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I've been wounded beyond repair....

Big Buck

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I just got off night patrol (no more REACT :) ), and finally got to read my mail that I got today. Well, it was my son's mother. We had been talking about getting back together....now she doesn't want to have anything to do with me. FUCK WOMEN. My heart is broken beyond all repair and I'm 1,000 of miles from her. GREAT...at least she *says* she'll let me see my son whenever I want. I AM REALLY DEPRESSED NOW...when I get back, I'm going back to my playa ways...I gave her my heart, and she took advantage of my love.....:bawling: I'm supposed to be in the rack right now (sleeping), but I had to talk to somebody.....:bawling: I'm supposed to be the immature one (I'm 21), but she is and she's 26...WTF?
 
Damn brother. Very sorry to hear it man.

Maybe killing some towelheads will ease your mind a little? :confused:

Hang in there brother.
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I remember you talking about her before.... fuck her... you tried she didn't want to.... just be there for your son at all times...try to have him as much as possible...cuz you have to remember......the way you feel is not the most important thing.... the way he feels is...........
 
Thats BS Bro! I am sorry to hear that it happend to a great guy such as yourself. I have been having HUGE women probs in the past while and combined with Clomid use and stress I am a mess. It'll take time but you'll be back to your normal self :) Killing some rag heads could not hurt either heh heh heh ;)

M18
 
im sure you wont have a problem banging chicks just make sure not to knock any of them up.
 
Buck,
Screw her! You have to just let her go. You can not make it work by yourself. Besides, she has to be a pretty pathetic excuse of a person to do this to you while you are there. Hang in there and keep your head up.
 
thefantom1 said:
I remember you talking about her before.... fuck her... you tried she didn't want to.... just be there for your son at all times...try to have him as much as possible...cuz you have to remember......the way you feel is not the most important thing.... the way he feels is...........

I just can't stand the thought of not seeing him everyday. It's killing me right now.....:(
 
Man that sucks you 21 her 26 ? ehehe thats a bit unusual but fuck her and get another one. World is full of young hotties !!!!!
 
MoneyBags said:
im sure you wont have a problem banging chicks just make sure not to knock any of them up.

I got more hoes than a little bit...LOL Shit I'm only 21....get out of the Marines in 10 months (If I'm still not over here), and will be playing college football.....big pimpin like crazy....I'm so money, and I know it....LOL

I've learned a very valuable lesson. I've never gave a fuck about women before....the one time I did, I got played. Fuck'em....and leave'em.....
 
thefantom1 said:
just be there for your son at all times...try to have him as much as possible...cuz you have to remember......the way you feel is not the most important thing.... the way he feels is...........

Quite possibly the most moving comment I've
read on these boards.
 
Buck -

That sucks. Plus its no fair when you can't really talk to her about it right now. Only thing I would say is make sure you get that visitation stuff in writing. Fathers have rights.
 
Fuck that broad man.
I been tellin' everybody bitches ain't worth shit. You always think you've found a good bitch and it feels like an epiphany, then the bitch turns on you like a good idea proven bad. It feels like heart 100%, then the bitch speaks whatshe really thinks, and it feels like heart 20%. Don't even waste your valuable time on her dude. Don't give your heart wholly. You must keep at least half of it away from her to keep her intersted. All women are like this. Even ones that say they aren't. ok, well, the ones who say they aren't may not be, AS BAD, but they are deep down, and if they'd think about it they'd realize it.

a broken heart is worse than any wound on the battefield, except for if you get your legs blown off and all thats left is nubs, or if somehow you get shot in the balls. Otherwise, love hurts the most.

I'm truly sorry homes, hope things look up for you. Now get yur ass out there and kick some bin laden ass.
 
Sassy69 said:
Buck -

That sucks. Plus its no fair when you can't really talk to her about it right now. Only thing I would say is make sure you get that visitation stuff in writing. Fathers have rights.

I don't think she'll be a bitch about visitation...but I've misjudged her before.....:(
 
well thats shitty.....she shouldnt have sprung this on you in a letter. im very sorry to hear that. you sound like a sweet caring father.
 
