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A very true and real story.....

I graduated from 32 weeks of domestic violence classes last nite.....

It was a story of extremely high doses of gear..IMO and drinking alchohol which is something I never ever did when I was on....that was the mortal sin....well drinking brandy and just being miserable in life from a divorce,moving from Atl....to new england and acting single and 25 instead of 46...you know the rest...

Geting nmarried...spoiled step daughter that doesnt still understand the owrd no...missing my son and daughter who were brought up with ethics...Im proud of my kids...son almost there...2.5 years at UGA and daugther 1 st yr.Kennesaw state...had to say that..so you know me a little better...

I'm glad I did it in a strange sort of way......because now I have the knowledge from the classes and realizing something most important.....Yea, I made a terrible mistake.....it was the line that never should have been crossed....but my relationship with my new wife is everything I thought it could be and more.......my wife is sittting right behind me....

Im finally at peace with myself for doing that to the women ive loved all my life.....BRO's never step over that line no matter what...NO MATTER WHAT

The doses were...
1500 test e
900 eq
600 deca
250 drol......and brandy....yea i know...NOW...

Bro's tell it like it is....who else has been over the line...???..HONESTLY
 
The only time I have gotten really ALMOST out of line with my wife is when I was on tren and had wayyyyyyyyyyyy too much to drinbk on New Years. Lesson learned...........don't drink on gear anyways and especially stuff that makes me on edge naturally.
 
im sorry bro, but i have no sympathy for you. there is NO excuse for hitting a woman. and if your too fucking stupid to know better than to drink while on that much gear, and not expect to 'cross the line', then you shouldnt be on, or allowed to drink alcohol. glad you made it thru your class, but USE YOUR HEAD!!! people with common sense know not to mix beer with hard liquor, or chug tequila and go on rollercoaster rides. there is some shit that just dont mix. my .02 good luck.
 
congrats big o on graduation. i hope it taught you well. we'd all be better off with less folks around that are violent towards love ones and blame it on steroids. there are so many out there with higher doses.....maybe they do what you did too, who knows.....

experience breeds wisdom. i hope to hear more of your story from time to time.

but yes, i hear ya....i've learned how to patch sheetrock.....from experience....

good luck bro
 
Hey woman hit men also. Nobody should be hitting anybody. Woman do crazy shit just like men do. You need to thing before you take action easpecially when you are on gear because that seems like the time when people will try you the most.




off_safety said:
im sorry bro, but i have no sympathy for you. there is NO excuse for hitting a woman. and if your too fucking stupid to know better than to drink while on that much gear, and not expect to 'cross the line', then you shouldnt be on, or allowed to drink alcohol. glad you made it thru your class, but USE YOUR HEAD!!! people with common sense know not to mix beer with hard liquor, or chug tequila and go on rollercoaster rides. there is some shit that just dont mix. my .02 good luck.
 
i got piss drunk in Austin and almost wooped my friends ass for messin around with a chick i sorta liked. But i shouldnt have flipped, i could have kicked his ass with no doubt. I felt like a total retard and asshole afterwards...
 
al420 said:
Never crossed the line but let's just say I know how to hang new sheet rock..............
the last house i rented had holes everywhere from me punching them... better the wall that a person...
...and im proud to say not a single hole was ever make under the influence of any kind of drug...
 
i think most of us had a little rage in us at a point, but yes, crossing the line - hitting a woman is certainly not a 'manly' thing to do for anyone..I'm glad you worked things out and hopefully, you won't repeat your past sins as they say..

but i too have learned how to patch dry wall also :)
 
Bro, I remeber when you first posted about your stepdaughter. I have been through anger management classes myself. I hear ya man. My shit happened back in the day and while not on juice. Just let a crazy bitch get the best of me. Now I just sit back and laugh whenever a girl tries to bait me. Oh yeah then I QUICKLY WALK AWAY FROM HER. Too many psycho women out there. Hope we all get lucky and find a good one!
 
al420 said:
Never crossed the line but let's just say I know how to hang new sheet rock..............


amen to that... Ive had many many close calls, which resulted in the breakage of quite a few nearbye objects at the time heh. Anything that I could do to find a way to release some tension without caving my wifes face or chest in is what I would do.

