bicepts101 haven't thought about winny thought about primobalon though...the needle thing doesn't bother me...its just my mind man....if i knew that i had a chance in bodybuilding then i would probably do it but im 5'11" on a well rested day and to compete at a national level and win i would have to come in at least 255...thats a lot of weight for me i wieghed
218 precontest dieted 2wks hit the stage at 206 post 220 now maybe 200 haha...and i still gotta work..if my job wasn't so labor intensive and hazardous it would make it easier...then i got the side of me that likes training against guys who have no clue about training dieting or the bodies..but got access to gear and swear they are the shit...that makes me laugh...if have nothing against guys that know what they are doing but people who have no clue but think its just the thing to do..theres my prob and they fuck it up for the ones that got their science down.....i just know that if a person knows his body and his gear....and already has a solid genetic disposition....the combo would be unstoppable....that kinda scares me too...how big i would get...i just can't put it into perspective on whether i should or shouldn't continue man...i have been training natural for 6 yrs started in highschool the Corps now in the civilian sector again....
whats crazy is i have a nice stash of gear with me that i picked up overseas......i think the shits expired actually some dec sus hcg...ex..ex....i had done my research and was gonna bang some darts in me but the more i trained without the more i learned and i was still gaining..if i plateau then maybe but i don't think its possible to plateau....always change diet caloric intake training splits..endless ways to keep gaining...first of though i gotta get my ass back in the gym...
what does everyone else train for
personal satisfaction
the stage
a chic
let me know..........bottom line to me is competition regardless if its against yourself or the guy that just curled 225 on the straight bar...(that guy is me haha...back in july.... heavy shit man..wtf)
i think im just gonna wind down for a lil while