Greeted by filet and mashed potatoes.....if that isn't future wife material, then nothing is.
You'll get 380x5 without a doubt. 4 plates x 5 isn't that far away. It'll be a lot of discomfort and a lot of doubts and second guessing before the workout, but thats the level you're at. It isn't the easy beginning stages, every pound will be a fight, but thats what separates people who are strong from "Joe Gym Rat"....you have to go through the tough periods of torture, there is no way around it. Next week, rehearse that squat workout in your head, rep by rep, set by set, the whole thing, then when you walk out with 380, it'll feel like you already did it with ease.