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WHO HERE THINKS ABOUT IT?

WHO HERE HAS KNOWN SOMEONE WHO HAS ATTEMPTED OR COMPLETED IT?

JUST CURIOUS CUZ I KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS ATTEMPTED IT AND I KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS COMPLETED IT!!! ACTUALLY, I KNOW A COUPLE OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE/ATTEMPTED IT.

KAYNE
 
PLEASE......NO FUNNY STUFF!!! THIS IS ACTUALLY A SERIOUS ISSUE!!!


KAYNE
 
One of my friends from High school did, he broke up with his girl, got drunk and pulled the trigger. All he had to do was pick up the phone and talk it over with someone. Such a shame, I miss him every day.:(
 
in the past i have thought about it often... very often... but when it came down to it i knew i could never leave my mom that way...

to be honest, if it wasnt for her then i probably would have given greater thought as to the how/when...
 
Kayne - wheres my email?? I want to know where you are staying so I can track you down and see how cute you really are...

Back to the subject - my brother in law has attemped suicide twice...he shot himself in the chest 5 years ago - the bullet got stuck in his back....then he overdosed on pills and aspirin..he stayed in the hospital for two weeks for liver damage, but he is still alive and evidently has some purpose in life that he hasnt fulfilled...
 
my first boyfriend did it when we broke up (i was 14, he was 16)... don't flame me either, i wish i was kidding...
 
A friend of the family shot himself in the head b/c the "friends" he hung out w/ were assholes who, the evening before he did it, told him they hated him, to go kill himself and he'd be better off, and a bunch of other bull shit. Well he went home that night and put a bullet into the back of his head. Then at the funeral all the assholes who told him to go kill himself had the nerve to show up and talk like they loved the kid as a brother.
 
My fiance killed herself. She left behind no note or reason just a lot of pain and suffering for those who loved her.
 
Bull69 said:
My fiance killed herself. She left behind no note or reason just a lot of pain and suffering for those who loved her.
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that's rough, i'm sorry, just remember, whatever else is going through your mind, don't blame yourself... take it from someone who's been there... this is hard enough to deal with as is, don't say "what if i'd done this"...
 
I think some people wonder about it..me? yeah I've thought about suicide..what the consequences would be, how it would affect others around me, and sometimes I must admit I get so fuckin frustrated with life, religion, spiriutality, I mean damn brotha, I cant front..I think one thing that scares me the most is what come after death..I couldnt imagine what it would be like to be asleep and never come back..or if there's a hell.

Yeah I'm gettin too deep on this shit..

holla kayne
 
Kakdiesel said:
I think some people wonder about it..me? yeah I've thought about suicide..what the consequences would be, how it would affect others around me, and sometimes I must admit I get so fuckin frustrated with life, religion, spiriutality, I mean damn brotha, I cant front..I think one thing that scares me the most is what come after death..I couldnt imagine what it would be like to be asleep and never come back..or if there's a hell.
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Sounds exactly like what goes through my mind. I think we've all thought about it. I know I have. I think if I had a hiv test come back +, it would cross my mind again.

A girl i went to college with tried it when she was on the phone with me. Tried downing a bunch of pills. Thankfully I could run to her dorm room. I tried to make her throw em up but she couldn't so one of her neighbors called 911. she ended up being ok.
 
Freak Show said:


A girl i went to college with tried it when she was on the phone with me. Tried downing a bunch of pills. Thankfully I could run to her dorm room. I tried to make her throw em up but she couldn't so one of her neighbors called 911. she ended up being ok.
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that my friend is a cry for attention/help and nothing else... obviously there are issues, but those who really want to end their lives don't generally advertise it... i'm glad she's okay, and i hope that she is able to talk out her problems instead of acting like that... it's always a shame when people like this are successful in their attempts since they don't really want to die...
 
One of my best friends from high school killed himself b/c he couldn't deal with being gay.

It still haunts me.

