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First of all i just wanna say thank u to African on this thread and his posts. for a guy like myself just getting into this world, this is some of the information that us "newbs" really need to hear. its more important and any one of u vets out there, helping us with cycles or gear or anything, its the harsh truth and reality of a very serious and real life style. and wow its just really good to hear it for what it is. not the wonder drug that makes u a machine of invinsibility, or the awesome gains of size adn strength, but the vast uglyness that it can possibly have one ones body and mind. These are all things we should have read about and mentally understand and have framed in picture frames in our mind form the vast research one does day in and out on what he longs for. but for me for some reason actually reading it, helps and puts a sense of higher understanding in atleast my mind. Im still looking forward to my first cycle of Tbol and Test e, but its reassuring to know u guys are still human and vulnerable to the ugly's of our chosen paths, and arnt too proud (or huge) to admit it. Thanks all....Thanks tons. 
