enimawoman - you definitely do not look fat. all women are beautiful, and you more so than many!!! as most have already said, stick to your diet - but don't do it because others say so, do it to be true to yourself and what you want. undoubtedly, judging by the courage it takes to post in the first place, you will have the mental toughness and discipline to succeed.
I really, really look forward to seeing your progress.