My Quest to COMPETE - BEAT THE DISEASE!

[JKurz1]

Jeff, I don't want to make assumptions that are inaccurate because you are the only one who truly knows how you feel today......but.....don't let heavy DL day mind fuck you....eat well today, drink some strong coffee, and say 'fuck you' to that little voice in your head, and then go own 255 and move on to bigger and better things.

FUCK YOU 260!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

 

[JKurz1]

THIS IS LAST WEEKS:

95x12, 145x10, 180x6, 185x6
190x6, 195x6, 215x2, 250x1


MY GOALS FOR TODAY:

95x12, 150x10, 185x6, 190x6
195x6, 200x6, 225x2, 260x1

 

[JKurz1]

255 killed it.....260....killed it.......feel fat and smooth.....fuck..............


BIGT...Im done with this fufu lifts...I want deads, squats, rows, cleans.......thats the only way for me to get big again, then I can go back to ol school.....

 

[BiggT]

255 killed it.....260....killed it.......feel fat and smooth.....fuck..............


BIGT...Im done with this fufu lifts...I want deads, squats, rows, cleans.......thats the only way for me to get big again, then I can go back to ol school.....

They've worked since the beginning of time my man, and you got big and jacked up on them before......so lets do it.

NICE deading.....275 will get owned next Fri

 

[silver_shadow]

nice. there aren't too many better feelings in the world for us iron warriors than pwning that PR deadlift. oh wait getting some pussy is nice too lol

 

[JKurz1]

Did a ton of research and spoke to a few docs this week and now I am feared for my life more than anything else. This numbness, bloating, dizzines...is all due to my disorder. Its an eating disorder that I am battleing (up 11lbs in a month which is ok) but theres more to it. I guess I could be really messing up my internal organs as well as my joints and ligaments by training. I know you guys aren't docs, but i am now afraid that i am not eating ENOUGH.....looking at my diet, wouldnt you agree this is a sufficient inflow of nutrients and calories for someone like myself at 6'1, 161lbs? I am trying to put the weight on but I really waant it to be as clean as possible...tell me I dont have to go to quiznoos or subway to do this....if I stick to this diet and dont miss meals, will I be ok? SOmetimes I get hungry like an hour after a meal, just eat again>? And training...training for 1hr a day max is that ok? Do I need to go light weight until I ain more mass? Please help.....

 

[silver_shadow]

i don't understand - what exactly did the docs tell you?

 

[JKurz1]

nothing other than a few papers to read on how serious of a condition this is, signs and symtpoms etc......

 

[silver_shadow]

so what did they say about what the plan of action should be (the docs or the papers)

 

[BiggT]

What did they say regarding training....did they give you a clean bill of health to go to the gym?