TxCollegeguy said:
Fuck it man...It jus means more time for you and I to pimp it up whenever we met up again

You knowz I gotz the mad pimping skillz and can run the dance floor...LOL
 
My heart is broken beyond all repair and I'm 1,000 of miles from her

Kind of shitty to hit you up with an e-mail from so far. Been there..had it done to me....went nuts for a while too.

You should send her an email back asking "What the Fuck"?
 
Big Buck said:

I've learned a very valuable lesson. I've never gave a fuck about women before....the one time I did, I got played. Fuck'em....and leave'em.....

wow! big buck, i always had respected you, but this is harsh. I think it's great that you want to work things out, and even better about the responsibiility you are willing to take for your son. I am sorry someone treated you so bad, but you will find the right girl and when you do this post will come to haunt you.
 
what a bitch,she does this when your over there busting your ass to keep her alive and most importantly your son,she should have atleast had the heart to wait till you got home,you dont need that trouble your as good guy
 
daised said:


wow! big buck, i always had respected you, but this is harsh. I think it's great that you want to work things out, and even better about the responsibiility you are willing to take for your son. I am sorry someone treated you so bad, but you will find the right girl and when you do this post will come to haunt you.

I'm just fired up right now.....:mad: ....sorry..:angel:
 
I'm just fired up right now

Been there too! Jumped in the car and drove 1000 miles straight on no sleep. Got there...broke the front door...got arrested...ended up putting 2,000 miles on my car for nothing...$$$$ for gas..missed 4 days of work...GOT NOTHING OUT OF IT.

It sucks but it goes away.
 
gotmilk said:


Been there too! Jumped in the car and drove 1000 miles straight on no sleep. Got there...broke the front door...got arrested...ended up putting 2,000 miles on my car for nothing...$$$$ for gas..missed 4 days of work...GOT NOTHING OUT OF IT.

It sucks but it goes away.

Well considering I'm not in the United States....that would be a long swim...LOL ;)
 
Don't try to understand women bro:confused:

You'll drive yourself crazy. You just need to look out for yourself and your little one.
 
sorry to hear that man, that is pretty weak with an email...although it sucks, its true, you cant give your heart to a girl or else they will rip it apart..sux....

keep pimpin
peace
 
Fuck it man...When you get back if you get back sometime during the spring when I'm at my AIT school you need to fly into Atlanta for a Weekend and Raise some hell with me....AIT will be the only time I'll have some fun on the weekends
 
Not to be a "bitch" when I say this, but if it didn't work the first, or second time with her, why try again?

I know you have a kid with her, and thats a good reason to give it another shot, but that dosn't make your differences go away.

Sorry you hate women now:bawling: guess no bigbuck coming to BFL chick:bawling:

j/k

Keep you head up k?:angel:
 
I'm serious man...when you get back you Jump your ass on a plane and We are going to party in Atlanta like the world is ending...I'm sure we can get a few of the ladies that are close by to meet us up for some drinks and dancing
 
Bull69 said:
Buck,
Screw her! You have to just let her go. You can not make it work by yourself. Besides, she has to be a pretty pathetic excuse of a person to do this to you while you are there. Hang in there and keep your head up.

BB-

it takes TWO to make a relationship work. it's obvious to anyone on the board u tried your best....be there for your son and find a woman who will appreciate you. with your face and dimples and killer body i'm sure there will be plenty of voumteers to help cheer you up.
 
Big Buck said:
GREAT...at least she *says* she'll let me see my son whenever I want.

WHO THE FUCK IS SHE TO TELL YOU WHEN YOU "CAN" SEE YOUR SON. HE IS YOUR FUCKING SON, YOU CAN SEE HIM WHENEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT TO!!! THATS WHAT PISSES ME OFF ABOUT MOST WOMEN. THEY TRY TO KEEP THE KID FROM A FATHER FOR NO REASON AT ALL.

