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PoyeboyIncarnate
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lol, i do hat you...........fuck this will be long, I should just make it into a fucking Lifetime movie.
Okay I was married back a few years ago, cant remember the date, yeah it was that important. Had a daughter now 2.5yrs old. Then about a year ago this time my slutwife cheated on me with her parents next door neighbor. I tried to take her back since I thought maybe the love I had for her could forgive. Alas it could not. Every time I looked at her I saw this dude. I wanted to kill her with my own hands, and would have enjoyed said event. So needless to say I pretty much hated her and stayed together in a shitty relationship until........
November 6th 2006 I was assaulted at a punk concert. Dont know why, dude came out of nowhere, slammed me to the ground. I shattered my fibula, broke all three heads on my ankle, a few bones in the top of my foot, and my heel. I wasnt able to have surgery until Nov 24th due to swelling. So they put this crazy ass exoskeleton on my leg fitted with pins that were drilled right into my bones. I was on so many fucking pain meds it was scary, oxy, percs, morphine, nubain, I mean fucking everything. And it still didnt cut all of the pain. I went through a bottle of 90 percs in like 4 days. After my final surgery though it was a tad better since everything had been set and fastened together with 17 screws and 3 plates. The final surgery lasted 8 fucking hours.
So its December 12th and Im out with my moms at Wally World. I call slutwhore and shes acting odd. I come home and was like what the fuck is up. She didnt want to tell me, but I forced it out of her. She was pissed that I wasnt able to do anything around the house or help with our daughter, and she was mad that I had to take so many pills. So she said it was over. I basically told her to get the fuck out. What a cold bitch. Im fucking crippled and in complete agony, yeah my bad its my fault right.
So she leaves me and Im like wtf, this is fucked. Deep deep dark depression, total hatred for the world, for everything. We didnt really talk until after christmas, but the highlight of 2006 for me was putting up a christmas tree by myself while balling my eyes out. Oh and also taking 15 crushed oxys at once not caring if I was to wake up or not. Ah memories.
So then I go back to work Jan 2nd or something and tried to resume a normal life. It was fucking hard. But then the slutwhore and I had a talk and were going to see if things could maybe work out. Even though I knew in the back of my mind they were not. So I would ask her if she wanted to do anything or talk. The answer was always no. So basically I just gave up. Then one night I called to talk to her and her parents were like "Ummmm, no shes out with.....ummmmmmm.....her friends". Well see being a whore she didnt have any friends. So I knew something was up. I called her the following day which happened to be a friday. I got it out of her and it turns out she was out with one of my old best friends, a kid I was so close to I once loved as a brother. I was extremely furious as can be expected. I threw the phone so hard that it broke into a bagillion pieces and there are button imprints in my shower. I also berated the bathroom door until it was smashed and my hands were bloody and cut up. That weekend was a complete blur, I was drunk and on pain meds, and benzos. I don’t remember a single moment of it. I do know that I was so angry I cut the fuck out of my arm with a knife and there was blood everywhere. I still have scars.
I then called into work that following Monday and told my work that I was checking myself into a mental institution. I called around and tried to see a therapist before hand, everyone was booked up but finally after 3 weeks I was able to pull some strings and meet with one. During the 3 weeks prior to the therapist meeting I did a lot of soul searching, meditating, reading, self discovery, etc etc. Out of the turmoil somehow I was able to find inner peace and happiness. Partly because I found out that the dude slutwhore was seeing got a DWI the first date they were on, lost his job, his house, his license, slutwhores car got towed and on top of that he cheated on her with his ex only 3 weeks after they had been dating and actually she wont tell me but I am pretty sure she is preggo. Now that’s fucking karma, and that’s fucking awesome. It turns out I didn’t need nor want to admit myself to a hospital, and that I solved my problems on my own. When it was deep and bad the doctors had me on everything due to my hatred, anger, lack of care for self. I was on effexor, valium, xanax, ambien, serroquel, klonopin, vicodin…….Im sure there are others im forgetting, but at the same time I was smoking the cheeba, tried coke and pranged out for a week or so, drank all the time, was having underage girls wanting to have sex with me. I mean it was bad. Basically the way I put it is I wanted to murder the world. But I was able to quit everything 100%, I mean everything. Actually my leg has been still pretty fucking painful, so last week I got a small bottle of only 20 vicodins. And my bro gives me adderall sometimes for energy. Besides that, Ive drank twice since, no street drugs, no antidepressants, no benzos.
