I need some fucking weight to grow.

Maybe t-bars today on the chest supported version. This version feels too short for me, but I can probably get something out of it. Need to really focus on mid back to add back mass at this stage. My width is already pretty developed.

Most likely will hit trap focused laterals, maybe regular laterals and lateral machine. Rear delts too. Maybe some overhead pressing as I was doing it twice a week with good results before, but Ill see how shit feels.

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Back



Light, low volume, leaning/growth phase



Gave my shoulders a break today. Hit 30 chin ups which was a record at this bodyweight.

With the 500 lb rows I was paranoid about popping my chest again. Trying to rehab that area still. Luckily there was no issue. Still , my left shoulder has had some inflammation and didnt want to push too heavy.

I avoided lateral work and overhead pressing. I hit both of those earlier in the week but sometimes I hit shoulder presses twice. Didnt feel right on shoulder joints and chest today, so Ill save the pressing for next week.

I was getting extremely winded again today. So I didnt do alot of dropsets. The dropsets I did I didnt push hard with the reps. May be related to the blood pressure or pulse rate increase lately. I relied mainly on the few straight sets I did. I didnt push volume too hard, again to rest my shoulder joints.

227 lbs after protein bar

Chin Ups (Palms facing close grip)


165 lbs of assistance x 20 (warm)
125 lbs of assistance x 15 (same)
30 at bodyweight (PR for this bodyweight, see video)
11 at bodyweight

Getting winded extremely easily was my main issue again today. This affected everything.

Low Cable Row


(Close grip, palms facing handle) (Ill have to check the stack again. I may have been under listing the weight of the full stack and with plates added on. If so it would mean I was lifting 15 lbs more, not less. Minor detail)


165x15 (long holds. Didnt push reps since lung capacity was limited today)
240x10 (long holds)
285x18 (regular reps, see video)
310x10 (same. See video)


Iso Low Row Hammer Strength

270x15 warm
450x10 warm

no rest til line (see video)

500x10 (Alternating sides with this set)
450x5
360x10
270x10

Got winded quickly today.

---------

Dual Dumbbell Rows on Incline Bench (bench used as chest support)

125'sx10
125x10

Nautilus Overhead Press (plate loaded)

270x30 (warm up)

shoulders and chest still beat up. Will wait til next week to press.

Tried the tbar row, but its fucked up at this gym. Too short.


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videos below
 
Yesterdays intake


(2 ice cream bars) Big 100 metrx protein bar for first meal, (35)

Big100 metrx protein bar for second meal,

8 whole scrambled eggs and two
slices toast for third meal, (125)(18 oz skim milk)(152)(3 ice cream bars)(158)

Big100 metrx protein bar for fourth meal,


190 grams protein


Another minimum day. Today should be better though. Ill be keeping protein around 300 most of the time. Since Im trying to get leaner as well as grow slowly, it may help to have the protein higher.

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yesterdays intake


3 beef patties ( 1 pound of beef) for first meal, (72)(fruit bar)(73)(pumpkin seeds)(97)(cereal)(98)

Big100 metrx protein bar for second meal, (130)(18 oz skim milk)(157)(18 oz skim milk)(184)(6 string cheeses)(220)

12 oz shrimp and bag of rice for third meal,


310 grams protein
 
About to hit chest rehab and shoulders. Woke up too late to hit legs yesterday. Still holding at around 28. Left knee has had alot of pain, so if I dont make up for that session it wont effect anything. Ill consider throwing in a few sets of leg press in. Ill be burning to get the fuck out of the gym after this session though.

Chest rehab is just light shit to heal. Ill probably aim for 100x30 plus in my dropset with the flat bench dumbbell press. I was hitting them for 48 on incline, so the flat should catch up in the coming weeks.

For the overhead shoulder pressing portion. Maybe Ill aim for 450x10 on the hammer strength iso lateral shoulder press. With the nautilus overhead press I probably wont go up to 630 because it does irritate the chest too. The hammer strength is more isolated.

Another possibility is fucking around with dumbbell shoulder presses. Not sure where strength is at with them but maybe aim for 100sx20 if I do them. Ill get video of the main shit.

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Chest rehab, Shoulders (overhead pressing), Rear Delts, Hamstrings



Light, Low volume, Leaning/Growth phase



Chest rehab went well today. Added 10 reps to the flat dumbbell presses with the 100's from last week. Strength comes up very quick for me. Should break 50 soon and possibly hit 60. I may be repping light weights for a long time. Possibly coming close to 100 reps with the 100s by the time I test my chest strength again.

This is the only way to hit failure now and its not worth popping that shit again. Just feels good to get blood in there and see the area filling back out again.


My strength is higher but Im not doing any of these lifts fresh. Its not a focus right now as Im just trying to grow and get leaner without destroying my joints for this phase.

My muscle endurance wasnt good with the 100 lb dumbbell shoulder presses and my neck didnt feel up to pressing 450 on the iso lateral shoulder press. Im happy with hitting the 100s for 37 and not feeling any real tendon pain in my chest though. That means the area is re-inforcing and has been getting stronger each week. Just have to keep my sets to 50 reps and shit like that, sometimes more or less reps.

I got in some leg curls as well. To make up for missing legs on sunday. Didnt hit the leg presses today. Ill see if I get them in on my shoulder only day. I will go in just to train db laterals most likely. Variations of those. I dont want to hit legs to close to my full leg day otherwise it just defeats the purpose, if knees are fucked up.

Strength is not back on the nautilus overhead press and shoulder pressing overall, as I only hit 14 with 540 and have hit 28. Though Id have more reps fresh for sure. So its difficult to say exactly where I am strength wise. Im just concerned with size and not putting on fat mass for now. Ill push strength but only within those limitations for now.


Bad headache by the end. Still dealing with fast pulse rate and getting winded quickly. Bad mucus forming in throat as well. Can cause issues with the acid. Will try to take something to dry it out. Throat sore too so may be getting sick.



229 lbs after protein bar



Flat Bench Barbell Press (Warm up only)


Bar x 100-200 reps with stretches to each side


Nautilus Horizontal Chest Press (plate loaded)

No rest til line (warm ups)

90x50 barbell style grip
90x50 inside grip
180x20 barbell
180x10 inside
--------

no rest til line

230x50 barbell
230x10 inside
-----

270x40 barbell (no rest chest tendon strain today, so the area is strengthening)

270x5 inside

----------

Brief rest pauses only for all of these on this machine


Dropset, No rest til line


Video was lost, as this camera loses videos sometimes. Reps are unknown

320x ?? barbell
320x ?? inside
270x ?? barbell
270x ?? inside
230x ?? barbell
230x ?? inside
180x ?? barbell
180x ?? inside
--------

Reps were high with all the barbell style grip sets, including the 320. This is good because my chest tendons usually get very tender with 270 and up lately. I didnt push any heavier, to play it safe for now. Sticking with high reps for chest for a while.


Flat Bench Dumbbell Presses

No rest til line (warm up)

50x50
75x30
-----

No rest til line (see video)

100x37 (Possible PR by default. Rarely do these. Did 100x48 on incline db tho)
75x12
50x20
----

no rest til line (see video)

110x17
90x10
----

Seated Dumbbell Shoulder Press (Incline bench slightly angled)

55x40 warm
80x25 warm
100x14 (see video)

Hammer Strength Iso Lateral Shoulder Press

No rest til line (warm ups)

90x30
180x20
270x5
----

360x10 Warm up, not to failure

No rest til line (see video)

410x10
360x5
270x10
180x20
-----

Not as wild today with the reps. Lower lung capacity and lower back and neck very tight. Avoided 450 today.


Nautilus Overhead Press

270x25 warm
360x10 warm
450x10 warm (these are all super light for me, so I decided to save energy)
540x14 (14 reps short of best, but it will come back)

No rest til line

590x6
540x4
450x4
360x8
270x9
180x10
------- (Camera cut off just in time. This camera has some strange issues)


Lying Leg Curl

95x25 warm
170x10
145x25

no rest til line

210x5
165x5
135x5
105x20
-----


Reverse Machine Fly

Long holds on each rep

135x20
210x10
265x10

no rest til line

190x10
160x10
-----

Didnt push these either. Shoulder joints , neck, tight

Videos below

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Yesterdays intake


Big100 metrx protein bar for first meal, (32)

Big 100 metrx protein bar for second meal, (64)

3 burritos for third meal, (97)(18 oz skim

milk)(124)

Big 100 met rx protein bar for fourth meal,


156 grams protein


Some flu like symptoms yesterday. Slept alot. Some days will be off but Im still continuing to grow and atleast not get fatter. Strength is coming up rapidly with my pressing movements. Chest seems to be rehabbing quickly. No real soreness yet in chest which is a very good sign. My chest doesnt get sore easily unless its compromised. Its been getting super sore from these rehab sessions, and this one was the most weight and reps yet, and so far no real soreness. Everything should be on track as I have 8 weeks left in this leaning/growth phase to see where I end up.

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Delts (No presses)


Leaning/Growth phase, Light, Low volume


This was just to make up for missing the lateral work on my pressing day yesterday. A dedicated day to hit this shit will probably be better so I can give my traps more attention. Theyve been lagging for a while. This is really the only way I can hit them without shoulder and neck issues. Its the angle I found that works.