I would never consider killing myself......I've WON TO Many BATTLES......so I'll just go ahead and finish the war.
 
thought about it,looked at the gun,decided i was worth more than that,never thought of it again,
i knwo a few people who have done it within the past 2 years and 3 who tried
 
A girl when I was a senior in high school that was in one of my classes tried to kill herself. I know this girl really liked me, but I wasn't interested in her. I know she had a whole bunch of other issues, but I just hope that my lack of interest in her wasn't a factor in her attempt.

I do regret somethings though, I should have been a better friend to her instead of being a little snob and blowing her off. That's right, I was an insensitive jerk, but I'm not like that anymore. Now, I try to be nice as I can.


BTW, she is ok now. She is married and living happy from what I hear.
 
You're absolutely right, Phenomena. She was desparate for attention. she wasn't gettin it from this guy she loved. If that was her attempt at it, it failed. God knows that guy would never go near her after that. I don't think people like her realize that they won't be around to wallow in the attention they want if they actually go through with it. Major flaw in the plan, know what I mean?
 
LUVS

I'M GONNA HIT YOU UP WITH A MAIL TONIGHT. I GOTTA GO RUN A BUNCH OF ERRANDS SO I NEED TO GO FOR THE TIME BEING. I'LL HOLLA AT YOU IN A FEW.

KAYNE
 
I envy anyone who hasn't thought of suicide. I didn't know people personally that killed themselves but a teacher in my school killed himself by standing in front of a train when he was accused of fondling girls or some shit. I always thought he was a fag anyway so I'm glad he is dead. One of my friends' friends hung himself for unknown reasons. Never knew anyone that attempted it and failed. A failed attempt is a cry for help and attention. That after life shit doesn't bother me and never stopped me from doing anything. God, if he exists, made life so hard down here for everyone. The thing that stopped me is looking around and seeing a bunch of idiots and its not fair that I have to die and they get to go on living. And it would really blow my brother's mind to find his older brother dead. So if I would have lived in a 90210 area with beautiful rich people and was an only child there would be no Magilicuti. Peace
 
not all failure attempts are cry for attention. sometimes they fuck and don't do it right. sometimes, they are saved by other people. some do it until they complete it, and some don't attempt it again.


example, a girl took a whole bunch of pills and cut her wrists and passed out. then a family member happened to come home early and found her on the floor and at the end she was saved.
 
fistfullofsteel said:
example, a girl took a whole bunch of pills and cut her wrists and passed out. then a family member happened to come home early and found her on the floor and at the end she was saved.
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aahhh, but if you think about it, if she really wanted to, wouldn't have she done the same thing in a deserted forest or something, obviously she had some hope of being found... or just taken a gun and been over with it... subconsiouly she didn't want to die... that's what it comes down to.... people who truly want to die generally have put much thought into it and planned every detail... thus they are the 'successful' ones...
 
I just got dumped by the guy I'm in love with and live with. One day we are awesome and that night he wants me to go and doesn't want to talk to me for "a few weeks". Went back to his ex that night.

I want to end this horrible pain in my heart. I feel betrayed unloved abused used angry hurt worthless..... I have a soul and feelings and I know this because I feel the pain in every part of my body. He says it's nothing I did. I think about it. But a part of me wants to go on. A part of me wants to feel good again. I guess you have to feel agonizing pain to experience real joy. It's amazing to me that we can have this range of emotion in the course of a few hours. One minute I'm on top of the world and the next Armeggedon. I love him. I'll miss him. But life goes on.
 
Had a family member a couple years back that committed suicide. I have been on the edge of taking my life before, but not for the same reasons a lot of people have mentioned. Most people talk of suicide because they have financial or relationship problems...I suffer from OCD, panic attacks and depression. My contemplation of suicide came on, not during a time of feeling sorry for myself, but rather during a panic attack. During an attack I feel as if something is gnawing at my brain and things are crawling under my skin and the intense heat...I feel and have felt like I have to run to escape and there is this need to rip all my skin off. It used to feel like the only way to escape these feelings was to end my life.
Suicide used to feel like it was a "cure" rather than a way out for my situation. I have since been on different meds helping with my ocd and panic and have realized that suicide is a selfish way to go. I could not ever leave my family behind to have to deal with the pain I had caused them through taking my own life. Whatever pain I have to go through in this life is far better than causing my loved ones that kind of grief. I would rather suffer myself than hurt them.
 