My wife is bi-polar and loves to push buttons... and lets just say I dont have the longest fuse in the world. That makes for a nasty combo sometimes. Im surprised how much I've actually been able to control my aggression while on my current and last cycle. :verygood:
 
I posted this as a reminder to myself and to make alot of bro's aware of D.V....I personally used to think that anyone that hit a woman was a fucking piece of shit....well its something i learned the hard way....hopefully nobody makes the mistake i made in the past..

My step daughter was part of the problem and so was my divorce on top of my own kids giving me shit for leaving there mom....Alot of stuff to handle and process...

Im a better man for coming out and posting it.....The difference between me and a lot of people is... I'm a man who realizes he made a huge mistake....I'm dead honest and not afraid to say whats on my mind....
 
Big O said:
I posted this as a reminder to myself and to make alot of bro's aware of D.V....I personally used to think that anyone that hit a woman was a fucking piece of shit....well its something i learned the hard way....hopefully nobody makes the mistake i made in the past..

My step daughter was part of the problem and so was my divorce on top of my own kids giving me shit for leaving there mom....Alot of stuff to handle and process...

Im a better man for coming out and posting it.....The difference between me and a lot of people is... I'm a man who realizes he made a huge mistake....I'm dead honest and not afraid to say whats on my mind....
Bro....just try and walk away from the situation. I just walk out the house and drive for a few hours. Women will drive you crazy, but you just have to leave the situation until things calm down. I have learned that you cant win an argument with a woman. Things escalate if one of you doesn't walk away from a volatile situation. Good luck bro.
 
off_safety said:
im sorry bro, but i have no sympathy for you. there is NO excuse for hitting a woman. and if your too fucking stupid to know better than to drink while on that much gear, and not expect to 'cross the line', then you shouldnt be on, or allowed to drink alcohol. glad you made it thru your class, but USE YOUR HEAD!!! people with common sense know not to mix beer with hard liquor, or chug tequila and go on rollercoaster rides. there is some shit that just dont mix. my .02 good luck.

Best post in the entire thread. K
 
Seems to me that you are trying blame your wife beating on steroids? You make me sick at my stomach.

Blaming your domestic violence on using too much gear is a cop out. BTW alot of good bros here use amounts greater than that and I don't read about them beating up their wives.

Im glad you grauated from your class, your ass deserves to be in a cell.
 
Another thing is that I learned that in times of unusual stress gear may be a bad decision......especially 250mg of anadrol bro. With all that going on you should have stayed clean until you ironed things out.
 
Yea...but i cant blame the gear...It had a part Im sure.....the stress of ending a 20 yr. marriage with raising 2 kids that new the rules and were really good kids...Both are in college....I raised them the right way..

Then the divorce,getting married again,hurting my familily ,missing my kids,inheriting an absolute spoiled girl who never had a father,always got her way..ALWAYS...No meant if i keep begging then mommy will always say all right...but you better not do it again...or something like that.......

But its exactly like you said...gearing up when your life is not right could possibly end up turning ugly....

But..Honestly...Im 48 never ever hit a woman...Im truly glad I did...Because I learned something very important.....a way how to communicate and talk about things rather than brush it off.....and now both me and my wife are finally having the relationship we knew we could have.......Im totally at peace with myself and my situation...

I know alot guys look down on hitting a woman...So do I....perhaps someday the circumstance will present itself to someone.....this is just a word from someone who's been there....

I know every is big and bad on this board....and no one ever made a mistake either...
 
Thirty years ago I was a bouncer. I worked at a place where I knew just about everybody that came in regularly. One night having to deal with one of my sloppy friends I asked myself "Is this the way I am when I'm drinking"? I haven't had a drop after that. But I do make one exception. When at a wedding and they are serving good champain. Then I will have a glass or two, but it has to be good.
 
