IM SORRY TO HEAR THAT STAR..
.ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT THEY ARE IN A BETTER PLACE AND TIME IS YOUR BEST FRIEND...I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL AS I HAVE LOST A FATHER TO HEART TROUBLE AND 6 MONTHS LATER MY BEST FRIEND WHO WAS GUNNED DOWN ON ECU CAMPUS HERE IN GREENVILLE..IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK SHOOT ME AN E-MAIL.
anything I could write would seem pathetic as I don't know how you feel right now, but the only thing I can offer is some sympathy........I would be devastated