one of my close friends hung himself awhile back, before his parents could rush him to the emergency room he was dead...Sad thing is I was off at school, his parents never called any of our friends, burried him and never said a word to us
 
Phemomena said:



aahhh, but if you think about it, if she really wanted to, wouldn't have she done the same thing in a deserted forest or something, obviously she had some hope of being found... or just taken a gun and been over with it... subconsiouly she didn't want to die... that's what it comes down to.... people who truly want to die generally have put much thought into it and planned every detail... thus they are the 'successful' ones...
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i agree completely
 
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway

Suicide is painless
 
I dont think there is anyone in the world who has not thought of it at one time or another.

Yes, life is unfair and there is always a lot of anger, hurt, and downright lies out there.

The challenge of life is to see how far one can go against all odds, to never stop communicating and learning with each other. Appreciate all the good things that that life offers, learn and forget about the mistakes and move on.

At some point, Everyone in life has tremendous hurt feelings and feel like they don't matter. The ability to stay the course and keep hoping for the best seperates those that commit suicide and those that don't.

Like that line in the Shawshank Redemption "Time to get busy living or get busy dying"

Lets all live life to its fullest!

Peace to all
 
Never knew anyone that went through with it,

I use to think about it all the time. Use to think is life worth it, whats the point all we do is work anyways...

Then I thought about it I cant go to the gym if im dead

;)
 
Many people who kill themselves are depressed on some level, whether diagnosed or not. Anyone who has suffered from clinical depression knows exactly how awful it is. It's not like "oh man I feel down today", it's like "god help me get out of bed today" and it can last for months this way. It makes you not want to do anything but sleep (which is very difficult). For me chemotherapy was easier than the easiest bout of depression. It is no picnic by any means, and so death is thought of as a way to get away from the pain. I don't consider anyone who killed themselves as being a coward, since depression is rough as hell. However, it is a sad option and I hate to see it happen. Medication can be a blessing if an imbalance is the underlying problem.

Anyone who has seriously considered suicide MUST go see their doctor and see if they qualify for help. Don't wait.
 
It's crossed my mind before, but I could never do it. I could never do that to my Mom. Her Dad killed himself. It would not only be selfish but downright evil to do that to her.
 
My best friends husband shot himself point blank in the head a few years ago......The SOB lived!! There was slight brain damage but nothing noticable (besides the scar in his head) thing is though......he never got help. This New Years eve while talking to his wife on the phone he shot himself in the head... again. He left behind a 2 yr. old son.

Star
 
One of my friends was walking through a park and saw some guy standing on a rock wall with a gun in his mouth. He pulled the trigger, my friend went and got the paramedics, guy ended up dying.

I'm white but religiously Buddhist and Shinto (unfortunately in the US shrines and temples are rare otherwise I'd go to the shrines all the time) so my spin is probably different from alot of people. To live is to suffer, so put up with it. Killing yourself just causes you to fall further away from obtaining nirvana and you just end up being reborn again and suffering more. Doesn't fix anything at all.
 
kartchick83 said:

Take those parts of you that want so much to feel good again and focus on those only. Take a good look at yourself and fight like hell to become what you once were. Fuck him, he is an asshole who knew exactly what he was doing and also knew what it was going to do to you, the selfish motherfucker. I've been in your shoes so I know what I am talking about. Don't hate him, just know that he is not the one for you and go on with your life. The worst thing that you could possibly do is to dwell on the thoughts of HIM. Fuck that, do for you and you only right now.
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kc's a wise wise woman, listen to her!
 
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DIDNT REALIZE SO MANY PEOPLE HAD TO DEAL WITH THIS SHIT ALSO. I THINK ABOUT IT SOMETIMES BUT NOT FOR RELATIONSHIP OR FINANCIAL PROBLEMS BUT I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT MY PARENTS HAVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH (BOTH OF MY BROTHERS ARE IN JAIL) SO I WILL NOT PUT THEM THROUGH ANYMORE PAIN.