If I dont get in enough work on my pressing days Ill hit them on a seperate day.

Weight is coming up as I hit 232 after some meals. Still seem to be keeping around the same bodyfat level.

The weight increases are slower now because Im eating mostly protein and much lower carbs and calories. Trying to add clean mass and possibly get leaner during this phase.



232 lbs after 2 meals and milk throughout the day



Dumbbell Laterals (trap focused version)

no rest til line

40x50
50x10 warm ups
----

no rest til line

50x20
40x20
--------

no rest again

75x15
50x15
40x20
-------

No rest again (see video)

75x20
50x20
------

No rest again

50x30
75x10
--------

Strict Standing Dumbbell Laterals with Long holds at the top

20x20

Seated version

20x20


Brief rest pauses used.


Seated Lateral Machine

No rest til line (see video)

65x50
140x10
110x10
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Cable Upright Rows

No rest til line

See video

KILOGRAMS for these

57x20
95x10 (210 lb stack)
50x20
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Yesterdays intake

tv dinner for first meal, (26)

(pumpkin seeds)(50)(fruit bars)(52)(18 oz whole milk)(78)

big100 met rx protein bar for second meal, (110)

(5 string cheeses)(145)(18 oz whole milk)(172)(cerea)(175)

Big100 met rx protein bar for third meal, (207)


12 oz shrimp for fourth meal, (285)

Big100 met rx protein bar for fifth meal,(317)(18 oz whole milk)(334)



334 grams protein


Today's diet was back on track after a few under eating days. I dont stop when I hit 300 grams but that is my main target right now during this leaning/growth phase. Its good when I go over because it keeps my average higher. After 7 am my diet listing just carries on to the next day. I have no consistant sleep schedule. Often I crash several times a day for varying amounts of time. So its balanced around that. I burn alot less calories with the hibernation. The bulk of my calories burned is during my long high intensity training sessions. Today was a short training make up session.

This is probably the first time that Ive kept at a pretty consistant 300 grams of protein. 200-275 has been my general range during my growth phases lately. Not so long ago it was 200 grams. I was mostly about getting in carbs and calories for growth. Im only doing higher protein now because of this leaning attempt. Since its new it seems a good way to go about that. I could easily increase it to 400 but I feel that 300 is more than sufficient. It working well so far, but Ill tweak as needed.

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yesterday's intake



big100 metrx protein bar for first meal, (32)

3 burritos for second meal, (59) (pumpkin seeds)(71)(2 fruit bars)(18 oz milk)(98)(4 packets
cream of wheat)(106)(18 oz milk)(133)

Big100 met rx protein bar for third meal,(165)(18 oz milk)(192)


(192 grams protein)


Another low intake day. Around my 200 gram minimum of protein. Non training days are very inactive and dont feel that my body really needs all the extra nutrients, especially with trying to get leaner or atleast not get fatter while slowly gaining muscle during this phase. That is the goal for now atleast. Its very new for me.

Though I will eat more on off days, it just varies. I tend to eat more on my training days as my body feels more hungry for the nutrients.

Training days are 4-5 times a week currently. I may or may not continue to post daily diet updates, but if anyone gets something out of it and would like me to continue posting them, I will. Its easy enough to post. Though by this stage I have provided enough sample days to get an average idea of how Ive been eating. As shown, it varies by the day. Different foods, different intake. Based on my digestion and how far I push some days. This will probably remain the diet style for the next 8 weeks of this phase.


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About to hit arms. Im going to focus on contraction heavily again. With triceps Ill hold the reps and lock them out. With biceps holding contractions, slow strict reps. All focused on pump and contraction. Need to try something different for arms since they are the only area thats not showing noticable growth since 2012.


As far as breaking records. Maybe with the new movement that I just added. The dumbbell tricep presses on the flat bench. Flat dumbbell press with palms facing, elbows tucked and only contracting the tricep basically. So maybe Ill aim for 100sx30. Not sure where strength will be at since those are new.

Also ordered elbow wraps and wrist wraps. Got the longest inzer ones, 36 inch, again. I havent been getting the best support from the shorter ones lately. The ones I have dont really hold well anymore.

My elbow sleeves are also thinned out. I got the XL size on the sleeves, different brand. Looks good because the sleeves are shorter and dont cover the whole arm. I had to fold my other ones to train arms with them. The XL is atleast a size under so it should be tight but since its shorter, not cause a problem with choking off my biceps/triceps.

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00TRRE3L4/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o00_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

And the wraps I use are the Inzer Z Wraps. Durable and cast like stiffness when wrapped around wrists. Those I can reccomend and the Schiek elbow sleeves Ive been using for years. Just want to try these ones because they seem similiar material but shorter. Never needed full arm coverage.

For the wraps I think 36 inch is going to be the best way to go for me. My wrists are shitty so I am looking for real rigid wrist support.

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Arms


Leaning/Growth phase, Light and low volume


Elbows were clicking with the tricep dumbbell presses but still banged out 21 with the 100s. Couldve done more but elbows were a nuissance today. Probably should have warmed up more.


With the pressdowns my elbows had some inflammation so I didnt lockout or hold most of my reps. Didnt really push failure on any of those sets either. I can tell that locking out will cause elbow issues again so Ill go back to the old style.

Biceps training was very light again with alot of holds and all strict sets. Havent done barbell curls in a long time but will try incorporating them again if wrists allow. The straight bar is much harder on wrists but it hits the biceps in a different way than the curved bar. I used to cheat barbell curl with 205 for reps when I was much smaller and trained biceps much heaver with much looser form. I will probably keep them strict because it removes tension on the target area and is a lower back risk.


230 lbs after meal (3 lbs added to match usual scale)


Flat Dumbbell Tricep Press (Palms facing, elbows tucked in. No chest involvement)


45x50 warm up

No rest til line (See video. Probably should have warmed up more. Elbows clicking during set)

100x21 (PR by default. New movement)
75x12
-----

No rest til line

90x20
75x15
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Upright Seated Dumbbell Curls (almost completely upright)

35x30 (warm up. Holds on most reps, brief rest pauses used)

50x20 (Same style. See video)
45x20 (same style)
35x25 (same style)

The holds at the top became less frequent as I went heavier and was more pre exhausted.

Curved Bar Pressdowns (elbows had some inflammation. Didnt push alot of reps or lockout much today)


KILOGRAMS on all pressdowns

no rest til line

35x50
65x20
95x10 (210 lb stack)
------

again

95x30
80x20
65x20
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V bar pressdowns

no rest

65x30
95x10
-------

Again

95x20
80x20
65x20
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Strict Barbell Curl

65x15 warm
95x10
135x7 (see video)


Incline Dumbbell Curls (same style. Alot of holds from what I remember)

50x16 (brief rest pauses)

No rest til line

55x5 Incline db curl
50x5 alt db curl (not the usual strict style on these. Twisted at the top instead of palms facing entire time)
------

35x25 (incline db curl again. Brief rest pauses. Holds again)

Dumbbell Hammer Curl

50x10
55x10
60x10


Alternating Dumbbell Curl With Reverse Curl Negative

35x15


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Attempted Leg Training


Leaning/Growth phase, Only a few sets, very light



Left knee was real painful today. Right had pain too but the left one has been especially bad lately. Thats one reason why I backed off of leg training for a while.

Next week Ill try taking some naproxen pre workout. That helps take down the inflammation enough sometimes.

If that doesnt work Ill maybe train hamstrings mainly, or lay off legs completely for a while. Legs are very optional for me now. Definately not critical to my goals which is to get leaner for now, and bring up some of my upper body measurements.

Ill feel shit out though.


229 lbs after 3 protein bars and milk throughout the day. Different scale.


Seated Leg Curl (hamstrings tight but not as bad as knees)

95x25 warm
130x15 same

No rest til line

170x5
130x10
110x10
95x10
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Cybex Squat Press (Not many pauses today at the bottom. Left knee was very bad. Each rep was painful on these)

400x60
400x70
400x70

Not close to failure, just trying to get some blood in the legs. Decided not to push knees further today.


Hip Adductor

no rest til line

70x50
150x20
190x10
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again

205x20
165x10
145x10
125x10
------

Holds mixed in with all the hip work.


Hip abductor

no rest til line

50x31
90x30
130x10
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no rest again

130x30
110x30
90x30
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Will try again next week with anti inflammatories

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About to hit some back. Better to get it in today than sunday. More recovery for my shoulder joints before the heavy shoulder pressing and chest work that will likely occur on monday or tuesday.

Maybe hit some extra lateral work for delts and/or traps, depending which versions I hit. Already had a dedicated day for those, so its optional.

Mentally Im kind of zoning out of the routine again. Losing interest. Im on some chems now that have some psycological effects, lethargy, etc. Still I would like to grind it out and do the full 10 weeks I had planned. To see what I can do with this leaning/growth phase and cap off my year with some new progress. Dont think I got any measurable size gains yet this year, so this is probably the last chance for this year. I try to make new measurable size progress yearly.


Sore throat and mucus for days, probably from the mentioned chems, but not effecting my food intake yet.