Like I said I did a lot of soul searching. I figured out that part of why I wasn’t happy was I hate being a corporate slave. I cant suck up to people, laugh at their bad jokes, dress all proper. That’s just not me. I got a business plan together for my new pc repair business called “D’s Totally Awesome PC Repair”. Basically I discovered that most people do not take chances due to fear. Due to what I have been through I really dont have any fear, I've already experienced the worst life can throw at me. I looked at the future and decided that it was wide open for me, that Im still young, and should find something that makes me happy, and also if I am doing something I like the money will come and I will succeed. I just had to wait for the most opportune time to get things up and running. And that occurred only after a week of being back at work. My grandmother passed away and I was told I was not able to take additional time off. I did, and I was let go. It was a calculated move.
So now I am able to dedicate all of my time to my business and getting it started from the ground up. I will also be receiving a nice unemployment check, I am cashing in my 401k, and I will be getting a check from the state shortly to pay medical bills and lost wages due to my injury which can be up to 50k.
Also due to my new outlook on life I basically saw the world as I said full of opportunities. I said to myself if you don’t ask or take a chance you will never know. Well I took a chance and asked a chick I have always liked if she wanted to hook up. She said yes, and our relationship is fucking awesome. We are totally crazy about each other. We basically spend every day together, either I sleep over there or she stays here. This chick can actually keep up with my insane sex drive. We bone at least 3 times a day, no fucking lie. Its awesome. Actually I gave her the first orgasm she has ever had the other night. I was pretty proud. I now have a great outlook on life and I am extremely happy. The most happy I have been in a long long fucking time. In hindsight the pain and all the shit I was going through made the happiness and complete bliss I feel now that much better.
Im going to leave you dicks now and go take a nap while watching Gremlins.
Okay I was married back a few years ago, cant remember the date, yeah it was that important. Had a daughter now 2.5yrs old. Then about a year ago this time my slutwife cheated on me with her parents next door neighbor. I tried to take her back since I thought maybe the love I had for her could forgive. Alas it could not. Every time I looked at her I saw this dude. I wanted to kill her with my own hands, and would have enjoyed said event. So needless to say I pretty much hated her and stayed together in a shitty relationship until........
November 6th 2006 I was assaulted at a punk concert. Dont know why, dude came out of nowhere, slammed me to the ground. I shattered my fibula, broke all three heads on my ankle, a few bones in the top of my foot, and my heel. I wasnt able to have surgery until Nov 24th due to swelling. So they put this crazy ass exoskeleton on my leg fitted with pins that were drilled right into my bones. I was on so many fucking pain meds it was scary, oxy, percs, morphine, nubain, I mean fucking everything. And it still didnt cut all of the pain. I went through a bottle of 90 percs in like 4 days. After my final surgery though it was a tad better since everything had been set and fastened together with 17 screws and 3 plates. The final surgery lasted 8 fucking hours.
So its December 12th and Im out with my moms at Wally World. I call slutwhore and shes acting odd. I come home and was like what the fuck is up. She didnt want to tell me, but I forced it out of her. She was pissed that I wasnt able to do anything around the house or help with our daughter, and she was mad that I had to take so many pills. So she said it was over. I basically told her to get the fuck out. What a cold bitch. Im fucking crippled and in complete agony, yeah my bad its my fault right.
So she leaves me and Im like wtf, this is fucked. Deep deep dark depression, total hatred for the world, for everything. We didnt really talk until after christmas, but the highlight of 2006 for me was putting up a christmas tree by myself while balling my eyes out. Oh and also taking 15 crushed oxys at once not caring if I was to wake up or not. Ah memories.
So then I go back to work Jan 2nd or something and tried to resume a normal life. It was fucking hard. But then the slutwhore and I had a talk and were going to see if things could maybe work out. Even though I knew in the back of my mind they were not. So I would ask her if she wanted to do anything or talk. The answer was always no. So basically I just gave up. Then one night I called to talk to her and her parents were like "Ummmm, no shes out with.....ummmmmmm.....her friends". Well see being a whore she didnt have any friends. So I knew something was up. I called her the following day which happened to be a friday. I got it out of her and it turns out she was out with one of my old best friends, a kid I was so close to I once loved as a brother. I was extremely furious as can be expected. I threw the phone so hard that it broke into a bagillion pieces and there are button imprints in my shower. I also berated the bathroom door until it was smashed and my hands were bloody and cut up. That weekend was a complete blur, I was drunk and on pain meds, and benzos. I don’t remember a single moment of it. I do know that I was so angry I cut the fuck out of my arm with a knife and there was blood everywhere. I still have scars.
