So, the question I am hearing from you, that I'm not sure was completely answered, deals with, can AAS undermine a persons journey in sobriety. Alot of real life examples here point to weight training and diet being important parts of a sober lifestyle. But, I have also seen guys, with a history, get involved in stimulants and coke and falling out of the gym, after getting on steroids. Maybe they would have anyway, it's hard to say. If you feel like you have maxed out your natural potential, and you plan on continuing all the other things you have in place in your sobriety, I don't think the answer is a definite "No". You may choose to try an oral cycle for 6 weeks with all the support and PCT and see how it goes. As with anything, it's all about making your life better, and having balance.