As for back today. I want to reintroduce lat pullovers on the machine, seated. Very light. I dont want to fuck with my chest rehab so Ill probably keep these very light. Thats why Ive avoided them for a while now. They do stimulate the chest somewhat. They were giving me a great fucking lat pump and worked great as a starting movement, along with chin ups. So I may do both of those today. Maybe Ill aim for a PR with 31 chins at my current bodyweight.

Im also considering doing constant reps again now. Not many holds overall. I got some great growth with holds and my joints lasted much longer. So Im not going to go all out fast and ballistic, wreckless. I may just bang out quicker controlled reps to see if that illicits some new response.

Will see how shit feels.

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Back and one 100 rep set of Dumbbell laterals (trap focused version)




Medium and light weight, Low volume. Leaning/Growth phase.



Switched shit up today. Mostly ditched holds and went with continuous reps. The holds have added alot of size to my back the last few years, but back has also adapted to them. Havent done faster reps in a while.


I did keep the fast reps more controlled and didnt allow my form to get too loose. I couldve moved more weight that way but not worth it. Im sure I couldve repped 400 on the low cable rows today but I decided to end it at 350. I didnt really feel any bicep tendon or shoulder pain during, however I popped my bicep tendon with 400 lb lat pulldowns in the past. I dont really need to travel that route again. Its rare I test my full power on back, and today I restrained but did push the weight a little heavier on the cable rows.

Its best not to test my full strength anymore on any movement. It just brings injuries quicker and becomes high risk. The muscles are way stronger than the connecting tendons. So its always a gamble if something will snap.

I try to pull almost fully with my lats and not involve much arm, but arms are always involved with rowing. So its a risk on the bicep tendons, shoulders over time or even one set thats too heavy.

I felt no real re percussions today, so maybe next time Ill try to get more weight on the stack or hit more reps with 340 , 350 and the 285 lb stack which is way too light now as I hit it 22 times today.

I had to dangle 10's off the stack with the 45 lb plate, so it wasnt easy to get that weight on there. I can get creative if need be but should probably stick with high reps. Getting the 350 for 15-20 would probably be better then going over 400 again.

When I dont do holds I need to use alot more weight. That is why I did them for a while. So I could go lighter and grow. Sometimes I need to switch shit up though. I try to be more tactical with when I use the heavier training. During a growth/leaning phase like this it makes more sense. During maintaince or leaning phases its not needed. I would just be doing it for fun.

I was getting fucking bored and burnt out with the training and eating again but this put me in a better mood. Its good to see I still have some power in my back even if I dont fully test it. Possible PRs as its been so long since I went this heavy or did high reps with these weights.

Its good that Im actually getting stronger as Im carrying maybe 14 lbs less body mass. My waist is a little smaller still and back/chest measurement is maybe an inch to inch and a half down from peak size, at 55 inches.

Arms still havent broken past 19 1/4 cold flexed. Possibly soon. Harder to hit measurements when staying leaner or getting leaner. Strength is more motivational to me as size gains are slow as fuck. Strength gains weekly for me these days, sometimes multiple times a week.

No measurable size gains yet this year, only strength. Hopefully in the next 7 weeks of this phase I can either get leaner and hold similiar muscular measurements to my peak, or get a little bigger and stay at this bodyfat percentage. I will try to make some measurable improvement by the end of this phase. I was about to take another break, but I will probably finish this phase off.

PR with the chin ups at this bodyweight also. I was not cramming myself into the lat pullover today like usual. So that extra bit of mass missing from my lats made that a non issue. Lats started to brush up against the elbow pads toward the end, but not like before where I was tightly wedged in the machine. Though this version of the pullover may be a little wider too.

Itll be interesting to see some new PRs on back, as I almost never hit PRs on back anymore, for very good reason. Ill feel shit out though and see if I can fit some more in during this entire phase if possible. I gain strength very quickly and can really blow out all these numbers if I dont tear something first. Gotta feel shit out. No problems yet. Joints feel pretty smooth right now. Slight shoulder pain after but extremely slight. Luckily I am still restraining on volume and maximum weights. My other sets were not even that heavy because I wanted to focus on feel at that point and not over use my shoulders today.

Looks like tuesday may be my next session. Chest rehab and shoulders. Monday I think they close early. Tommorrow I am definately taking off. For that session Im targeting 40-50 reps with 100 lb flat dumbbell press possibly (for chest rehab) and for shoulders Im thinking 100x20 on seated dumbbell press or maybe 450x10 plus on iso lateral hammer strength, and with nautilus overhead press will have to see. Thats the one I use the most weight on.


229 lbs after protein bar and some milk


Chin Ups with Palms Facing grip

165 lbs assistance x 15 (warm)
125 lbs assistance x 10(same)
31 at bodyweight (PR for this bodyweight. See video. Did 43 at 200 lbs or so years ago)
12
10


Low Cable Row (palms facing close grip handle)


165x30 (warm up. Believe it was around 165, labels missing on this. This shit felt ultra light and I knew Id be strong today.)

285x22 (Possible PR. Havent pushed these this hard in so long its hard to say. 2009 was the last time I went wild on this shit. Back then I may have gone up to 385 or so, but cannot remember. Id have to look back in my logs)

340x11 (Possible PR. Same issue. Havent gone this heavy in so long. 330 was about it lately)

350x8 (Possible PR. Same issue.)

See video for 285,340,350 lb sets.

My mind was clear enough to back off at this point. Joints felt great still, but I didnt want to go up to 400 or more, even though I am sure I couldve KILLED THAT SHIT. Popped a tendon before with 400 lbs on lat pulldowns. Not really worth testing my full strength.

Next week Ill see about going heavier or repping the fuck out of 340 and 350. The 285 lb set I can start aiming for 30 reps but that is becoming just a warm up now.

Wont use too much lower back swing or lock out my elbows and get too ballistic, so Ill hit records within that standard. In that past I did anything to hit records, didnt give a fuck about form.

Thought my back had gotten weak, but this is a good sign. Different machines may have thrown off my perspective. Back is way bigger now then it was back when I lifted much heavier with back.


Hammer Strength Lat Pullover (plate loaded) (Re introduced these. Super light so I dont fuck with my chest rehab)


no rest til line

140x40
230x10
------- (None of this to failure, some holds mixed in)

again

230x20
140x30
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Lat Pulldowns (close grip palms facing handle)

190x15 warm

no rest til line

265x5
190x5
145x10
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One Arm Cable Rows Free Motion Machine

170x15 ( May have been 125. Two sets of numbers may have thrown me off)
200x10 (This is the stack, so this one was correct)

No rest til line (see video)

200x10
Plate 17 x10 (a little unsure on the numbers below 200)
125x10
100x10
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Dumbbell Laterals (trap focused version)

45x100 (Brief rest pauses only)


This was all I had time for as the gym closed. Already hit my delt and trap work anyway.

If anyone has any requests for specific movements, let me know, very easy now for me to film everything. Thats why Ive been putting up more videos of even lighter shit. New camera

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Waking up from yesterday's training, tweaked my neck pretty good. This is a very common strain for me with my neck. It usually occurs with back or trap type of shit. It also involves my nerve impingement, so its not a normal type of strain. Probably some nerve compression too. So it can take anywhere from 4 days to over 4 weeks to heal. Though it was rare it took that long.


On tuesday Ill see if Im ready to hit some chest rehab and shoulders as planned. If not Ill see about later in the week. If I hit my first session on thursday or friday it means all my training days will be consecutive without rest. So the other days may be toned down to allow me to do that without damage.

Low cable rows are a risky movement for me. They involve alot of bending at the lower back. They are hard on my shoulders too. So when I go heavy on them I can definately have issues, even if I can handle alot more weight, its often not worth it. So maybe I will switch things up, or just repeat the same shit again but with more weight or reps. Depends on my state of mind.

I would like to keep this phase going for the next 7 weeks as planned, but I also dont give a fuck if I take myself out, as I was ready for a break anyway. So it doesnt really phase me either way.

As I get more bored with the training and routine I find wreckless ways to spice shit up. Sometimes Im glad when I get injured so that I can justify another break.

I always come back larger and stronger so it doesnt really matter.

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Neck seeems to be healing pretty quickly. Even if I took this week off it wouldnt matter. I can still come back stronger after a week of not training and not even eating enough. However I am continuing with the diet, so thats not a factor.

It takes about 3 weeks before I start to lose any noticable size or strength, and that is with eating very little and not training at all. I will probably be able to get all my training in, but it may occur at the end of the week. If I dont make it in I should actually come back stronger from the extra healing in my joints, so it will even out either way.


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These are pretty good for fast protein or for dieting , I think


https://www.walmart.com/ip/Enlightened-Garlic-and-Onion-Crisps-3-5-Ounce-12-per-case/124146044


Basically just dried beans. High in fiber as well. They are sold by the back freezers where the bagged tilapia and shrimp is. Theres an area with nuts, dried fruits, health type of shit.

