Truthfully? I am not sure anymore. I hate to be a downer on an uplifting thread, but Havoc asked for the truth.
I have little direction in life. The only reason I come to work is because there are bills to be paid. I have no one to wake up to or to greet me when I come home.
Now that the holidays are almost upon us, it's depression time, so I need to break out the meds.
I don't even want to talk about the house I just bought. I will need extra blankets when I move in, because I know the heating system won't be ready in time.
Although, I guess I should be glad that I make enough to afford a house (even if it is a former crack house)