Big O said:
But..Honestly...Im 48 never ever hit a woman...Im truly glad I did...Because I learned something very important.......


man, i wasn't going to comment on this thread until you said you were "glad" you hit a woman. How bout if someone beat your ass to near unconciousness, would that make you learn something "very important"???
You are a disgrace and a coward. Anyone who has to hit a woman is a coward, I dont care how much gear you are on or how many sips of brandy you had.
 
Big O said:
I posted this as a reminder to myself and to make alot of bro's aware of D.V....I personally used to think that anyone that hit a woman was a fucking piece of shit....well its something i learned the hard way....hopefully nobody makes the mistake i made in the past..

My step daughter was part of the problem and so was my divorce on top of my own kids giving me shit for leaving there mom....Alot of stuff to handle and process...

Im a better man for coming out and posting it.....The difference between me and a lot of people is... I'm a man who realizes he made a huge mistake....I'm dead honest and not afraid to say whats on my mind....
Don't go getting too self-righteous. It's not like everybody's doing it. Thanks for the thread and I pray God I never hit a loved one. Aside from my loved ones, if some bitch really really got in my face I might slap her. Guys show respect to each other because they know what can happen, but some dumb bitch who thinks she can say anything to you in your face with impunity needs a fucking fist in her face. Then she'll fucking learn and shut the fuck up. The stigma against hitting a woman is the other thing that emboldens them. Don't ever hit your loved ones, no matter what. You're ripping out your own heart at the same time. I agree that the general rule is don't hit a woman. There are rare exceptions. But if she's a loved one, never, pray God, never never never! God bless, bro. Keep the faith!
 
Big O said:
I posted this as a reminder to myself and to make alot of bro's aware of D.V....I personally used to think that anyone that hit a woman was a fucking piece of shit....well its something i learned the hard way....hopefully nobody makes the mistake i made in the past..

My step daughter was part of the problem and so was my divorce on top of my own kids giving me shit for leaving there mom....Alot of stuff to handle and process...

Im a better man for coming out and posting it.....The difference between me and a lot of people is... I'm a man who realizes he made a huge mistake....I'm dead honest and not afraid to say whats on my mind....

It's hard for me to relate to your problem, cause I have never been violent whether on gear, drinking, drinking on gear, etc.....
It takes extreme situations to infuriate me, and even then I am very calculated where i direct the anger.

I try not to pass judgement on people, and I won't start here.

I just hope that you are content with "yourself" and not because of responses you get here - and I hope you aren't desperately "looking" for others who have done the same, cause I'd hate to see you come up "empty".
 
If you are a woman hitter in the first place does not matter what you are on> I have been absolutely madder than I have ever been with my ex wife and I still could not raise my hand to her. Its more than just the gear its how you deal with your issues! Hopefully your classes taught you that. Have I ever had rage while on? Yes! but then I also know that I was on. And I told myself as I always preach NO-ONE deserves to pay for my decisions but me! Sounds like a "holier than thow" statement but I dont care I live it practice it and preach it and deserve to be in jail if I abandon it!!
 
I've whooped a lot of ass in my day. Hit my girl a couple of times after she hit me. Admit it wasn't cool. I am an old testament kind of guy. An eye for an eye.
 
yea...unfortunately I was always fighting when I was younger...If you fucked with me I would usually give a hard right hand....
I was a street smart young houligan with an extremely violent temper....I wouldn't hesitate to swing first....I even threw a punk out of his wheel chair once for running his mouth and hiding behind his injury...which he deserved...being paralyzed and getting his ass kicked...

Now for the guy who says Im a coward.......Im about as far away from being a cowrd as humanly possible......Im just not afraid of anything or anyone....and was always into some kind of trouble when I was young...I was a spoiled brat who took to fighting.....Not proud of it...its just the truth

And if you start with me....MMMMMM...

And to answer Creed...I'm happy in my life righty now......I admit I'm a man and I made a mistake....And Im noy looking for anyone's sympathy....I made this thread to make everyone aware of dangerous situations ...and making correct decisions while in a state of anger....No excuses....i FUCKED UP....IM SURE THE SELF RIGHTEOUS ONES NEVER EVER MADE A MISTAKE IN THEIR LIVES.....
 
