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i think it's time

i want someone to share my life with (i know that sounds cheesy)

someone who'll listen and hug and be fun to hang out with, then sleep with me too.
 
smallmovesal said:
i want someone to share my life with (i know that sounds cheesy)

someone who'll listen and hug and be fun to hang out with, then sleep with me too.

lol, last thing mentioned being least important huh? ;)
 
just messing with ya, same with me, never have and never will (at least I don't intend to) look for cheap meaningless sex, whats the point
 
Christmas is an especially tough time to be alone. I read somewhere that like 60% of all relationships start around christmas time because the people involved want to have someone to share the holidays with. That kind of goes against the old junior high theory of dumping your girlfriend/boyfriend before christmas so you didn't have to buy them anything.
 
I'm beginning to not like myself. I am very negative, pessimistic, and an all around sourpuss. The problem with being in love is that your mate is usually your best friend.

This is a problem because when your heart is torn out and your relationship ends, you are left with 2 empty voids, emotionally. I'm not really mad at the fact that my love has betrayed me, I'm torn up because my best friend did. It's difficult to comprehend when the best thing in your life becomes the worst.

I yearn for another relationship that is as rewarding but I am so afraid of the pain, again, that I am pushing all female friends away.
 
i dumped my best friend of six years and now we hardly talk.

i'm lonely and miss the friendship, that person who always made sure i was ok and wanted to be around me.
 
Christmas is an especially tough time to be alone. I read somewhere that like 60% of all relationships start around christmas time because the people involved want to have someone to share the holidays with. That kind of goes against the old junior high theory of dumping your girlfriend/boyfriend before christmas so you didn't have to buy them anything.

Yeah but then you have to dump them all over agian before Valentines Day.

On the dreary side, more people commit suicide around Christmas than any other time. That sucks
 
Damn, yall are making me sad for you....especially 68gt350.....that was a graphic description that just makes me want to give you a hug bro.....but I'm too manly to do that so how bout a beer
 
indeed, it is a depressing time of year to be alone.

i don't even look forward to being home with my family. i will be there to work over the holidays but that will be likely the extent of my social ventures.
 
brianharper94 said:
Damn, yall are making me sad for you....especially 68gt350.....that was a graphic description that just makes me want to give you a hug bro.....but I'm too manly to do that so how bout a beer

LOL, it's on me bro. Weren't you the one posting about that wonderful girl of yours???
 
Everyone is busy with the regular routine
The sniper just takes his aim
Everyone is window shopping, no one is amazed
Even if he hit you, you'd still think it's just a graze
You go to a movie, you go to a show
You think that you're living, you don't really know

Big tears mean nothing
You can count them as they fall
Big tears mean nothing
When you're lying in your coffin
Tell me who's been taken in

Oh, you talk about the new boss automatic clause
But of course they make it all up for you
Always fascinated by the weird edge of town
Come home disappointed every time they put you down
Laughing with the old boys, saying that it's all noise

I suppose big tears mean nothing
You can count them as they fall
Big tears mean nothing
When you're lying in your coffin
Tell me who's been taken in

All the buttons of my overcoat
They have fallen off one by one
You wouldn't even like me if you'd never had a drink
You wouldn't even like me if you never stopped to think
Standing in the shadow, turning wives to widows

Don't you know big tears mean nothing
You can count them as they fall
Big tears mean nothing
When you're lying in your coffin
Tell me who's been taken in
Tell me, me or yous been taken in
Tell me, tell me, tell me
 
Oh it's so funny to be seeing you after so long girl
And with the way you look I understand
that you are not impressed
But I heard you let that little friend of mine
take off your party dress
I'm not going to get too sentimental
like those other sticky valentines
'cause I don't know if you've been loving somebody
I only know it isn't mine

Alison, I know this world is killing you
Oh, Alison, my aim is true

Well I see you've got a husband now
Did he leave your pretty fingers
lying in the wedding cake?
You used to hold him right in your hand
I'll bet he took all he could take
Sometimes I wish that I could stop you from talking
when I hear the silly things that you say
I think somebody better put out the big light
cause I can't stand to see you this way

Alison, I know this world is killing you
Oh, Alison, my aim is true
My aim is true
 
brianharper94 said:
Yeah, I'm just really lucky I guess. I'm gonna ask her to marry me on Christmas morning. I have the ring and everything.