THE FUNNY THING ABOUT LIFE IS.........NOONE EVER GETS OUT ALIVE!!!

KAYNE
 
big dog said:
LV2workout,

Kayne told you he was cute???? Are you in for a shock!!!
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I COULD SAY A LOT HERE DOG BUT I'M NOT. YOU LUCKY I LIKE YOU FOOL.

YOUR HERO,
KAYNE
 
I always liked the idea of suicide, it is always there waiting for me, whenever I want it, I own it, and homicide too, I know that I can get away with at least one homicide. Like if i have to out myself down , I can always take someone with me....but on a brighter note.....
 
Me and my friend was with our other friend who was a girl. We were at the mall together and she was super depressed and drugged out on something. (she was shaking all over). We didnt think much of it and just hung. 3-4 hours later she came home, got bitched out by mom, took the phone cord and hung herself in the closet. She wrote a note blaming her parents..

I soulda seen it coming i shoulda did something.. Maybe i coulda stopped her. SAD...

I thought about suicide ALOT. In junior high i put the knife to my wrist twice or so after being depressed.. Then bitched out at the last second.. Im happy i did.. Suicide is NOT the answer.. Working out and doing lots of fun drugs is.. hehe.. :fro:
 
JUST FOR THE RECORD, I KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS DONE IT. THATS WHY I POSTED THIS.


KAYNE
 
Ive been to 2 suicide funerals in my 20 years

About 2 years ago my g/f at the time was having real problems with her dad. Her parents split cuz her dad was an abusive drunk. The divorce was really hard on her dad...but he deserved it. Anyways, he was really depressed but then found a new women and had 2 boys with her. He was happy again until he pulled the same shit with her....and she took off. He would call my g/f and her family swearing he would kill himself. this happened over and over then.....one night out of the blue she calls me up screaming. I knew exactly what it was.....and I was speachless. There wasnt anything I could do for her execpt be there. I cannot imagine her pain. Also, I was getting sick of his shit with him threatening to kill himslef that I told her that maybe he should just kill himslef. I didnt know how much he really meant to her and her family until he killed himslef. She is still having problems with this to this day.
 
Today is the 6th year anniversary of my moms uncle doing it. Time goes by fast, i remember that dayand the following as if it were yesterday...
 
Best friend.
2 years ago last Monday.

Suicide is egregiously disgusting. The loved ones are never the same.
Losing someone in a car wreck is horrible, but suicide is much worse.

The only thing people seem to remember is how you died.
 
Snuka said:
Best friend.
2 years ago last Monday.

Suicide is egregiously disgusting. The loved ones are never the same.
Losing someone in a car wreck is horrible, but suicide is much worse.

The only thing people seem to remember is how you died.
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SNUKA
I MUST ADMIT....I WAS EXPECTING SOME SARDONIC RESPONSE FROM YOU. THANX FOR NOT DOING THAT. IF YOU WANT TO FLAME SOME MORE, START A THREAD. I'LL BE GLAD TO OBLIDGE.

KAY-D
I DONT HAVE TO HOLLA, WE ARE TALKING ON AIM...LOL

LATIMER
VERY TRUE MAN. VERY TRUE.
 
At the risk of sounding uncaring, people who commit suicide are fucking pussies who couldn't handle anything that life could throw at them.

I've been through more shit in my lifetime than a lot of people could even dream of. Did I ever contemplate suicide? Fuck no. Suicide is for chumps. Boo fucking Hoo, I can't handle life, so I'll go and ruin it for those who care about me. Most of these folks didn't even give a second thought to whose lives they would effect by killing themselves.

A selfish, bullshit act.

An apologetic sorry to those whose lives have been affected by suicide, but little sympathy comes from me. I've seen more of that bullshit than I care to in my life.