Big O- Some of these replies are probably from the 20 year old parrots who give advice without any experience of their own to speak of. Some of us have life experiences that teach the MOST valuable lessons. I would bet you have learned yours. My ex was bi-polar, alcoholic, drug addicted and physically stunning, a gorgeous woman. I was lucky enough to always find the strength to avoid hitting her. She would follow me from room to room bouncing things off my bald head in a complete rage. I finally got custody of my girls and moved to another state. It takes that inner strength and a lot of luck to make it through a trying time like that. Anybody can be a great guy when things are going good, let the shit hit the fan and let's see how some of these bullshitters handle it. A true coward is the one who insults a man on the internet. I'm 51 and I have walked in your shoes and can only wish you luck. Hang in there man.
 
Big O said:
yea...unfortunately I was always fighting when I was younger...If you fucked with me I would usually give a hard right hand....
I was a street smart young houligan with an extremely violent temper....I wouldn't hesitate to swing first....I even threw a punk out of his wheel chair once for running his mouth and hiding behind his injury...which he deserved...being paralyzed and getting his ass kicked...

Now for the guy who says Im a coward.......Im about as far away from being a cowrd as humanly possible......Im just not afraid of anything or anyone....and was always into some kind of trouble when I was young...I was a spoiled brat who took to fighting.....Not proud of it...its just the truth

And if you start with me....MMMMMM...

And to answer Creed...I'm happy in my life righty now......I admit I'm a man and I made a mistake....And Im noy looking for anyone's sympathy....I made this thread to make everyone aware of dangerous situations ...and making correct decisions while in a state of anger....No excuses....i FUCKED UP....IM SURE THE SELF RIGHTEOUS ONES NEVER EVER MADE A MISTAKE IN THEIR LIVES.....
I have made plenty mistakes when I was younger and dont care about fighting someone 10 times my size I care very little about myself that way I would still give it my all and have plenty of witnesses that will attest to that fact. I grew up eventually and claim my mistakes not as badges but as marks of shame like you do. Thats what truly makes a person a man. To continue making the same mistake shows nothing more than ignorance and childish stupidity. An unwillingness to grow up respect others and a very good reason for a person to be in jail and or in prison. If I was the same way then I would deserve the lockup too. Luckily I am not that way
 
wags8 said:
Big O- Some of these replies are probably from the 20 year old parrots who give advice without any experience of their own to speak of. Some of us have life experiences that teach the MOST valuable lessons. I would bet you have learned yours. My ex was bi-polar, alcoholic, drug addicted and physically stunning, a gorgeous woman. I was lucky enough to always find the strength to avoid hitting her. She would follow me from room to room bouncing things off my bald head in a complete rage. I finally got custody of my girls and moved to another state. It takes that inner strength and a lot of luck to make it through a trying time like that. Anybody can be a great guy when things are going good, let the shit hit the fan and let's see how some of these bullshitters handle it. A true coward is the one who insults a man on the internet. I'm 51 and I have walked in your shoes and can only wish you luck. Hang in there man.
FYI I will be 36 in November!

Birds of a feather flock together!
 
CO b man- I don't think you called him a coward. I've never hit a woman, so the birds of a feather thing makes no sense. However, I was taught to never look down on someone unless you're helping him up.
 
wags8 said:
CO b man- I don't think you called him a coward. I've never hit a woman, so the birds of a feather thing makes no sense. However, I was taught to never look down on someone unless you're helping him up.

Your point is valid!
 
i've always been a violent person, but i've never hit a girl, ever ever ever! i've thrown "things" and punched things. i actually just threw my blender against the wall and broke it. i needed a new one anyways. i just came off my first cycle ever. But i've replaced sooooooooo many remote controls and cordless phones from throwing them. I have a temper and always have. That comes from within, test made me feel more peaceful actually. I've alwyas had a temper cause I've fought my whole life. I was always the new kid and I actually had gyno when I was like 11. had to have surgery, so i was made fun of for over two years cause of that, and if fucked with me mentally. and alwyas being the new kid will get you into fights. but i've never hit a girl bro, and to blame it on gear, i'd blame it on the alcohol dude. and if your woman knew you were on gear, if she pushed you, which women do do this, then she should have known to just stop and talk about it later when everyone's calmer and not intoxicated . but you should have never hit her. if i ever see someone hit their ol lady i'd beat the fuck outta them. my buddy just had a drinking problem for a long time, and he was cycling his third cycle while i was on my first, rumor had it he put this asshole in a coma, he said if he wasn't drinking he wouldn't have beat him that badly, the guy deserved a whooping because he physically started the fight with my buddy.

