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And was really insulted by all the hate towards her being a stripper in particular. She asked me to post something so anyway, why don't you guys tell her this is an internet chat board, people say shit on gay orgies, shemales, killing people, so I guess stripper jokes are too easy. I tried to tell her people are just kidding when they say shit like "You should clothsline her then kick her in the face then crap on her!"
She has no respect for most of the people at the strip club, it makes her not like sex because of all the disgusting people and she has to get drunk everynight just to deal with it. Every guy there wants to either pay her for sex or to try to get to her number, they say they love her even. They are sick fucks. Being a stripper has nothing to do with who she is, she just needed to do it for the money. She paid like almost all expenses for the last 4 months, I just didn't realize how miserable she really was...
I still love her... She has been spending alot of time with me which is hard but makes me happy at the same time. Last night we both got drunk at a bar and she told me she wanted to see other people. I started crying...(5 amstel lights and some 151 shots later) Not like I didn't see it coming. I just still regret that I never had a real chance to change the relationship until it had been decided. I guess I started acting a little like we were already married which didn't help.
I still don't understand all that we say. She still says she always will love me and how we may get back together in a month, year, 2 years, something like that. I just don't see how that would work obviously...I know I'm her best friend I just wish I could listen better to everything without my emotions getting in the way. She is going away for a few days tomorrow...I guess that is when I truly will move on. She will be back in GA after that for awhile. Just hard to know what to do.
She has no respect for most of the people at the strip club, it makes her not like sex because of all the disgusting people and she has to get drunk everynight just to deal with it. Every guy there wants to either pay her for sex or to try to get to her number, they say they love her even. They are sick fucks. Being a stripper has nothing to do with who she is, she just needed to do it for the money. She paid like almost all expenses for the last 4 months, I just didn't realize how miserable she really was...
I still love her... She has been spending alot of time with me which is hard but makes me happy at the same time. Last night we both got drunk at a bar and she told me she wanted to see other people. I started crying...(5 amstel lights and some 151 shots later) Not like I didn't see it coming. I just still regret that I never had a real chance to change the relationship until it had been decided. I guess I started acting a little like we were already married which didn't help.
I still don't understand all that we say. She still says she always will love me and how we may get back together in a month, year, 2 years, something like that. I just don't see how that would work obviously...I know I'm her best friend I just wish I could listen better to everything without my emotions getting in the way. She is going away for a few days tomorrow...I guess that is when I truly will move on. She will be back in GA after that for awhile. Just hard to know what to do.
