So im thinking about Moving away....and..

[GrandMaster]

not telling anyone.

i feels like i have too much stress at home and surrounding areas.

feels like the only thing i can do to get away from it all, is to pick up and leave, find a new job, start over or something.
be alone for a good solid few months.
Part of it is from relations and shit i feel i should be over with, and of moved on, but there are some parts of me that arent thru with my past relations and i cant stand to hear/think of things in negative/hurtful ways.....

i need fucking help

 

[The Shadow]

you can be alone in a crowded room Grasshopper

 

[GrandMaster]

yea i know man.
but i feel as tho i need to go settle temporary somewhere where i dont know anyone, thats quiet, and alone, to be with my thoughts and ease my mind from the selfconcious torment that runs thru my mind

 

[sublime35]

Bush - "Glycerine".

http://music.yahoo.com/ar-292224-videos--Bush

 

[sublime35]

I didn't post that to try to make you feel worse, that song just came to mind when i read your post. It's a very good song.

I hope things look up for you bro. I feel the same way.

 

[GrandMaster]

yea thats a good trak, one of my favs....

i have such little motivation for work and shit too...i feel like im going thru this break-down.......and unnessessary one too!

 

[heatherrae]

not telling anyone.

i feels like i have too much stress at home and surrounding areas.

feels like the only thing i can do to get away from it all, is to pick up and leave, find a new job, start over or something.
be alone for a good solid few months.
Part of it is from relations and shit i feel i should be over with, and of moved on, but there are some parts of me that arent thru with my past relations and i cant stand to hear/think of things in negative/hurtful ways.....

i need fucking help

I used to do that lots when I was in my early twenties. I just wanted a clean slate, so I would pick up and move. It doesn't hurt anything, but one day you will want to put down roots. Then, it is harder to pick up and leave.

 

[GrandMaster]

not right now thats for sure!
i feel like i still need recovery time from a past relation.
it wasnt a bad relationship either, but i guess its the withdrawl feeling maybe

like, i've been over and thru it.....but i feel as tho i tried to push myself to get over it too quick maybe?

thats y im not down for relations anymore. i feel like i put in too much and the outcome is always shit.
being a player is what i was meant to be i swear.....if i meet a gurl and i treat her like shit... they never leave me alone.....let her sleep in your bed...and few months later its over lol

fucking geighness

 

[sublime35]

I know the feeling bro. Which is why I WON'T get involved with anyone beyond a sexual relationship. I usually tell them from the get go that i'm not looking for a relationship, just to have a little fun, what ever that ends up being.