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[lickin lollypops]

Today I have come to the realization of what is important to me. When I first signed up on elite I had the intention of learning about everything I could on fitness and maybe gain some insight on aas. I tried to learn everything I could so not only could I become a healthier person, but be supportive of my BF and his interests.

Instead I didn't share with him that I was on EF. I even hid that I was on by not posting a real picture of myself, as the one in my Avi. Instead got distracted with the C & C and the BTS forums. I without thinking of my actions have made some posts and karma messages in which were very out of line and very inappropriate and to be quite honest I am ashamed that I have participated and said these things i did not mean. I am sorry for the hurt I have caused.

I have met some very good people who have shared there insight with me. I have strayed off course, my behavior in which I have flirted and acted has been anything short of being very wrong and unfair to the one that truley makes me happy. To him I am truly sorry that I have acted in such a way, I am sorry that I aired our business on these forums.

I am truly sorry that I have hurt you....