It sucks that the transdermals do not seem to be working for you man.
If you're still looking for something to gain an edge, SARMS might be a good idea for you as a bridge while recovering. That is based on my understanding that you seem to be looking for something to help while you cut fat (and maybe putting on a couple pounds of muscle wouldn't hurt either I'm sure). Have you tried SARMS before? I cannot remember if you had said anything about it before. Osta can be run in PCT.