They are overpriced for me, but I get them sometimes. They quench that desire for high carb shit since they have a good crunch. A bag is only about 350 calories. Normally when I binge on junk its 900 calorie bag of hot fries or over 1000 calories of other shit. This is way better due to the 25 grams protein per bag, high fiber and much lower calories. Especially while I was leaning. Ive probably eaten 2 bags before which doesnt keep the calories low, but most of the time I settle with 1 bag. Even if you eat 3 bags though you still get 75 grams protein, alot of fiber, and I dont think beans are really a diet killer. No expert on dieting though. Too much of anything kills the point of dieting.


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Neck is basically healed today. There was some tightness so I took a precaution and gave it another day of recovery.

My light sets arent exactly light and its always alot of volume and intensity, even with the high rep shit, so I would rather come in with a lower chance of restraining the area.

Since all my training days are going to be close together, possibly without any rest days inbetween, I will have to be more tactical. Ideally I like training on a day, off a day, etc. I dont structure it like that, but alot of times I do end up doing it that way. Just going by feel. For most of my time training I didnt view a day off as a reward. More like an excuse and a weakness. These days I have other shit Id much rather be doing. It gives me extra incentive when I know I can go all out for one day, then take the rest of the night and following day off. Its a good recovery and motivational regimen for me. Its all perspective though. If someone has my old mindset then they dont want to take days off. I did it anyway, but it was resentfully.


The reason Ill need to train more tactically is because I wont have the same recovery time, and I have to avoid re injuring my neck and also the pecs that I am rehabbing with my chest rehab work.

For back, a three part hold technique looks interesting. Holding at the beginning, midway, and fully contracted on each rep. That may allow lighter training and give a different adaption than just regular holds, which ive adapted to by now. The faster and more consistant reps basically require a shitload of weight for me, and thats not good since its what caused the neck strain. So it has to be done rarely. Though I could switch to different movements. Low cable rows are dangerous for me because of the lower back bending.

My lats actually got sore which is super rare for me these days. So the faster reps with 340,350 and 285 were effective. I believe strongly in soreness even though certain areas rarely get sore and grow the most, for me. Like delts and back. I do believe soreness shows that Im shocking the muscle and causing new damage though. Ive done super high rep shit and got that lactic acid burn and repped the fuck out of weights for hours. I did not get sore though. To get sore requires heavier damage to my muscles. Thats how my more resistant muscles have always been. So I believe in it. Dont get that lactic acid burn in my lats though, but shoulders massively. Delts wont get sore unless I really shocked the shit out of them with real weight and high intensity, volume. Back is the MOST stubborn to get sore. Even after that routine my lats only got a LITTLE sore. Very minor. Its still much more than usual.


I will feel shit out. I have a few targets in mind for tommorrow. 100x50 possibly on the flat bench dumbbell presses. That will be my aim atleast. My strength should be right around there atleast by now. Depends how pre exhausted I go into it as well.

I would like to do seated dumbbell shoulder presses and break 20 with the 100s as well. Havent done those consistantly in many years. Thats a high risk on my neck so I will see what I end up doing for overhead shoulder presses. All of them are high risk on my neck, especially when its still semi strained. Chest rehab and shoulders tommorrow most likely though.

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Chest is still around 55 inches cold flexed but largest arm is back up to 19 3/8 cold flexed. One line short of 19 1/2. So its close now to peak size. Waist is still down from the small amount of leaning i did prior.

Holding good size now for being a little leaner. I should be able to continue to fill out while staying around the same bodyfat at the very least. Im still trying to do it with clean food and no filler foods. Its experimental but so far working out well.

Legs are at 28 inches cold flexed as well. An inch off but not bad since i just started training them again.


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About to hit some chest rehab and possible shoulder work. I have to feel shit out though because my neck is just healing from the strain, from last back session. I may just aim for one of my targets today, of 100x50 on dumbbell flat presses. I may back off from overhead presses and db lateral type of shit, but will feel it out.

If I train the rest of the week itll just be to send a signal out. With this chest rehab itll be just enough to keep strength moving back up. Re strengthening that area. My arms got a little bigger, so the rest was good. Eating has been 200-250 protein range. Calories still not that high. Leaning/growth phase attempt. For training days Ill probably try to keep ontop of 300 grams more consistantly.

I would be stronger on my chest rehab if I took this week off anyway, so Im not really sure sending out these maintenance signals is needed this week. I will try to keep volume lower and get out before I fuck up my neck again.

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Chest Rehab and Shoulder pressing



Very light and very low volume



Pulled my neck out after the previous back session. Thus started chest training later in the week. Neck is not fully healed so I was more cautious today. Just focused on hitting 2 targets which I hit. 100x20 on db shoulder presses and 100x46 on flat db presses (was aiming between 40-50).

Started with flat db presses today to hit my target numbers. Just short of 50 but Ill fix that by next week most likely and be somewhere in the 50s.

Getting bigger without growing the gut it seems. My bodyweight is slowly creeping up as I was 232 lbs after a meal. By the time I get back in the 240s I should be holding larger muscular measurements than before and be a little leaner.

Largest arm hit 19 3/8 cold flexed. One line below peak and Im leaner than before. Chest/back is at 55 cold flexed. An inch down from peak but also a little leaner.

Diet focus is more on higher protein without using much filler foods. Mainly protein. Some extra carbs but not heavy carb. Ive been hitting 300 grams protein pretty consistantly with a few of my off days being 200-250 gram protein range. Those are sometimes on my non training days, so the lower calorie and protein may even be better since Im trying to stay leaner for now.

Elbow sleeves came in but have to pick them up. My old ones are pretty thinned out.

Due to starting chest later in the week I will probably take tommorrow off and not have a dedicated shoulder day this week. The trap training from the laterals will fuck with my neck strain. I also took it easy on overhead presses, though fucking with dumbbell shoulder presses was risky. I do them on a very slight incline, so that atleast takes off some spinal pressure.

I will work toward 100x30 on db shoulder presses. Aslong as I can keep them in routine. Then maybe I will try to break past 120x5 which is an old PR from when I was 208 lbs back in 2010. Rarely did them since. I also did that lift on a short completely upright bench. Slightly different. I was also hitting 100x17. So I should already be stronger than I was then. Especially after a few weeks of hitting them. I gain strength very quickly.

125s is the max here, so maybe I will try hitting them for some reps once I get alot of reps in with the 100s. Im sure I can hit them now, I just want to be over powered by the time I get to them. Higher weight is higher risk for me on that movement. Can be tough on my neck and shoulder joints.

It will depend how long I incorporate that movement in my routine. I switch it up based on how shit feels.

Good session today as far as hitting my numbers and getting the fuck out. I did a little pump work afterwards but very minimal. I will probably take tommorrow off for even more recovery on my neck. The rest of the week I will probably train back and legs, arms , pretty light. Or take rest of week off. See how shit feels.

232 lbs after meal



Flat Barbell Bench Press (Warm up purely)


Bar x 150-200 plus barbell stretches to each side



Flat Bench Dumbbell Presses

no rest til line (warm ups)

45x50
75x30
------

No rest again (see video)


100x46 (PR for flat db presses. Rarely do these. Hit 100x48 before on incline)
80x7
45x15
------

Moreso than muscle fatigue I get very winded during this phase. 6 1/2 more weeks to make the most out of this leaning/growth phase though. Strength should keep moving up and muscle size.

No rest til line (see video)

110x25 (Possible PR by default. Rarely do these)
75x12
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Seated Dumbbell Shoulder Press on Slight Incline

35x50 warm
75x30 warm
100x20 (3 rep PR I believe. See video. Slight incline this time, as opposed to the last time I hit 17 reps in 2010 using short upright bench)


Stopped it here because I was more about hitting my two targets today and leaving the gym intact. Dont want to fuck up my neck again.


Nautilus Horizontal Chest Press (plate loaded)

Some tightness in chest didnt go crazy with reps and weight. Still rehabbing this area. Ill be doing reps for a long fucking time on chest I think. Should hit alot of records, just high rep shit mostly.

This movement I do purely for pump.

No rest til line

90x40-50 barbell style grip
90x20 inside grip
180x20 barbell
180x5 inside

------- (Not to failure just being safe with chest)

No rest again

230x20 barbell
230x5 inside
-----

No rest til line

270x10 barbell
270x5 inside
180x10 barbell
180x5 inside
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Nautilus Overhead Press (plate loaded. Seat set at line below 9. Not to failure)

270x25 warm
360x20 warm

No rest til line

(Full range reps here)

450x11
360x10
270x10
180x20
-------

Decided to leave with my neck still intact. No trap work today either. Will fuck up my neck.

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I have somewhat of a plan for how Im going to train and eat for a while. Im still looking to always balance the training and eating at this stage. Not the old all consuming style of the past.

I will finish off this 6 and 1/2 weeks of leaning/growth phase. By then I should have either matched my peak measurements with a smaller gut, leaner. Or if things go well I may add some new muscle measurements. Though technically, matching peak measurements while being leaner is adding muscle. Just not in the way I usually measure it. Never leaned before, so this also changes the way I look at measurements.

I will be focusing on leaning for a while I think. Im going to do it very fucking slow though. I dont want to do it quickly and lose alot of muscle, though it does come back fast, but id rather incorporate a routine where I can do it gradually as I have periods of gaining new muscle inbetween.