I HAVE A FRIEND WHOSE EX IS ACTUALLY GETTING A RESTRAINING ORDER TO KEEP HIM FROM SEEING HIS DAUGHTER. SHE LIED AND SAID HE HIT HER. SHE LIVED OFF OF HIM FOR THREE YEARS WITH NO FUCKING JOB AND HE CAUGHT HER CHEATING NOW SHE IS PULLING THIS SHIT........FUCK THAT MAN!!!

BUCK
YOU GO SEE YOUR KID WHENEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT. DONT LET A FUCKING JUDGE OR BITCH TELL YOU DIFFERENT.

KAYNE
 
rnch said:


BB-

it takes TWO to make a relationship work. it's obvious to anyone on the board u tried your best....be there for your son and find a woman who will appreciate you. with your face and dimples and killer body i'm sure there will be plenty of voumteers to help cheer you up.

Thanx bro....;) Well...I'm going to sleep now....talk to ya'll later. Take care...:fro:
 
Big Buck said:


I got more hoes than a little bit...LOL Shit I'm only 21....get out of the Marines in 10 months (If I'm still not over here), and will be playing college football.....big pimpin like crazy....I'm so money, and I know it....LOL

I've learned a very valuable lesson. I've never gave a fuck about women before....the one time I did, I got played. Fuck'em....and leave'em.....

those last five words sum the whole thing up
 
TxCollegeguy said:
I'm serious man...when you get back you Jump your ass on a plane and We are going to party in Atlanta like the world is ending...I'm sure we can get a few of the ladies that are close by to meet us up for some drinks and dancing

kakdiesel is in Atlanta...perphaps we'll have a pimpin competition...of course I'll win...I always win..;) Later bro...
 
Sorry to hear that bro. You deserve better, and you'll find it. Just be a good parent. At least your kid will have one good parent.
 
Big Buck said:


Thanx bro....;) Well...I'm going to sleep now....talk to ya'll later. Take care...:fro:


don't let this biatch mess with your mind........your country needs you, your bros on elite need you, and most important, YOUR SON NEEDS YOU.



come back to us in one piece buck, those of us who still do pray for your safety.
 
Sorry Buck! Remember Mrs. Liberty loves you still. And even though I'm a heterosexual male I love you for protecting America and The Constitution of The United States Of America. So be Proud and make your son proud and let those Terrorist bastards eat lead!
 
daised said:


wow! big buck, i always had respected you, but this is harsh. I think it's great that you want to work things out, and even better about the responsibiility you are willing to take for your son. I am sorry someone treated you so bad, but you will find the right girl and when you do this post will come to haunt you.

No that is where you are wrong. That is the only sane approach to take or you get screwed, every time.

Unfortunately Big Buck has to deal with this right now where he is and what he has to face. Women will drop these bombs (no pun intended) on you no matter where you are or what you're facing.

Big Buck has 100% of the right idea.
 
Bull69 said:
Buck,
Screw her! You have to just let her go. You can not make it work by yourself. Besides, she has to be a pretty pathetic excuse of a person to do this to you while you are there. Hang in there and keep your head up.

Couldn't have said it better myself.

Screw her Buck, you're over there defending her right to freedom in this country. At least she could have waited till you returned and was straight up with you. Yeah I know rrriiiighhhhtttt.
 
Binky said:


Quite possibly the most moving comment I've
read on these boards.


I shall take that as a compliment...... but its a lesson I learned in my own situation with my own son....... I don't even speak to his mother.......but I never talk bad about her to him cuz I know he adores her as much as he adores me...and if I talk bad (even though it would be the truth) about her..... I won't, because it will hurt him..... and I could never do that.... Buck..trust me when I tell you it is much easier bouncing back from a relationship when you are in your 20's....... a year from now you will look back and laugh at the "sting" your heart has now........ but when you get a little older and this happens.....then the little "sting" becomes a bleeding wound that never seems to heal.......... but what shall keep you going on is your son........... the days when he wants you instead of his mother......when he wants to be at your house instead of hers....and at times you may think you are being a "babysitter" while she goes out and "hoes" around.......but you know what?? Those are the times for you to shine as a father..... always be better than her......never give up time with your son to go out pimpin'........ you may have fun at the moment.....but the disapointment your son feels will forever cast a shadow upon your heart.......... Buck.. I guess Im just trying to tell you that the most important thing for you to do with this mess is to stand tall, be a true father and love your son like only a good father can.......the rewards that you shall receive in return will so much eclipse any token "sting" your heart may be feeling now....Just remember who Number 1 is now in your life............ Your Son..............
 
