thanks for the congrats..

[decem]

for those that congratulated me.. thank you.

trust me.. i'm not confused at all.. as polarpixie eluded to.. all the reasons/excuses that i had to leave her last time were self-manufactured.. she's never changed.. last time i was caught up in the how green the grass was on the other side (only to find out.. again.. that there's those little prickly weeds in that shit (you just can't see them from far away)..) .. and through dwelling on shit that's happened in her and our past (which i've.. finally.. been able to grow up and overcome).. and then instead of looking at what she brings to the table.. and the connection that we have together (which i rarely see in any other couple... married or not.. ) i'd look at certain qualities that she didn't have or things that might be wrong in our relationship..

anyway.. in short.. i missed the forest for the trees.. and i just needed a little time to figure it out.. but now that i did.. i'm cool.. i know now that i can't live without her in my life (i've tried twice).. and i know i'm doing the right thing..

don't get me wrong.. i'm a tad scared.. (which i'm hoping is normal).. but i'm happy..


again.. thanks nuggas and nuggettes..


BBV.. i don't know if you were serious or not.. but if you were and wanted to talk about it.. hit me up with a pm... (oh yeah.. i don't know if addickt was serious or not either.. but if he was.. then you might want to head his advice and stop banging your best friends gal)..

peace












kinda had to delete that other thread.. due to explicit content..

 

[MrMuscle]

Id give you some Karma bro..but i cant..good stuff and congrats..



now do some benchpress

 

[polarpixie]

whatcha talking about nugga, i was on your side!

 

[velvett]

DUDE!


I've been like living under my desk......

What's up?
I missed it.
PM me.


please?

 

[decem]

thx mrmuscle.. i'll do some benchpress.. ya gorilla..

pixie.. i know you're on my side.. but you had said something about me psyching myself out again or something.. that's all..


velvett.. i thought i pm'ed all this to you already?? i'll hit ya up later..

 

[WODIN]

Hope you two have a wonderful life together decem. Peace.

 

[decem]

thx wodin

 

[polarpixie]

thx mrmuscle.. i'll do some benchpress.. ya gorilla..

pixie.. i know you're on my side.. but you had said something about me psyching myself out again or something.. that's all..


velvett.. i thought i pm'ed all this to you already?? i'll hit ya up later..

o yea....about how i'd kick your ass IF you go changing your mind again.