Basically that means that Im going to finish off this 6 and half week growth/leaning phase, then I may take a break from training and eating completely for 2-3 months. Or I will just maybe train 3 times a week and go into a maintenance phase. During this phase, whether Im training or not, I will cut my calories back down to 2000-2500 range I think. The break is something I look forward to these days. Its for my mind as much as for my joints. Its been massively useful in allowing me to continually get stronger and larger while preserving my tendons, along with the main tactic, constant tension style training for pressing. I take a brief step back, but I gain back my size through muscle memory very quickly. So I always come back stronger and with fresher joints and a renewed fire for this shit.

So I will probably have periods for 2 1/2 to 3 months where I focus on growth/leaning together, or maybe even just growing clean, on cleaner foods, as Ive been doing. Then I will maybe take breaks afterward for a few months and just cut calories. Get leaner. So each time I start my clean growth phases Ill be leaner. I should hold alot more quality mass without all the fat eventually, by doing it like this.

That is my theory anyway. So far its working very well. I am gradually getting heavier as my waist is staying about the same. Muscular measurements are all getting very close to peak as well.

This is the first time Ive been staying pretty consistantly around 300 grams of protein. Im doing this to make up for the much lower calorie and carb intake.

During the full break I wont even be worried about food intake. Only in the sense of not exceeding 2000-2500 calories daily. Protein may not even be that high. Im not worried about that because I just want to get leaner during that period. Then Ill regain it and have periods of clean growth. When I take a break its a break. So Ill mostly consume milk and maybe a meal or 2 a day during that period. This is all just ideas for now.

Ill see where my results finish in late october when this phase ends. And of course I will be pushing strength records continuously every week, sometimes multiple times per week during these growth/leaning phases. Not as ideal as a pure growth heavy eating phase, but Im having no issues whatsoever getting stronger each week.


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About to hit arms. May go for a PR on the new tricep presses Ive been doing. Dumbbell Flat Bench but with elbows tucked in, palms facing. Shouldnt fuck with my chest recovery too much, since I feel it all in tricep.

Ill aim for 25-30 reps If I do those, with the 100s.


Still watching out for my neck, so I may not go as wild with volume. Maybe some strict barbell curls again too today. Maybe 135 lbs for 10-15. Nothing crazy today. Will see if I overload the stack on pressdowns, but mainly going for contraction and pump with arms lately. Ive really been focusing on contraction with biceps. Very strict movements and alot of holds. With triceps I have to avoid lockout, for my elbows, so I can only really pump the fuck out of them with constant reps. I can atleast aim for a PR on that one new movement though.

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Arms


Light and low volume, Leaning/growth phase.



Hit a PR with 100x30,110x21,120x15 on the tricep only flat dumbbell presses. New movement so its not a problem to break records. I should be hitting high reps with the 125s soon, as Im probably good for 20-25 fresh already with that weight.

Im considering using duct tape soon to add weight to the 125's. Those are the max at this shit gym. With duct tape it may be unweildy but Ill consider trying it. Reps are getting extremely high with everything because Im often limited with equipment or trying to avoid low rep work since it has to be extremely heavy and is more damaging on connective tissue. Though I would like to have the option to work towards 150s on my pressing work. Ill see if I can tape some tens on possibly. For now I can still build up my reps with the 125s and under.


Got my elbow sleeves in today. The XLs will not even fit over my forearm to get to my elbow. Ill have to return those and try XXL. The material seems good though.

The wraps are 36 inches long, 12 inches longer than my other INZER wraps, and should be even better for keeping the wrists stiff.

Stuck with pretty strict barbell curls today, with holds at the top. The other bicep work was very light, and purely focused on contraction.

Its good to have found a freeweight movement I can hit for triceps. I think these will really add size to the area over time. I only feel them in my triceps though Im sure they hit front delts too.

Crippling pump today. I dont need any products at this point to increase pump. Anything more would be extreme. It definately interfered with my sets toward the end. My arms were done earlier than usual.

Straight Bar pressdowns are harder on wrists, so not as many reps as with the curved bar version but hit a 300 lb dropset as well.

Good day considering the lack of recovery time, starting chest and shoulders on wednesday this week.



230 lbs before meals



Flat Dumbbell Tricep Only Press (Palms facing, elbows tucked to sides)


25x100 warm
65x50 warm
100x30 (PR , See video. New movement so PRs will be easy for a while)
110x21 (PR, see video. More of a warm up for the 120s)
120x15 (PR , See video. I should be good for 20 plus reps with 125s fresh. May use duct tape soon since this gym maxes at 125s)


Strict Barbell Curls

65x15 warm
135x10 (See video. Holds at top)
155x5 (Semi strict. See video. Holds at top)



Strict Straight Bar Pressdowns

KILOGRAMS for all pressdowns unless noted


no rest til line

35x100
65x30
95x10
45x10-15 Strict Alternating DB curl (palms facing)
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Straight Bar Pressdowns again

No rest til line (see video)


300 lbs x10
255 lbs x10
210 lbs x20
80 (kilos again) x10
72x10
65x10
45x20 Strict Alt DB curls (video cuts off at 16 or so)
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V Bar Pressdowns (same style)


KILOGRAMS for these

no rest til line

65x30
95x10
45x15 strict alt db curl
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One Arm Pressdowns

KILOGRAMS

30x100 (One arm at a time. 10 reps per arm, alternating arms is the only rest)


Seated Dumbbell Curl (90 degree bench)

20x50 (Holds at the top. Brief rest pauses only)
35x20 (same)
30x20 (same)


Alternating Dumbbell Curls with reverse curl negative (arms pumped as fuck by this point)


no rest til line

45x10
35x10
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Dumbbell Hammer Curls

no rest til line

45x15
60x5
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No rest again

70x5
60x5
45x10
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See videos below

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The 300 lb pressdown dropset is 2 parts. This fucking camera splits up the longer recordings for some reason.

Thats the only real drawback so far, but it was 40 bucks. Otherwise its been great. Its also a problem to watch some videos in the display screen. They glitch out when they are too long, or just randomly. They work at home though.


My mind was fucking out of it today. So I didnt eat prior to training. Ill try to get my mind right and get my food in again. Results wise shit is going well for now. I will look forward to a long break possibly after grinding out another 6 weeks of this phase. I just want some new results for this year, size wise.
 
This is an example of a very half assed eating day, yesterday:



Big100 met rx protein bar for first meal, (31)(2 cups snack mix)(49)(18 oz skim milk)(76)Big100 metrx bar for second meal,(107)(18 oz skim milk)(134)(2 cups snack mix)(152)(18 oz skim milk)(179)(2 cups snack mix)(199)(bowl of veggies)(18 oz skim milk)(226)(18 oz skim milk)


(253 protein)



Extremely reliant on about 90 oz of fairlife milk. 50 percent more protein than regular milk so it adds up. Only two protein bars and some high calorie snack mix. This is what I did to make up for having zero drive the last week or so.

Regardless the protein was fine for an off day. Calories were in the 3000 plus range. This is a leaning and growth phase so the calories cant be too high right now.

If my appetite is shit than I will atleast make up for it with milk. Milk is the most anabolic food for me anyway. Ive always responded to it better than anything else. If this was a higher calorie phase then id need more solid food, but that isnt the case this time.

I am going to try to grind it out even though my mind isnt in it because Im getting large strength increases weekly and getting bigger while staying leaner. I would like to see this shit through before taking 2 or 3 months completely off, as I think I will do in 6 weeks when Im done with this phase.

Atleast my bad days are still around 250 protein often. Even though 200 is my bare minimum that I allow for now. Basically.


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About to hit back and lateral, trap work. No overhead presses today since I did them on wednesday with chest. Not enough recovery time this week to get them in a second time. Once is enough for now anyway. Tommorrow or the next day will likely be chest and overheads again anyway.

Back/chest measurement has been coming in at 55 1/2 when self measuring. Though there was definately some hitching of the tape. Regardless the initial measurements are getting higher so the size is coming up again. I measure the same way always, but for my official measurements I try to avoid hitching of the tape on back/chest. Hard to eliminate completely. It takes more tweaking and fucking with the tape to get it right. I do quick measurements to get a general idea of whats growing. My official measurements for my charts will be stricter since it only makes it unreliable for me when trying to compete against myself. I usually chart measurements about once yearly.


Since recovery was low this week, having to start chest late in the week to heal neck, I will probably not go as heavy for back. Though I cannot say until I start training. Maybe Ill aim for a PR with 32 plus chin ups at my current bodyweight. I am getting gradually heavier with the lower calories and high protein, and starting to reach a limit with bodyweight reps. So that may be a challenge. Had I kept my chain belt I would add some plates to my body.

Aside from that, I may just focus purely on contraction. Id like to hit more reps with the 350 on low cable rows, but I dont know yet. Thats how I pulled out my neck last week. So I could probably do it again for more reps, but then have to train later into next week, or worse.

