i love the idea of life; that we have this free roll to do anything we want and get as much enjoyment as possible - and at the end, the worst thing that can happen is we die (my belief, i know some of y'all believe in heaven/hell).
that said, i spend way more time stressed out than basking in joy - i know how silly that is, and i try to focus on the positives, but after my moments of clarity i can't help getting caught up again