StoneColdGold
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i can honestly say that this is one of the most horrifying feelings in the world. from what i understand, what happens is that your mind wakes up enough to become concious and aware of your surroundings, but not enough actually take control of your body. so your body is still basically asleep. when this happens i feel like the guy in the metallica song "one".
this has happened to me a handful of times in my life. the first time, i thought i was either dying or dead. i could "see" my surroundings and the fact that my sister was calling my name from the doorway, but i was powerless to respond. i tried to get my body to twitch so maybe she would come wake me up...nothing. i tried to make noise...nothing. after struggling to no avail for some time, i just gave in and eventually sank back down into a normal sleep. the three or four times it happened after that, i knew what was happening so i just tried to relax and go back into a deeper sleep.
the reason i know these aren't just all part of a crazy dream is because several times, after finally waking up, i have been able to tell people about things that they were doing while i was in this state of sleep paralysis. for instance... after the first time it happened, i didn't see my sister until the next day. i told her that i knew she came over yesterday when i was napping and tried to wake me up. i even told her what outfit she was wearing. she confirmed that i was correct, and was obviously confused as hell because to her, i appeared to be sleeping soundly.... and on my stomach facing away from her!!!
anyway, i had my worst experience with this last night. i was sleeping next to my girlfriend (who knows i've had this happen in the past), and having some sort of strange dream. next thing i know, i'm in this sleep paralysis state and desperately trying to wake up because something from my dream had me worried about my girlfriend. somehow, this time i was able to make slight jerking movements and even mumble a little. my girlfriend was scared to death because she kept shaking me and i wouldn't wake up. the whole time she was doing this, i was perfectly aware of what was happening, but could not wake myself to respond to her. finally after more shaking i came fully awake.
anyway... this sucks. if anyone knows anything about this i'd be very interested. thanks.
SCG
this has happened to me a handful of times in my life. the first time, i thought i was either dying or dead. i could "see" my surroundings and the fact that my sister was calling my name from the doorway, but i was powerless to respond. i tried to get my body to twitch so maybe she would come wake me up...nothing. i tried to make noise...nothing. after struggling to no avail for some time, i just gave in and eventually sank back down into a normal sleep. the three or four times it happened after that, i knew what was happening so i just tried to relax and go back into a deeper sleep.
the reason i know these aren't just all part of a crazy dream is because several times, after finally waking up, i have been able to tell people about things that they were doing while i was in this state of sleep paralysis. for instance... after the first time it happened, i didn't see my sister until the next day. i told her that i knew she came over yesterday when i was napping and tried to wake me up. i even told her what outfit she was wearing. she confirmed that i was correct, and was obviously confused as hell because to her, i appeared to be sleeping soundly.... and on my stomach facing away from her!!!
anyway, i had my worst experience with this last night. i was sleeping next to my girlfriend (who knows i've had this happen in the past), and having some sort of strange dream. next thing i know, i'm in this sleep paralysis state and desperately trying to wake up because something from my dream had me worried about my girlfriend. somehow, this time i was able to make slight jerking movements and even mumble a little. my girlfriend was scared to death because she kept shaking me and i wouldn't wake up. the whole time she was doing this, i was perfectly aware of what was happening, but could not wake myself to respond to her. finally after more shaking i came fully awake.
anyway... this sucks. if anyone knows anything about this i'd be very interested. thanks.
SCG