As far as my pressing work. Luckily I am able to get that adrenaline rush with heavier weights by hitting heavy overhead presses on various machines and with dumbbells, and also now the tricep press im doing with the dumbbells. Should be going up to 135 soon with that I think. I need to get duct tape for 1-3 weeks from now so I can add weight. Ill only tape 5's on the dumbbell initially probably. Just to go up incrementally. Once I get good reps with 125 Ill get it up to 135 with the tape. I may be able to press heavy with chest now, but I dont trust it. Even though Im hitting around 50 reps with the 100s on flat press. My chest can feel fine and then the shit pops. Just like it did when I went for 60 reps with 225 on flat bench press. The week prior hitting 50 with no pain at all. Ill be fine if I can just do super high rep with chest for a while. Get my adrenaline rush from shoulder pressing heavier and the new tricep press. So I dont really need to do heavy chest pressing anymore to get that rush. I can get very strong with shoulder pressing. I was good for 405 for a few reps, I believe on the smith machine military presses. So I will just get fucking strong in other ways, as I always do.

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Back


Light and Low volume



Heavier today at 235 lbs. Ate only 2 protein bars, some veggies, several cups of snack mix, and about 90 oz of milk. I tend to retain alot of size from milk, so the scale should be moving back up toward 240 plus. Hopefully the waist will stay down as well. Im eating much cleaner than usual and trying to keep the waist around where its at, at least. In 6 weeks I may take a full break for a few months and just cut my calories and get leaner. Ill implement growth phases every so often to keep things interesting. Though I will be focusing mostly on leaning for now. Every growth phase I hit , I should be slightly leaner than the last one. So this is a different approach for me, but it will take a while. Im not rushing the process. Ill add muscle I just wont weigh as much all the time.


Hit a PR with 32 chin ups at 235 lbs. Which is a record for that bodyweight. I will try to work up to 40 reps as I get up to 240 plus pounds. So that will add an extra challenge. Its really the ONLY back movement I can attempt records on without potentially injuring myself. Since my back is filling back out again, and Im lighter from being a little leaner, this comes easily for now. More muscle and less lower body mass to pull up. Havent really been keeping up with legs either. Though they are still sitting at around 28 inches.

I skipped legs this week since my knees are still real bad. Its also not even part of my goals right now. I just want to add more upper body mass this year and continually break strength records whenever I can. I may hit them a few times during this growth phase for basic maintenance, but its very optional for me at this stage. I will go through phases where I feel like hitting em to add extra body mass, but it will be on and off these days. As will be my training. Ill be continuing to incorporate breaks most years. Allows me to keep training in the way I deem proper and gives my mind a break. I will never enter the gym if I cant train in the way that I deem fit. My standard for intensity , weight and reps is very high. Ive never been a pump trainer. I incorporate that now in my training, but it would bore the fuck out of me to only train for pump.

Also hit 285x25 for a PR on Low Cable Rows. I decided before doing this that I would end this movement here. I did not load it up to 350 today, even though Im sure I couldve broken another record there and with other heavier weights. Pulled out my neck last time when I finished off with 350 so decided to cut it here. I had less recovery this week since I had to start chest and shoulder pressing work on wednesday.

I didnt let my form get too loose on anything, especially the low cable rows. I wanted to leave the gym intact this time. This was mainly a strength day with lower volume. Im going to be doing that for the next 6 weeks on everything I think. Mostly everything. Aim for some strength records on some select movements and keep the volume lower. The strength shit takes more toll on the joints and tendons so I will compensate by hitting less volume overall.

Even though 285 is technically very light for me, its not really light on the connective tissues over the long term. Not with high reps everytime. Its the most dangerous for me to try and hit records with back regularly. Ill try to keep that shit going for the next 6 weeks though. Regardless I should continue to add muscle to the area.

Everything else was all about the contraction and just finishing off with a good pump in the lats. Mostly I wanted to get in KILL THAT SHIT with the lifts and finish it off.

Im looking to set the bar much higher for the next growth phase, strength wise. So I plan to crush alot of lifts for when I come back. Since I will likely take some months off again after this 6 weeks. I will likely be using duct tape to make the 125s heavier for some of my pressing work as well.

Now that I hit 100x20 on dumbbell shoulder presses I may aim for 110x20 next, rather then aiming for 30 plus with the 100s. Then I can crush my old PR of 120x5 which I did at 208 when I incorporated DB presses very briefly, around the time I benched 405 heavily pre exhausted. I think I can easily crush that lift. Im much larger now and stronger overall. I just havent done those in a while, but adapt quickly. I was at 100x17 when I hit 120x5, so I should already be good for it. Ill work up to it though.

I would have done more, however Ive been getting forearm splints in the bones of my forearms. It travels up into the shoulders too. I believe the barbell curls brought it on. Straight bar is always hard on my wrists. Basically theres some pain upon releasing my grip on heavy sets and general pain in the forearm bones. Similiar to the shin splint sensation.


My drive to do this shit has been extremely low during this phase, but seeing my size come up and the nearly daily strength records keeps the fire burning somewhat. So it is important for my mind that I break strength records during this period, consistantly.

The first 3 months of a break is mentally tough, after that I dont really give a fuck. Once I start to shrink, I think about the few months of work I have to do just to get back to where I was, and I can easily hold off. Though the break probably wont be over 3 months, I have no plan as of yet. I will cut the calories though so I lose body mass. The muscle comes back fast enough so I dont care if I deflate during that period. I have taken myself out for 2 years already and have also done a 10 month voluntary break and a few 6 month ones as well. Many 2 and 3 month breaks. I know the entire process of coming back, inside out.

I have also basically mastered manipulating my sets, reps, range of motion to constantly set records. I will switch to holds, regular style reps, limited range, constant tension and also cycle order of exercises, limit reps for certain sets to save energy, etc. This keeps shit mentally fresh for me as I hate to be complacent and merely repeat the same shit every day. I constantly fight against that shit.



235 lbs after mostly milk throughout the previous day (stayed up to train)



Chin Ups (close palms facing grip)

165 lbs assistance x 15 warm up
125 lbs assistance x 10 warm up
32 at 235 lbs bodyweight (PR at this weight, See video)
10 (Long holds at top for this set)


Low Cable Row With Palms facing close grip handle (Cut my reps down on my warm up sets to hit a PR with 285)

150x30 (Warm up, not to failure. Felt weightless)
235x15 (warm up, not to failure)
285x25 (PR I believe, see video)

One Arm Cable Row On Low Cable Apparatus

60x20 (Long holds. Matched on both arms. More of a stretch)


Lat Pulldowns With Palms Facing Close grip handle

190x10 warm
250x8 (Mostly regular reps today. I switched back to that style again)


Strength took a hit after the 285. Forearm splints causing some fatigue. Maybe lack of recovery for joints too this week.


Dual Dumbbell Rows On Incline Bench (bench used as chest support, rowing both dumbbells simultaneously)


80x30
125x12

Hammer Strength Lat Pullover (plate loaded. Lats starting to scrape the elbow pads again. Back filling back out)

no rest til line

90x50
180x20
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205x32


Nothing crazy with these either. They irritate hiatal hernia.


Iso Low Row Hammer Strength (super light to finish off. Body pretty beat up)


140x20 (long holds)
230x?? (long holds. Dont remember. This was just bullshit by this point)


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Videos below
 
Yesterdays intake




12 oz shrimp with bag of rice for first meal, (90)

Big100 Metrx protein bar for second meal, (121)

Big100 met rx protein bar for third meal,

(152)(animal crackers)(155)(18 oz skim milk)(182)(animal crackers)(185)(animal crackers)(188)

10 egg whites and 1 cup cheese for fourth meal,(266)(6 slices cheese)(302)(18 oz skim milk)(329)(pumpkin seeds)(352)(animal crackers)(355)(18 oz skim milk)(382)

Big100 met rx protein bar for fifth meal, (413)(18 oz skim milk)


440 grams protein


I will probably conclude eating at this point. Four hours from my cut off point, around 3 am. That is because I will get ready to train in an hour.

Some cheap filler calories with the animal crackers. Dollar store food.

This is only 8 grams away from breaking an all time protein record in my last 21 years of training. I could easily break 500 today but its not really needed.

My intake is pretty random so I didnt have a number in mind today except for getting back on track and hitting 300 grams.

Ive been inconsistant the last week or so. This one day does make my previous 3 days average out to around 300 a day, my target for this leaning/mass phase. I aim more for an average rather than the daily intake, as my digestion is inconsistant, but really Ive just been un fucking motivated with the whole routine, especially the eating. So there is no valid reason. It was just choice, not to push myself as I could have. Much more exhaustion than usual, but I had plenty of opportunity to hit the numbers if I kept ontop of it.

This is still low calorie for me overall. With the focus mostly on protein. Only had 2 real meals to hit the 440. Alot of milk and protein bars. Some cheese and pumpkin seeds.

My acid issues have been much better just from eating a mostly protein diet and not filling in calories with calorie dense foods.

I will try to get back on track with my eating though. Its all psycological.


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About to train chest rehab and delts. I may try testing my chest by hitting the 100x50 or more for a PR and then 110s to warm up further and then maybe hit the 125s for 20-30 on flat dumbbell presses. Not sure if I will fuck with my chest to that degree yet. The area can pop unpredictably even when it feels decent. I popped it one time recently with 225x60 attempt on flat bench, with no real signs prior. 125s are 250 lbs of freeweight for reps. Light but dangerous for a strain that may not be healed yet. Most likely isnt. Ill see what risks I feel like taking today with that.