Bottom line:

Suicide is for folks who can't handle life, physically or mentally. Yub nub. Eee wah YUB NUB!

Life goes on.
 
S.G.

I FEEL YOU. BUT KEEP THIS IN MIND.....PEOPLE WHO COMMIT SUICIDE ARE NOT TRYIN TO END THEIR LIFE, THEY ARE TYING TO END THEIR PAIN. SOMETIMES IT GETS TOO MUCH TO BEAR FOR SOME. THATS WHY THEY KILL THEMSELVES. NOW MOST OF THE TIME, ITS JUST TO GET ATTENTION BUT THEIR ARE CASES WHERE SUICIDE IS THE ONLY ANSWER AND THOSE ARE THE ONES THAT WE SHOULD WORRY ABOUT.


KAYNE
 
KAYNE,

I feel you on your points, but I feel that the only real justifiaction for suicide is some sort of mental disorder, or unbearable physical ailment. Like you stated.

I've seen that shit more times than I'd like to count, and 9 times out of 10, it was pure selfishness, pure and simple.

I don't discredit those who do it in the face of cancer, ALS, AIDS etc.... but I believe those to be a small proportion of the total number of suicides.

From what I've seen, it's mainly an attention grabber, albeit a sad and morbid one.

Sorry if I offended you, but this hits close to home with me, and I feel little sympathy for those who choose this path without just cause.

For those who had a good reason, I give an R.I.P.
 
S.G.

YOU DIDNT OFFEND ME. MATTER OF FACT, YOU JUST STATED MY POINTS THAT I WAS TRYING TO MAKE. MOST OF THE TIME IT IS AN ATTENTION GRABBER. THIS HITS CLOSE TO HOME WITH ME TO. TRUST ME.


OK CHECK THIS SITUATION OUT. THIS GUY WHO HAS NVR BEEN IN TROUBLE BEFORE, DOES GREAT IN SCHOOL, IS WELL LIKED BY ALL, BUT HE SELLS DRUGS. HE HAS NVR BEEN ARRESTED FOR ANYTHING. HE GETS ARRESTED, GOES TO JAIL FOR 30 YEARS. HE TRIES TO KILL HIMSELF. BEING 21 YEARS OLD IT IS HARD TO HANDLE THAT SITUATION. THE AVERAGE JAIL TIME FOR MURDER IN THIS COUNTRY IS UNDER 8 YEARS. HOW COULD THIS GUY GET 30???

WHAT ABOUT THIS SITUATION?

KAYNE
 
KAYNE,

That's bullshit, obviously.

However, (without any first hand knowledge) that he could/should have protested his conviction and sentence for the duration of his stay.

Given, it's B.S that happened, but again, life deals some fucked up shit to people, and it's up to the person to deal with it.

I try not to make any judgement calls on people, and in this case, it seems almost wrong to even attempt to.

Myself; I can "see" why he would choose that route. I wouldn't, but I can still understand, to a point.

That situation falls into one that, myself I wouldn't commit suicide for, but I could see why someone would.
I'd rather break out of that jail and see how long I could stay free for rather than kill myself.

Good night KAYNE, I'll talk to you another time.

Yub nub.
 
I haven't ever thought about suicide in the sense that I was going to commit it. I know about 10 people who have succeeded w/ it, and about 4 or 5 others who have attempted, but failed. My sister was one of those who attempted but failed. She was 14 years old, and from what I have seen and heard... 14, 15, and 16 is really tough for young women, and they sometimes freak out a little. Also, I didn't even know about my sister doing this, until I read her college entry essay. It brought me to tears, and made me realize what a self involved ass I was. If anyone is thinking about it here, I would just advise against it. Life is hard, but its yours and you should ride out the storm. Someone loves you, and someone will miss you.
 
S.G.

THANX MAN. I'M GOING TO BED BUT YOU GOT ONE MORE PM. TALK TO YOU LATER.

KAYNE
 
Latimer said:
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway

Suicide is painless
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The sword of time shall peirce my skin...
the pain grows stronger watch it grin...

Suicide is painless
 
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