You scare me man, cuz your life is an exact carbon copy of mine. I proposed to "the lady of my dreams" on New Years Eve. I was working for the movie theatre then, right before I got promoted to manager so I had a lot of clout. I talked to the manager at that time and I put:

Melissa
Will You Marry Me

while I got up to go to the bathroom during the movie on the marquee. When we left after the movie ended, the entire crowd leaving the theatre saw it and I knelt right there and gave her the ring. The crowd cheered and in tears...Melissa took the ring and promised to be mine forever. Now look at me.
 
That was a good idea. I'm gonna take my chances with her. I love her so much, she's everything to me. We're gonna hang up stockings and all that good stuff, so I'm thinking of putting the ring in the bottom of her stocking. When she pulls it out, I'm gonna get down and ask. What do you think? Good idea?
 
Golden Hours


The passage of time
Is flicking dimly up on the screen
I can't see the lines
I used to think I could read between
Perhaps my brains have turned to san


Oh me oh my
I think it's been an eternity
You'd be surprised
At my degree of uncertainty
How can moments go so slow.


Several times
I've seen the evening slide away
Watching the signs
Taking over from the fading day
Perhaps my brains are old and scrambled.


Several times
I've seen the evening slide away
Watching the signs
Taking over from the fading day
Changing water into wine.


Several times
I've seen the evening slide away
Watching the signs
Taking over from the fading day
Putting the grapes back on the vine.
 
brianharper94 said:
That was a good idea. I'm gonna take my chances with her. I love her so much, she's everything to me. We're gonna hang up stockings and all that good stuff, so I'm thinking of putting the ring in the bottom of her stocking. When she pulls it out, I'm gonna get down and ask. What do you think? Good idea?

You have to take chances man...otherwise you die lonely. Your idea is good. Best of luck, forever. Truly a good man.
 
Broken Head


I was just a broken head
I stole the world that others punctured
Now I stumble through the garbage
Slide and tumble, slide and stumble
Beak and claw, remorse reminder
Slide and tumble, slide and stumble
back and forth and back to nothing
Keep them tidy, keep them humble.


Chop and change to cut the corners
Sharp as razors shiny razors
Stranded on a world that's dying
Never moving, hardly trying.


I was just a broken head
I stole the world that others plundered
Now I stumble through the garbage
Slide and tumble, slide and stumble.
 
Thanks bro. She's visiting a friend of her's right now. This is the first time we've really been apart for more than 10 hours since we first started going out. It's killing me, I can't sleep at all. I'm used to being snuggled up with her, but she's not here to snuggle up with so I can't sleep. We talked on the phone for about 4 hours today. I miss her so much right now. I hope you can either patch things up or find someone new. I know it's easier said than done, but it's worth it. Don't give up hope bro.
 
smallmovesal said:
i give up.

i'm going to just get a sperm donation in five years and be done with it i swear.

Try using genetic cross breeding wiht a guppy and an elephant. That way, your kid will have that extra long nose (very useful) and gills to breath underwater. Cool, huh?
 
Hey Sal, you've had a few offers on here tonight. Why give up? Why not hook up with one of them? In the words of the late great poet, 2Pac, "Keepa yo head up."

68GT350. Don't say shit like that dude. Things will get better. You just have to keep your eyes open for that opportunity and when it comes, jump on it (or her, whichever the case may be).
 
i'm stuck in this city for school until the beginning of april... then i'm gone.

i want to move to the US

i'm just very unhappy and lonely here
 
I Don't Love Anyone

I don't love anyone
You're not listening
You're playing with something
You're playing with yourself

I don't love anyone
You're not listening even now
You're playing with someone
You're playing with someone else

And if there's one thing that I learned when I was a child
It's to take a hiding

I don't love anything
Not even Christmas
Especially not that
I don't love anything

No, I don't love anyone
Maybe my sister
Maybe my baby brother too, yeah
I don't love anyone

But if there's one thing that I learned when I was still a child
It's to take a hiding
Yeah if there's one thing that I learned when I was still at school
It's to be alone

Out in the street today
The kids are playing, having fun
I pass them by I'm not a kid, no
I don't love anyone

I met a man today
He told me something pretty strange
There's always somebody saying something
He said, "The world is as soft as lace."

But I don't love anyone
 
Having recently gotten out of a relationship of some length, I think the hardest part has been the fact that all the plans you have made for your life include someone else.

You life goes on and those plans materialize, you just can't share them with the person you always planned on sharing them with.

Smalls, you need to be happy with yourself before you can be happy with anyone else. Just having someone for the sake of having someone won't solve anything.

Focus on the positive things in your life. Put your energy into school, or work, or the gym. Things that can benefit you.

Zen
 
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