I may just stick to the 100-110s to play it safe. My mental framework doesnt really play well with injuries. I can justify almost anything in the passion of the moment. I will probably aim for some records on the dumbbell shoulder presses too. Maybe aim for 100x25-30 reps. Maybe then go to 110 to warm up. Then maybe Ill try to break my old record of 120x5 back in 2010. Havent really done them much since. I will see. The usual overhead pressing machines too most likely. Maybe some lateral and rear delt work. Though I will probably have a dedicated shoulder day again (non pressing), so maybe Ill focus on laterals on that day.

Should have some videos regardless.

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Chest Rehab And Shoulders (all pressing today)



Very low volume and light to moderate weight



Broke some more records today on both dumbbell press movements. 100x50,110x29,125x15 (may be a record, been a long time, rarely use dumbbells for pressing). On the flat bench.

And on shoulder presses, 100x21 (full range reps), 120x7 (full range reps), and maybe 115x11 is a record. Though I am doing my shoulder presses on a very slight incline now. In the past I used the short 90 degree bench, so its more accurate to record these as PRs specific to the angle. I have not kept track of exactly the incline angle Ive been using so there may be slight variance there too, but not much. I feel these all in my delts. Im also pressing straight up as opposed to in front of me, as Id do with inclines, so I dont feel it in my chest. Maybe a little in the area where pec connects to front delt but very slight.

I use the slight incline to take off some spinal pressure. My neck and upper spine still got real tight. I felt with the 590 I was risking straining my neck again, but did it anyway. After that I left though.

I dont usually do full range reps since they take a toll on my elbows over time. I get more size and strength with constant tension style, not locking out. Way less injuries as well. I will throw them in sometimes to switch shit up , but thats it.

I have zero limitation with tricep strength when it comes to what I can press. So I can still get alot of reps with full lockouts or near full lockouts. Just a different rhythym to adjust to, but my triceps dont slow me down. Ive done lockouts with 585 lbs for reps on flat bench, when I was much smaller and weaker in 2004. My triceps are much stronger now, though I mainly do cable work. Just recently added the tricep only db press though, so that should be useful.

Ill throw in a few lockout sets here and there until the elbows flare up again. Today was more of a strength day again. Very low volume. Im looking to crush records in the next 6 weeks to give me something to aim for when I come back from the upcoming break. I always look to raise the bar higher in all areas. Strength is the main thing that motivates me to train. Its good to switch shit up from all the pure high rep work ive been doing as well. My body has adapted to that shit.


The 125s werent bad at all on my chest strains. The area has definately been getting re inforced and rehabbed. I still dont trust that shit though. Maybe I will go up to 130 plus with duct tape soon. Will see. 125 is gym max. I can definately press 130-140 on db shoulder presses now, without a doubt. 120s were fucking light. My big issue is getting them into position. I waste a shitload of energy and that will be the point where I can fail the lift. Just getting them into position. My hands were going numb during the training today. Partially due to the new straps being much tighter. Also the carpal tunnel and nerve damage, neck impingment issues. Hands have had numbness for over 6 years now. They were falling asleep though, which is not good with 125 lbs dumbbells in hand.

I should have no problem repping 130-140 if I can get it on with the duct tape and actually get the shit into a pressing position. I had alot of trouble with the 120s in 2010, on the short shoulder press bench. Hitting myself in the head a few times. Either Im stronger now, or the slight angle makes it easier to kick them up. It shouldnt prevent me from banging them out though.


234 lbs after meal (ate 440 protein yesterday but crashed afterward. Wouldve been much heavier had I trained after all that food and milk)



CHEST REHAB


Flat Barbell Bench Press (warm up and stretch only)


Bar x 150 plus with stretches to each side


Flat Dumbbell Bench Press


60x50 warm
100x50 (PR, see video, since I rarely do db presses, especially flat version.
Havent re introduced any incline work yet, since chest is so tight)

110x29 (PR , see video. This was more of a warm up to test out 125 on the pecs)

125x15 (Possible PR, but havent done flat db in very long. No noticable pec issues with this weight. Should be good to push the reps and maybe add weight with duct tape soon)


No dropsets with dumbbells today. Higher blood pressure, headache, dizziness lately.

Dumbbell Shoulder Press (On a slight incline)

50x50 warm
80x20 warm
100x21 (Full Range Reps for these. PR. See video)
115x11 (PR. Constant tension style again, see video)
120x7 (PR. Full range repetitions again. See video)

Kicking up the 120s wasnt as bad as in the past, but that will be the challenge of going above 130. Strength will be good to hit maybe 135-140 easily I think. Main issue is kicking the shit up and stability.


Nautilus Horizontal Chest Press (Didnt push it here. Just wanted to get some blood in chest)


No rest til line (full lockouts or very close with some holds mostly)


180x35 barbell style grip
180x10-15 Inside grip
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No rest til line (same style)


270x15 barbell style grip
270x5 inside grip (gotta be careful with inside grip, tough on chest insertion)
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No rest til line

270x10 barbell
270x5 inside
180x10 barbell
180x5 inside
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No to failure on those.


Nautilus Overhead Press (Was going to go heavy but my upper spine and neck was starting to get extremely tight. I may wake up tommorrow with a neck strain, but cant tell yet)(seat set to line below 9)


180x50 warm
360x10 warm
450x10 warm

No rest til line (Neck was tight as fuck here. Had reservations but did it anyway. Didnt push failure though) Camera collapsed.


590x4
540x4
450x4
360x5 (With negatives)
270x5-10 (with negatives)

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Full range reps on those


Videos below


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a few cold shots. These were some of the only shots that didnt come out blurry. Very difficult to take self images









Largest arm still at 19 1/4 flexed cold and chest in the 55 inch rage. Maybe even a little larger. Still a little leaner than usual as well.


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The Inzer wraps I got are definately way better than the 24 inch version. These are the longest ones at 36 inches. Inzer Z wraps. They get tight as fuck and really form a cast around the wrist.

Only issue for me is that my hands have been falling asleep during training, just wearing them at the lowest possible tightness. I have carpal tunnel and neck impingement. So my hands are already partially numb for the last 6 years. I still kept my old ones in case I need looser ones. Definately reccomend going with the 36 inches for more support though. The 24s were pretty good but not at this level.


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Started DMSO. Basically a liquid that allows for absorbing medicine through the skin. I was interested in using it with NSAIDs to take down inflammation with fucking with digestion. However it can be used alone on painful areas apparently. I will try applying it to my knees for some days and see if it does anything.

If it works then Ill apply it to other areas. I find most all products to be complete bullshit but I will try it. If knees feel decent enough maybe I will add in some leg training. Its optional for me at this point anyway. Dont really want to use naproxen heavily, though it does work to a degree.

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Looks like its time for me to back off again from the entire routine. Once I reach burnout I usually drop training and eating for size completely. All or nothing like always. This approach works best for me to make continued project. There is no concrete plan, only to get gradually leaner until I get to a point where I have a lean base to rebuild from. Cleaning up my diet has been a major help with my acid issues, but I still want to get rid of my gut to further improve that situation. Also to be able to see the detail in the muscle Ive been building.

There is a small chance I will continue again with the routine by next week, but I think I will either stop training completely for 2-6 months and just cut calories , to further lean. Or I will just train 3 times a week on those lower calories and around 130-200 protein. Thats all I really need to maintain most of my muscle if Im training. It would also burn more calories so it would be useful for that as well. Right now my mind is completely out of it, but either way Ill make forward progress. The trade off to a complete break is that I spend several months getting my old muscle memory back when I return. So there is some lost time, but I dont have any deadlines. This is a longterm pursuit for me. This is what needed to be done to avoid becoming a slave to the shit. The benefit is my joints and tendons heal alot. Which means bigger lifts and records for more sustained periods of time.

Those are pretty much the only 3 directions I will go in for now. I will mix up what I do, but keep everything aimed toward the main goal of getting leaner first. After a month or two I can completely turn my mind off to the idea of training. The eating I despise anyway. I get much more size and strength these days by coming back in bursts, hitting new size and strength records, then taking breaks.

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Took 14 days off so far. Largest arm down to 19 inches cold flexed, chest 55 inches cold flexed, legs 27. Very minimal loss so far. Im considering training 3 times a week and just scaling back my diet. Eating will just be half ass, but less calories. Maybe 130-200 protein. Some training will help me maintain muscle and get leaner for now. So i think ill add it back in. It will burn some calories too.

It will also be less work for when im ready to hit a growth phase again. The more time off, the longer it takes to get back the previous size. I can maintain most or all of my size on 130-200 protein and training 3 times a week. Its simple enough. I could even do low volume if i chose. I will probably scale back volume as well.

This will be basically a leaning/maintenance phase if i decided to keep up with it. If not ill return later. I find that im basically eating enough to maintain my size anyway, during the break, so might as well train a few days a week.

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Chest rehab and shoulders (overhead pressing and trap focused laterals)



First day back from 2 week break. Very low volume and light to mid weight. Maintenance and leaning phase.


