Suicide................

[MaGilicuti]

I envy anyone who hasn't thought of suicide. I didn't know people personally that killed themselves but a teacher in my school killed himself by standing in front of a train when he was accused of fondling girls or some shit. I always thought he was a fag anyway so I'm glad he is dead. One of my friends' friends hung himself for unknown reasons. Never knew anyone that attempted it and failed. A failed attempt is a cry for help and attention. That after life shit doesn't bother me and never stopped me from doing anything. God, if he exists, made life so hard down here for everyone. The thing that stopped me is looking around and seeing a bunch of idiots and its not fair that I have to die and they get to go on living. And it would really blow my brother's mind to find his older brother dead. So if I would have lived in a 90210 area with beautiful rich people and was an only child there would be no Magilicuti. Peace

 

[fistfullofsteel]

not all failure attempts are cry for attention. sometimes they fuck and don't do it right. sometimes, they are saved by other people. some do it until they complete it, and some don't attempt it again.


example, a girl took a whole bunch of pills and cut her wrists and passed out. then a family member happened to come home early and found her on the floor and at the end she was saved.

 

[Phemomena]

example, a girl took a whole bunch of pills and cut her wrists and passed out. then a family member happened to come home early and found her on the floor and at the end she was saved.

aahhh, but if you think about it, if she really wanted to, wouldn't have she done the same thing in a deserted forest or something, obviously she had some hope of being found... or just taken a gun and been over with it... subconsiouly she didn't want to die... that's what it comes down to.... people who truly want to die generally have put much thought into it and planned every detail... thus they are the 'successful' ones...

 

[bodacious]

I just got dumped by the guy I'm in love with and live with. One day we are awesome and that night he wants me to go and doesn't want to talk to me for "a few weeks". Went back to his ex that night.

I want to end this horrible pain in my heart. I feel betrayed unloved abused used angry hurt worthless..... I have a soul and feelings and I know this because I feel the pain in every part of my body. He says it's nothing I did. I think about it. But a part of me wants to go on. A part of me wants to feel good again. I guess you have to feel agonizing pain to experience real joy. It's amazing to me that we can have this range of emotion in the course of a few hours. One minute I'm on top of the world and the next Armeggedon. I love him. I'll miss him. But life goes on.

 

[Winstrol the Pooh]

Had a family member a couple years back that committed suicide. I have been on the edge of taking my life before, but not for the same reasons a lot of people have mentioned. Most people talk of suicide because they have financial or relationship problems...I suffer from OCD, panic attacks and depression. My contemplation of suicide came on, not during a time of feeling sorry for myself, but rather during a panic attack. During an attack I feel as if something is gnawing at my brain and things are crawling under my skin and the intense heat...I feel and have felt like I have to run to escape and there is this need to rip all my skin off. It used to feel like the only way to escape these feelings was to end my life.
Suicide used to feel like it was a "cure" rather than a way out for my situation. I have since been on different meds helping with my ocd and panic and have realized that suicide is a selfish way to go. I could not ever leave my family behind to have to deal with the pain I had caused them through taking my own life. Whatever pain I have to go through in this life is far better than causing my loved ones that kind of grief. I would rather suffer myself than hurt them.

 

[TxCollegeguy]

one of my close friends hung himself awhile back, before his parents could rush him to the emergency room he was dead...Sad thing is I was off at school, his parents never called any of our friends, burried him and never said a word to us

 

[MaGilicuti]

aahhh, but if you think about it, if she really wanted to, wouldn't have she done the same thing in a deserted forest or something, obviously she had some hope of being found... or just taken a gun and been over with it... subconsiouly she didn't want to die... that's what it comes down to.... people who truly want to die generally have put much thought into it and planned every detail... thus they are the 'successful' ones...

i agree completely

 

[Latimer]

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway

Suicide is painless

 

[cm3504jm]

I dont think there is anyone in the world who has not thought of it at one time or another.

Yes, life is unfair and there is always a lot of anger, hurt, and downright lies out there.

The challenge of life is to see how far one can go against all odds, to never stop communicating and learning with each other. Appreciate all the good things that that life offers, learn and forget about the mistakes and move on.

At some point, Everyone in life has tremendous hurt feelings and feel like they don't matter. The ability to stay the course and keep hoping for the best seperates those that commit suicide and those that don't.

Like that line in the Shawshank Redemption "Time to get busy living or get busy dying"

Lets all live life to its fullest!

Peace to all

 

[slash747]

Never knew anyone that went through with it,

I use to think about it all the time. Use to think is life worth it, whats the point all we do is work anyways...

Then I thought about it I cant go to the gym if im dead