Suicide

[javaguru]

Suicide is so not painless.
This just left a huge group of friends wondering what they could have done.
Damn it.
He would have been fine.

A kid I knew blew his brains out in the town square in high school....That's my point, it's a selfish act of a coward....

 

[puddlemonkey]

Why are you thinking about my ass???

You're right, thats the first place you'd go looking for a missing object. Bad idea on my part. I'll hide it next to the bible.

 

[Stefka]

A kid I knew blew his brains out in the town square in high school....That's my point, it's a selfish act of a coward....

He wasn't a coward.
Maybe he was lost.
He was alone.
I'm not even mad at him (yet).
I just wish he understood that he had the life that so many people dreamed of and he had so many people who cared about him.
He was one of a kind.
I guess the wild and reckless thing can go hand in hand with some serious self-loathing.
I've been thinking about him nonstop for the last 4 days.
This is making me sick.
He was a great friend to have.

 

[javaguru]

He wasn't a coward.
Maybe he was lost.
He was alone.
I'm not even mad at him (yet).
I just wish he understood that he had the life that so many people dreamed of and he had so many people who cared about him.
He was one of a kind.
I guess the wild and reckless thing can go hand in hand with some serious self-loathing.
I've been thinking about him nonstop for the last 4 days.
This is making me sick.
He was a great friend to have.

Sorry, easy way out...he was a selfish person that only cared about himself...

 

[biteme]

I couldn't do that because of the pain that it would cause others. I'd just gut it out and let nature do it's job. I won't attempt to judge those that do off themselves.

 

[Sub-Zero]

Suicide is so not painless.
This just left a huge group of friends wondering what they could have done.
Damn it.
He would have been fine.

suicide is painless compared to the pain felt leading up to it...

but the old cliched statement that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem is 99% the case usually

 

[Stefka]

Sorry, easy way out...he was a selfish person that only cared about himself...

I'm not making excuses for him.
But he was alone.
Maybe he forgot about all the people who actually did give a shit about him.
I can't get the things that he told me out of my head.
He was all about making something out of himself.
Getting out of the small resort town...
Did he think he hit a dead end?
Did he really know what he was doing?
So many questions...

 

[Sub-Zero]

Sorry, easy way out...he was a selfish person that only cared about himself...

java quit being such a fuckin faggot. hopefully you never have to feel pain enough to drive you to such extreme measures.

it doesnt matter if he stubbed his fucking toe the day before, he was suffering enough to end everything

 

[Stefka]

I can't get this shit out of my head.
I guess there are no answers.

 

[javaguru]

I'm not making excuses for him.
But he was alone.
Maybe he forgot about all the people who actually did give a shit about him.
I can't get the things that he told me out of my head.
He was all about making something out of himself.
Getting out of the small resort town...
Did he think he hit a dead end?
Did he really know what he was doing?
So many questions...

and there are countless people in the same situation that don't hurt their friends and family.....I spent four months in a state prison...not jail..I'm a convicted felon and a combat veteran that saw and did shit I'm not proud of....I would never hurt my mother like that.....