that was a pretty low blow sending you a letter at a time like this.....whatever happens its always for the better...remember that BB..........RADAR
 
Sorry to hear that brother, but then again not all women are bad even though I am pissed off at a few myself.

Just be more like my man larry in my avatar and you will be pimpin ho's in no time.
 
Bro I really hate to hear that.:( We've talked before and are kinda in the same boat, I just turned 22 and have a 3 mo. baby and I don't get to see him as much as I like.

From what you said before it sounds like you need to lose this chick, I know its hard though because the thought of another guy raising my son absolutley pisses me off.

You don't need this shit man, your over there risking your life for us and this is how she treats you, thats just wrong.
 
Hey Buck sorry to hear that. Maybe you guys can work things out later.
Thank you for kicking ass out there and defending this great nation.
Semper Fidelis.
 
I'm sorry, bigman. I can relate to how you feel. My lady is the same way. One day she wants me out... a day later she's telling me she wants to work it out no matter what.

I'm tired of the roller coaster. It's just so damn hard to get off the ride, you know?

But I understand it's hard to be strong at a time like this.

What will be really hard, is if she gets back to you in a little while, and says she was wrong, and that she wants to work things out. That builds your hope up, but you'll still have the fear of it being torn down again, and that can negate your trust in her.

I hope she does allow you to have your boy as much as you want to. My x does allow me to have my children. 7 days a week. They sleep at my house 3 days a week. Though when she's mad, she uses them against me and says I can't see them. She can use him as a weapon against you, and I can tell you that it would be the most damaging, painful weapon she could ever use.

Keep your chin up, and take care of yourself.
 
another ELITE BROTHER brought to his knee's by a selfish heartless woman, whats is going on these days :confused:


SORRY BB,
I know what it's like to be wounded, going throught it right now
HANG IN THERE ELITE IS HERE FOR YA
 
Hang tight brother buck...things will work out and you'll get to be around your son. That's really the important thing bro. Stay safe!!
 
Awww, Buck, I hate to hear that. You know, it's women like that, that make the rest of us look bad. THe last guy I was interested in is scared to get hurt again. I can't blame him. He was involved with a total bitch that used him at every turn. Luckily, I got over him. He can't move on, so it's his loss. Don't let her ruin who you are. Some girl is going to be damn lucky if she can get you. :) Hmmm, want my address? :angel:
 
Hang in there bro. Having your heart broken sucks. You are a young man and time heals all wounds. Just keep going to the gym and get even bigger. The gym is great therapy.
 
HappyScrappy said:
you can have mine.

*raises eyebrow* interesting....tell me more...what special talents does she have? She'll have to submit an application like the rest of the fine women, but I may give her some priority depending on her talents....:o :p
 
Big Buck said:


*raises eyebrow* interesting....tell me more...what special talents does she have? She'll have to submit an application like the rest of the fine women, but I may give her some priority depending on her talents....:o :p

hee hee - I can't say shit without getting me in trouble.
but things are rough right now.

you'd probably have had a better shot when you were smaller, and she isn't likely your type...

:)
 
HappyScrappy said:


hee hee - I can't say shit without getting me in trouble.
but things are rough right now.

you'd probably have had a better shot when you were smaller, and she isn't likely your type...

:)

LOL....it's all good homie...I appreciate the offer ;)
 
Big Buck said:


*raises eyebrow* interesting....tell me more...what special talents does she have? She'll have to submit an application like the rest of the fine women, but I may give her some priority depending on her talents....:o :p

I want some priority too. You would't regret it. :p

:angel:
 
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