well i better explain this, the guy was being rude to a young bartender who was asking him to leave, my buddy said hey, why don't you just take off man, and he got off fhis stool and went at my buddy, well, my buddy was tanked, and on gear and beat his ass bad, but he wasn't in a coma, but my buddy was scared he really hurt him. he hasn't been drinking a drop either. it's the booze bro. gear doesn't get you outta control, the booze does and being an asshole to hit a girl in the first place. it's in your persona. jerki
 
CoBman That response put a smile on my face. I.ve been entertained by some of your posts and I'm glad you reacted this way. It's hard to get a point accross to someone face to face let alone on a forum. Peace.
 
jagerbombme said:
But i've replaced sooooooooo many remote controls and cordless phones from throwing them. I have a temper and always have.
Try exchanging the batteries with new ones before you blame the remote control. :)
 
Ive never even come close to hitting my wife. im not a violent person and gear just makes me have a bad mood sometimes, but never turns me into something im not.

I really don't know why you posted this thread, its the second time you have brought up hitting your wife, and im discusted each time. if I was to hit my wife I would feel so bad that I would never speak of it to anyone. but on the otherhand you seem to brag about it. I just don't get you.
 
I think the most disturbing part is that he's "glad" he did it.

Acts as if his life wasn't complete until he acted as he did.

IMHO, this isn't the place to openly discuss such acts, (seeing as they are being displayed under the umbrella of "steroids".........

AAS didn't cause him to do what he did.

He needs to accept and admit that this was done out of "his" uncontrollable actions, and NOT place any bit of it with anything else, (like trying to pawn it off on the spoiled daughter/steroids/etc)

Smarten up and get this shit out of here.
 
a creed said:
I think the most disturbing part is that he's "glad" he did it.

Acts as if his life wasn't complete until he acted as he did.

IMHO, this isn't the place to openly discuss such acts, (seeing as they are being displayed under the umbrella of "steroids".........

AAS didn't cause him to do what he did.

He needs to accept and admit that this was done out of "his" uncontrollable actions, and NOT place any bit of it with anything else, (like trying to pawn it off on the spoiled daughter/steroids/etc)

Smarten up and get this shit out of here.

K to you Creed
 
I put this out there so noone would make a mistake like I did....That's my honest opinion.....just like i think most BB'er's are nothing but big pussy's in and out of the gym.....
 
Big O said:
I put this out there so noone would make a mistake like I did....That's my honest opinion.....just like i think most BB'er's are nothing but big pussy's in and out of the gym.....

There's your "true colors" bro...................
 
Here is how it is for the non-oxbridge amongst you.
Q. What do you say to a woman with two black eyes?
A. Nothing, you ve already told her twice.

Thank you, goodnight.
 
Big O said:
Hey you voiced your opinion...now there's mine...

Master of Disaster...grow the fuck up...clown

Not to get involved, but most bbs i know started somewhere else. BBing easier than lot of disciplines!!
 
Yea it is bro.....easier on everything in your body....I was a 242 power lifter who knew nothing but heavy,heavy lifts ....and learning how to deal with pain on another level....

I boxed for alittle bit...wasnt that good...tae-kwondo for several years average at best...but I found my groove in power lifting....

And im not bashing the good Bro's here...Im not....BB is not easy either...especially the dieting and eating clean....it is hard to eat clean and bulk up eating 6000 calories and eating clean...impossible in my opinion.....thats why alot of bro's use t-3 while in the bulking phase....
 
Big O said:
A very true and real story.....

