big problem for me at the mo
I'm currently feeling that especially those i study with, I'm still in a playground except they seem happy to giggle and play with the skip rope and I am frustrated because I have no outlet for my supposed/percieved intelligence. the problem will continue to manifest itself in my work unless I steer myself to a more scientific field, and I have been intellectually stiffled by my course
I know of 1-2 people I see on a regular basis who I feel I can talk to in an intelligent manner, one is my gf when she's in the mood, the other my training partner. There is one other but im not close enough friends with him, he has similar interests in politics and philosophy but I am more of a scientist than him
out of study there are 2 people I am able to debate with, many a time it has been heated but we are good enough friends to sweep our differences aside.
Other than my father, there is no-one else i see regularly....I am now currently involved in a infantile arguement about some girls grievance about be playfully insulting her when she does the same to me. Of course she does not have the stones to hammer the point across to me but instead makes a half hearted stab then laments to a male friend who informs me. She has even tried to make him go to blows with me (he'd lose, but worse than that were all friends). and finally those she hates and who ridicule her publically she still sucks up to.