Took 2 weeks off. Lost very little size. I lost 9 lbs but mostly in gut I believe. My waist is back down to where it was before the recent growth phase. So I didnt lose any progress with the leaning previously. My arms are down to 19 inches cold flexed, 55 inch cold flexed chest and 27 inch legs. Legs havent been trained in a while. Not a priority. Arms only down 3/8 to 1/4 of an inch. Chest/back is maybe down 1/2 and inch to an inch. Should all come back within a week or two at most.

Heart felt like it would fucking explode after my shoulder pressing sets. Beating extremely fast. I was heavily winded for a long time after those sets. Felt like I was pushing myself to the edge today with that. Cardio endurance should come back up with training again but its unusual to get winded like that for me. Especially since those sets were 18 reps and the 125s for 4, 120s for 6. Nothing high rep.


I went with full range reps on the shoulder presses to resume where I left off with my previous PRs from 2 weeks ago. Just switching shit up. Ill go back to constant tension eventually but cycle range of motion. Ill be keeping volume lower now as this is going to be a maintenance and leaning phase. I wasnt going to train for several months but decided Ill do it now. Reason being , I was eating enough to maintain my current muscle, but not training. I was doing this without any force feeding. Just eating what I feel like. Ill just be drinking milk and protein bars again. Fill it in with a sit down meal. I only need 130-200 grams protein to maintain my muscle size on the hormone replacement, and I only need to train 3 times a week. So really Im only adding in the training. I can basically train, take 2 days off, train, 2 days off, etc. Its simple enough. I wont be busting my ass with diet or high volume for now.

When Im ready for a dedicated growth phase Ill do that again. Ill be doing it cleaner as I have been. Im done with the powerlifting diet mentality of eating everything. I just want new muscle and strength now over just being heavy. I should continue to get stronger even if I stay lighter. Strength gains should be set in motion again since I always push for record lifts.

My elbows were clicking with the 100 lb dumbbell chest presses. This may have cut my reps back, but it goes away after a week or two usually. Strength will come back quickly. Maybe by next week Ill be back at 50 reps. Strangely my shoulder pressing strength with the dumbbells was nearly identical. One rep off with the 120x6 set. Also threw in a 125 lb set as well for 4 reps only. I should break 10 very quickly. Just re adjusting this week. I still plan to use duct tape and maybe Ill aim for 150s at some point. 125 is the gym max. Though this movement is pretty new for me. I havent had time to hit a strength peak yet in this movement. I hadnt done db shoulder presses for many years.


This will almost be like a break for me since Ive been eating enough naturally, and ill only be training 3 times a week and most likely lower volume. Focusing on some key sets to increase strength but mostly tearing up the muscle for maintenance and maybe even slight growth, while staying and getting leaner.



226 lbs after meal


Chest Rehab


Flat barbell bench press (warm up only)


Bar x 200 (plus barbell stretches to each side)


Flat Dumbbell Press

50x60 warm
100x35 (elbows clicking today. 15 reps off, but not bad for first day back after 2 weeks of low eating and no training. Should be back next week)
100x27

Seated Dumbbell Shoulder Press (Slight incline)

50x50 warm
80x20 warm
100x18 (Full lockout reps. 2 reps off from last week. See video. Not bad for just coming back 9 lbs lighter)
125x4 (Full lockout reps. See video. Never did this weight so technically a PR. Ive done 120x7 though. )
120x6 (Full lockout reps, see video. A rep short of last week but also was more pre exhausted, doing 125s first)

Nautilus Horizontal Chest Press (plate loaded)


No rest til line

90x50 warm (barbell style grip)
90x20 warm (closer palms facing grip)

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No rest til line (Full lockout reps with HOLDs)

180x20 barbell grip
180x10 inside

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No rest til line (Being careful with chest, not pushing it too hard. Still rehabbing area)

270x11 barbell
270x1 inside (didnt feel right on chest)
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Nautilus Overhead Press (plate loaded) (seat set to line below 9)

270x30 (warm up, not failure)
450x10 (Full range reps)

No rest til line (didnt push failure on each set) (see video)

540x11
450x5
360x5
270x10
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Dumbbell Laterals (trap focused version. Winded as fuck today. Heart going wild. Stuck with two dropsets only)


no rest til line

45x30
65x10
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no rest

45x30
65x10
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videos below
 
About to hit some back. Another maintenance session. Since Im lighter from the 2 week break, yet retained most all my muscular measurements, I should be good to break 32 reps on chin ups. Cant really say though. I know that one time I didnt train back for 3 weeks and came back at around the same strength. Back tends to retain its strength longer than my chest or even shoulders. Chest pressing loses strength the fastest of any area for me. Always been like that. Right now my chest training is just super high rep and low volume. Rehab work. The area may be mostly healed but I wont trust it for a long time and will do things like this for a while. I still feel some tenderness in the insertions of the muscle. The side of the chest. Maybe thats not the insertions, the fuck I know. No real armpit pain lately. I do know that the side area is where the 3 pops occured. So its an area of weakness and concern either way.

Aside from attempting a chin up record (chin up records are relative to bodyweight. Did 43 at 200 or sub 200 lbs), there may not be any other record attempts. My shoulders are a little flared up and I want to save my joints for some dumbbell pressing records with shoulder presses and maybe even the tricep dumbbell press and flat db press, high rep shit. Maybe even bring back inclines. I just havent because they seem to be tougher on the injured area. My upper chest is flatter as a result. My chest overall is down in size as far as I can tell. I respond much better to HEAVY high rep sets. Not just high rep. I was doing 540 for 20 something reps on the hammer strength incline , I believe, constant tension style. Now Im doing 100s for 50 on flat db press. NO comparison there. 540 is way more damaging and effective for me. I was also hitting way more volume, movements and pyramiding up to 580 then back down. Cant afford to do that type of shit just yet though. Im sure I will go back to that eventually but I want more time to re inforce the area.

Also I will try not to black out today. I dont know if its my blood pressure or what but have been getting very light headed after sets. That may also be a factor. Hopefully will subside soon.

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Back


2 week break return. Maintenance/ Leaning phase.


Tried for a record with chin ups but my technique was off. Itll come back quickly though. This is my second day back from a 2 week break. Should be close to 40 reps soon again since Im lighter now. My lats didnt even touch the elbow pads of the lat pull over today. Only one side was touching. Normally there is heavy friction that slows down the reps, lats scraping pads. I got a good stretch and pump toward the end on the pullovers. At that point lats were scraping again, but not like at full size. So I can tell my width is down a little. I was only out for 2 weeks , so by next week ill most likely be back to where I was muscle size wise. I lost some fat around my gut during the 2 week break and low eating. However I retained most of my muscle mass. I am actually leaner now with more muscle and can see a big difference in detail already. I added a little fat during the 4 1/2 week growth phase but filled out the muscle, so thats been retained, while the fat is back down to where it was before I started the phase. From doing some leaning out prior.

Right now will just be training 3 times a week and eating 150-200 plus protein. Ive been over 200 the last few days. CLoser to 230 range. That is mostly from just eating when I feel like it. Not busting my ass. That will be more than sufficient to get leaner and hold my current muscle. Maybe even grow at a slow rate. Im still focused on getting leaner. My mind isnt into training right now so this is a comrpromise to keep shit rolling. Always best for me to be prepared for whenever I decide to start a growth phase. Its much more time and work to start off smaller from taking a full break. Best to maintain around peak size if possible.

Shoulder inflammation is getting pretty bad. I should still be good for a few more weeks of dumbbell shoulder pressing, possibly. Ill try to hit a few records before switching to a different movement again for a while. Or I may switch sooner. They are mostly for fun since I never did them often. Its an easy opportunity to hit new records. I got way larger and stronger just with my usual high volume , high intensity, mostly machine pressing approach. Every movement is optional for me at this stage.

I was experiencing dizziness again. That was the main issue again today. Ill try to push as far as I can without blacking out. Ive dealt with a worse version of this in 2010 on super drol. After I went off it took several months for that to go away. That was more severe though. I would feel like I was blacking out when I was about to go to sleep even. Between sets I had to take super long breaks as I would be seeing white and feeling like I was going to lose conciousness after each set. Its not that extreme this time around but Ill keep an eye on it.

I did not push failure today on most of the movements. This issue is preventing that right now. Also I am trying to take shit easier on my shoulder joints so I can get in some good pressing work with the dumbbells. Ill still be aiming for strength records when possible, even on lower calories and leaning/maintaining.

227 lbs after meal


Chin Ups (close grip, palms facing)

135 lbs assistance x 25 warm
105 lbs assistance x 10 warm
26 with bodyweight (See video. my body felt very light but my technique was off today. Ill re adjust as this is my second day back from a 2 week break)
10-15 with bodyweight

Low Cable Row (super dizzy by this point. Nothing from this point forward to failure. Also backing off on shoulder joints)

135x20 warm
210x16 warm
240x15

Mostly regular reps with some holds


Hammer Strength Lat Pullover (plate loaded)

no rest til line

90x30
180x20
230x20
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again

270x15
180x20
135x20
90x20
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Lats expanded after some stretching and sets with the lat pull over. Scraping elbow pads toward the end. By next week they should be wider and create heavy friction. Thats how I can tell I lost width from the 2 weeks off. Itll be back by next week most likely.

See video below

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