said goodbye today

[Buddy_Christ]

lol thanks bran.

only one kid isn't mine. she's a good kid, just has a lot of issues that we're working on with her. my son is my buddy though. i told him the other day that he was "the man." he says "no daddy, you are a man. i'm not a man, i'm a boy."

at least he's learning his position on the food chain around here

 

[Buddy_Christ]

ranting and raving on the net is actually good for me. i can spout off here and just blowoff a little steam so i don't go into complete maniac mode around the house. i think over the past 2 weeks, however, my gf has been ready to toss me out of the house. when i'm stressed out, anyone around me can tell. i've been good towards the kids though. i never take anything out on them. me and her, however, have had some pretty nasty arguements over some really stupid shit in the past few weeks. my bad moods have easily rubbed off on her.

i've gotten "better" today though. i think. i'll try to keep providing high quality posts of insanity around here. shouldn't be too hard to accomplish.

 

[bran987]

lol thanks bran.

only one kid isn't mine. she's a good kid, just has a lot of issues that we're working on with her. my son is my buddy though. i told him the other day that he was "the man." he says "no daddy, you are a man. i'm not a man, i'm a boy."

at least he's learning his position on the food chain around here

hey I didn't know the boy was yours!

crak is a daddy?



awwwwwwwww

 

[biteme]

thanks Radar.

i've still been in the gym hitting the weights hard for the last 2 months. i think that's helped me to keep some sanity. hoping i can get back up to 170 in the next month (my weight has been like a yo-yo lately). if i can, that'll put me +10lbs from where i was last year and leaner. i'll be satisfied with that as my results for a first year training hard.

Just use my avatar as motivation. Couple of months and you'll be able wear a bra as well.

 

[Buddy_Christ]

yes sir. he's mini-me. you put pics of me and him at the same age together and it's hard to tell the difference. scary actually.

pic of him while we were cruising home Sunday. As we've done for the past month and a half, the sub box was right up behind the front seats and the back of the blazer was loaded up. we jammed to a few Tool CDs on the 2 1/2 hour ride home. he was drinking fruit punch, thus the red mouth. right after the pic was snapped, i had to tell him to get the car out of his mouth. he loves his cars and trains....don't fuck with them or he'll tell you where to go shove it.

 

[Buddy_Christ]

Just use my avatar as motivation. Couple of months and you'll be able wear a bra as well.

thanks biteme. end of next month i'll be posting up a full year of progress pics. i think i might be ready for a trainer bra soon

 

[bran987]

your arm looks thick in that last picture

 

[Buddy_Christ]

your arm looks thick in that last picture

it was probably flexed as i was grasping the steering wheel for dear life hoping the car wouldn't go out of control at 70mph with a fridge in the back and a bunch of shit on the roof. the alignment is kind of off in that thing, and all the stuff on the roof was catching the wind and actually moving us around slightly. it was like having a sail on top. very strange feeling while driving.

i've got pics of the car loaded up i'll have to post tomorrow.

 

[Buddy_Christ]

pics of the car loaded up. the wind caught that stuff on the roof a few times and as i said above, it felt like i had a sail on top of the car.

i've said it many times, but i'll say it again....i'm so happy this is all about to be over.

 

[Dakotah]

good luck with everything crak

Hope everything goes well for you.