Test depression?

[mike12]

This is my 3rd test cycle. I've done a cycle of 500, 750 and 1g. Every other time while ON, especially my first time I felt amazing on test, strength through the roof, energy levels off the chart, mood and attitude was super happy and such a great sense of well being it was hard not to be cocky. This cycle I'm about 9weeks in at 800mg and have been feeling really shity. None of the previous mental benefits are there, strength is good but haven't been gaining weight much just been getting verry vascular and toned ( even though my diet is in bulking mode). I thought it might be an shbg issue so I've thrown in some prov been about 15days. Not sure what I'm doing wrong or why I feel this way ( depressed and frustrated aggressiveness). Im thinking about throwing in some 5htp but I'd prefer to know the cause of this.. Since from what I know test should increase serotonin levels resulting in that overall happy and sense of well being. Sry for running on but I'm feeling really crappy would appreciate anyone with experience that can help me out. Thanks

 

[Jaxtwo1]

Mike, I have been having this problem, every cycle. I have ran several cycles after a 9 or so year layoff. The only time it fealt like it used to was when I switched again to anothe brand and wham it was everything I remembered. When it came time to open the next vial, I petered out and it has been no go ever since. I just had a ton of tests done and I am suppose to get the results this week. If something pops up, I will post it. I had my blood ran on every cycle and it has always been normal, even test.

 

[UA_Iron]

Proviron was a good move, are you also running heavy aromatase inhibitors with that test? Sometimes those can certainly kill my mood. But it could very well be test aromatizing to estrogen, now you know why women always bitch about everything and dont want to have sex "I feel like crap" "my [insert any body body part] hurts too bad" blah blah

Are you on anything else or just test? Sounds like something's off though, I'd run some HCG and try and bring back the testicular axis.

But in any case, thats a high dose of test, I never go that high and I've been doing AAS for a long time. I recommend stacking some other compounds on 500-600mg test/week and seeing where you go from there.

 

[DJLegacy2k1]

Yeah, Id drop the doses down first off, then I would try another brand of test and see. I personally do not see a reason to go over 500mg of Test, the benefits seem to level off and the sides increase. What E control are you running? Anything else? Id trow in some Aromasin or Adex...Try using a 2nd compound like stated above, like 500 mg Test 600mg Mast, or something to switch it out, also the Mast will act as an AI so you get some of that under control while on.

-Legacy

 

[UA_Iron]

Yeah, Id drop the doses down first off, then I would try another brand of test and see. I personally do not see a reason to go over 500mg of Test, the benefits seem to level off and the sides increase. What E control are you running? Anything else? Id trow in some Aromasin or Adex...Try using a 2nd compound like stated above, like 500 mg Test 600mg Mast, or something to switch it out, also the Mast will act as an AI so you get some of that under control while on.

-Legacy

I really like the masteron e with test. Perfect balance of compounds imo. I know you're a fan too bro

 

[DJLegacy2k1]

I really like the masteron e with test. Perfect balance of compounds imo. I know you're a fan too bro

I am now, im on the end of week 3 and im already feeling good overall.

-Legacy

 

[hurricane]

anything that fucks with your hormone levels can cause depression..not uncommon

 

[mich29]

anything that fucks with your hormone levels can cause depression..not uncommon

very true words here.

 

[Mornedn]

anything that fucks with your hormone levels can cause depression..not uncommon

Soooo true!!

 

[stevesmi]

your test could be underdosed.

also your androgen receptors could be shot to hell and 800mg of test is like 200mg test to you. considering you have bumped your test to 1g every cycle. your body may expect you do be at 1.25g now. next time around take a long time off and clear out your receptors. and then try a different brand type of test. it can make a big difference. now u know why everyone feels amazing the first time they run a cycle, the receptors are clear.. yet another reason vets on here preach to keep ur first few cycles conservative and simple. dont shoot your receptors

 

[C.K.]

maybe your test is eq?

 

[ledhead]

Check your blood pressure!

 

[Judo Tom]

maybe your test is eq?

ohhhh that would suck.

something to think about.. are you getting any other sides or noticing anything else? you did say you were getting more vascular than you thought. Are you hungry? anxious at all?

 

[mike12]

Yea big time anxiety and instead of feeling more energetic and social like test usually makes me feel, this time
I'm feeling very unsocial, irratated, frustratingly aggressive towards people. Appetite is reallly down I've picked up some methyl b12 but doesn't seem to help much..

 

[C.K.]

go do a source check over at elite-bodiez.com and don't order from your source again I could tell from your original post you weren't shooting legit test

 

[mike12]

Hmm I guess it could be the gear. It's a pretty reputable company tho.. And I've used it before with good results

 

[C.K.]

if reputable company maybe they mislabeled a bottle, it happens... I'll tell you one thing though besides being extremely happy calm and horny and confident test doesn't make me feel the way you desrcibed

 

[ALIN]

This is my 3rd test cycle. I've done a cycle of 500, 750 and 1g. Every other time while ON, especially my first time I felt amazing on test, strength through the roof, energy levels off the chart, mood and attitude was super happy and such a great sense of well being it was hard not to be cocky. This cycle I'm about 9weeks in at 800mg and have been feeling really shity. None of the previous mental benefits are there, strength is good but haven't been gaining weight much just been getting verry vascular and toned ( even though my diet is in bulking mode). I thought it might be an shbg issue so I've thrown in some prov been about 15days. Not sure what I'm doing wrong or why I feel this way ( depressed and frustrated aggressiveness). Im thinking about throwing in some 5htp but I'd prefer to know the cause of this.. Since from what I know test should increase serotonin levels resulting in that overall happy and sense of well being. Sry for running on but I'm feeling really crappy would appreciate anyone with experience that can help me out. Thanks

I always feel good on test. I run PROVIRON and that keeps my libido and mood elevated.
Do you have anything like stress or worry in your life? It's normal,,we all have out ups
downs emotionally. Hang in there.

 

[cbodd]

Hey ... I have been feeling exactly the same way ... But I switched to cyp from Test E cause now it's doc prescrbd ... Doing 400mg a week and just don't feel the way I feel I should or have in the past cycles btw I'm 39 ..... I am also annoyed, unhappy , moody and not gaining just getting really lean and vascular ... I had blood work checked and other than low on vitamin D everything else looked good .. Bp is fine too... I always thought test is test but I'm beginning to think other wise ... Ur not alone and I hope ur get better bro ... Ima throw in Dbol and see if that changes anything .. Later Cbodd ...