As hard as it is right now, as time goes by, try to Remember all those GOOD TIMES you spent with her.
When you get real low, think of something funny she did or said.
Think of somewhere you went together and had fun.
It takes a while to get through the intense grief and loss, but I believe thinking of the good memories may help you get through each day.
Whatever you may believe regarding Life after Death,
Those good memories will be with you FOREVER !