I graduated from 32 weeks of domestic violence classes last nite.....

It was a story of extremely high doses of gear..IMO and drinking alchohol which is something I never ever did when I was on....that was the mortal sin....well drinking brandy and just being miserable in life from a divorce,moving from Atl....to new england and acting single and 25 instead of 46...you know the rest...

Geting nmarried...spoiled step daughter that doesnt still understand the owrd no...missing my son and daughter who were brought up with ethics...Im proud of my kids...son almost there...2.5 years at UGA and daugther 1 st yr.Kennesaw state...had to say that..so you know me a little better...

I'm glad I did it in a strange sort of way......because now I have the knowledge from the classes and realizing something most important.....Yea, I made a terrible mistake.....it was the line that never should have been crossed....but my relationship with my new wife is everything I thought it could be and more.......my wife is sittting right behind me....

Im finally at peace with myself for doing that to the women ive loved all my life.....BRO's never step over that line no matter what...NO MATTER WHAT

The doses were...
1500 test e
900 eq
600 deca
250 drol......and brandy....yea i know...NOW...

Bro's tell it like it is....who else has been over the line...???..HONESTLY
WOW! thats a ton and I compete nationally...The Alcohol was the kicker. always is...maybe weed would have been better...definatly on the ol' liver with that dose. I have freaked out and acted stupid but....I am a control freak so I realed it back in....Thank god.

Quadsweep
 
a creed said:
You really think it's easy?
I almost cannot think of one besides navy seals. I have a marine dragon gunner client and he says contest prep was THE hardest thing he had ever done in his life...why is this in this thread????I did not read it all.

Q.
 
a creed said:
It's hard for me to relate to your problem, cause I have never been violent whether on gear, drinking, drinking on gear, etc.....
It takes extreme situations to infuriate me, and even then I am very calculated where i direct the anger.

I try not to pass judgement on people, and I won't start here.

I just hope that you are content with "yourself" and not because of responses you get here - and I hope you aren't desperately "looking" for others who have done the same, cause I'd hate to see you come up "empty".
I am with you...I have done 3 grams a week and no anger problems. I was always a good bouncer because I never got pissed. like Patric Swazy said in Roadhouse...Get them out but be nice doing it.....This thread went wrong...what you all say I close it? do I hear an "I"?
 
Didn`t say it was easy! But if you re training thai mma wtf it is, it is easier!! Training with some xunt screaming at you cos you re fully lisenced and up a couple of pound??
 
Ahhh...creed you went and get a mod...your are truly one big pussy....

Grow the fuck up you clown.....

And for your info she popped me twice and tried scratching my face up because she was drunk out of her mind too....and no thats not a reason to hit my wife......

Creed you little fucking rat fink pussy......i started this thread to make every one aware of their actions while on gear....Your little mind cannot understand that because you are truly a mental midget.....go the fuck away....
Master of Disater....go back to your little fantasy world
 
Big O said:
Ahhh...creed you went and get a mod...your are truly one big pussy....

Grow the fuck up you clown.....

And for your info she popped me twice and tried scratching my face up because she was drunk out of her mind too....and no thats not a reason to hit my wife......

Creed you little fucking rat fink pussy......i started this thread to make every one aware of their actions while on gear....Your little mind cannot understand that because you are truly a mental midget.....go the fuck away....
Master of Disater....go back to your little fantasy world
Actually...he did not contact me. I do believe you made your point and it was a good one but this has gone wrong I think and is going nowhere...do you disagree Big O?


Quadsweep
 
Now Quad....I too worked alot of sides.....Ive always considered myself in control most of the time....

What can I say Bro...I had a total melt down......

So I guess your the Mod that the clown went to get....what a toatl fucking whimp Creed......I hope everyone reads what what you did...

No disrespect to you Quad....it is a repulsive thing I did...Im a man an openly admit...Yea I made a mistake...I dont need a clown with the name of Master Of Disater commenting and throwing cheap shots.....These are the people who usually hide behind there little screens and pass judgements on shit they know absolutely nothing about.....

Master of Disaster.....More like a clown with an avatar....
 
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