haha same. only thing that is keeping me going is flexing when i wake up every morning and looking leaner each day. felt so good to be big. but i was at a club the other weekend and some girl lifted up my shirt and liked my stomach so that was cool. even though im not all that lean. but my mid section is really hard from lifting heavy.
thatbloke i wish we were roomates or something lol. need your gorilla ass to show a few things.