I then called into work that following Monday and told my work that I was checking myself into a mental institution. I called around and tried to see a therapist before hand, everyone was booked up but finally after 3 weeks I was able to pull some strings and meet with one. During the 3 weeks prior to the therapist meeting I did a lot of soul searching, meditating, reading, self discovery, etc etc. Out of the turmoil somehow I was able to find inner peace and happiness. Partly because I found out that the dude slutwhore was seeing got a DWI the first date they were on, lost his job, his house, his license, slutwhores car got towed and on top of that he cheated on her with his ex only 3 weeks after they had been dating and actually she wont tell me but I am pretty sure she is preggo. Now that’s fucking karma, and that’s fucking awesome. It turns out I didn’t need nor want to admit myself to a hospital, and that I solved my problems on my own. When it was deep and bad the doctors had me on everything due to my hatred, anger, lack of care for self. I was on effexor, valium, xanax, ambien, serroquel, klonopin, vicodin…….Im sure there are others im forgetting, but at the same time I was smoking the cheeba, tried coke and pranged out for a week or so, drank all the time, was having underage girls wanting to have sex with me. I mean it was bad. Basically the way I put it is I wanted to murder the world. But I was able to quit everything 100%, I mean everything. Actually my leg has been still pretty fucking painful, so last week I got a small bottle of only 20 vicodins. And my bro gives me adderall sometimes for energy. Besides that, Ive drank twice since, no street drugs, no antidepressants, no benzos.
Like I said I did a lot of soul searching. I figured out that part of why I wasn’t happy was I hate being a corporate slave. I cant suck up to people, laugh at their bad jokes, dress all proper. That’s just not me. I got a business plan together for my new pc repair business called “D’s Totally Awesome PC Repair”. Basically I discovered that most people do not take chances due to fear. Due to what I have been through I really dont have any fear, I've already experienced the worst life can throw at me. I looked at the future and decided that it was wide open for me, that Im still young, and should find something that makes me happy, and also if I am doing something I like the money will come and I will succeed. I just had to wait for the most opportune time to get things up and running. And that occurred only after a week of being back at work. My grandmother passed away and I was told I was not able to take additional time off. I did, and I was let go. It was a calculated move.
So now I am able to dedicate all of my time to my business and getting it started from the ground up. I will also be receiving a nice unemployment check, I am cashing in my 401k, and I will be getting a check from the state shortly to pay medical bills and lost wages due to my injury which can be up to 50k.
Also due to my new outlook on life I basically saw the world as I said full of opportunities. I said to myself if you don’t ask or take a chance you will never know. Well I took a chance and asked a chick I have always liked if she wanted to hook up. She said yes, and our relationship is fucking awesome. We are totally crazy about each other. We basically spend every day together, either I sleep over there or she stays here. This chick can actually keep up with my insane sex drive. We bone at least 3 times a day, no fucking lie. Its awesome. Actually I gave her the first orgasm she has ever had the other night. I was pretty proud. I now have a great outlook on life and I am extremely happy. The most happy I have been in a long long fucking time. In hindsight the pain and all the shit I was going through made the happiness and complete bliss I feel now that much better.
Im going to leave you dicks now and go take a nap while watching Gremlins.
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PoyeboyIncarnate
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Yeah duder, shit was wicked hard
you aint still with your slutwhore are you?
you aint still with your slutwhore are you?
I tried....
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PoyeboyIncarnate
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[pun]Wow dude, that blows[/pun]
sorry I had to, but dude thats pretty sad, Im just going through the divorce we have to get things finalized.
sorry I had to, but dude thats pretty sad, Im just going through the divorce we have to get things finalized.
Goddamn Poye....I've read all that before, but seeing it summarized all in one post is pretty intense.
Go easy in this new relationship, homes. Just enjoy it for what it is and dont let yourself start pinning everything on it.
Go easy in this new relationship, homes. Just enjoy it for what it is and dont let yourself start pinning everything on it.
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PoyeboyIncarnate said:
damn
kinda raul dukeish
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PoyeboyIncarnate
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Smurfy said:
BOO BOO BOO
LEAVE ME ALONE SMURFALURF
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jh1 said:
It is not just you two guys. This happens all the time.
Poyeboy, congrats on your success after your heartache. But, be careful of your new "special" girl. You are lonely, and I am sure your old "slutwhore" was "special" when you first met.
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p0ink said:
Sorry, I meant poyeboy. I will edit.lol
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You sound like my friend who relates his happiness (or lack thereof) in correlation with whatever girl he is seeing.
It's sad to see and I hope you don't make that same mistake with this new one.
It's sad to see and I hope you don't make that same mistake with this new one.
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^^^^^^^^^
True dat!!!!!
True dat!!!!!
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