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gorillaboy55

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im on 600 cyp wk,600 deca wk,100 prop 3xwk,tren100 3x wk, 40 mg d bal daily....i think this is the 3rd or 4th time in my life ive done this combo with no mental probs at all....so today after the gym i was kind of pissed for no reason. so i go get some food and go home well me and my chic get into a huge fight so i split and on the way down the road a song came on the radio and all of a sudden i was realy badly depressed and i pulled over and put my gun in my mouth and then i was like holy shit what am i doing.....i think i need to give it a rest for a little while
 
Holy shit bro! First thing you should do is get rid of that gun. If you fly into a severe bout of depression and that gun is right there, sounds like you're liable to do something you can never take back. I am a psychology major. If you need any help let me know. The things your mind is telling you are not true; they're just a story. Learn to see your thoughts for what they really are - just thoughts. Your mind is a liar; it's just telling a story. See past that and find some inner peace! No matter what happens outside of you, your mind makes a story out of it. You are just reacting to the story/lies in your mind. It's your story bro, make it a happy one.
 
Damn! Yeah definately ditch the gun bro... I have lots of guns...but I don't drive around with em loaded. Krishna gave good advice...don't let those thoughts become more than just thoughts. Don't get caught up in the moment, always stay aware of the big picture...
 
i am no doctor, but you may want to lay off the juice for a while, and talk to someone. depression is a real disease that needs real medical attention. and i would for the time being have one of your friends hold on to your guns for you, you dont want a fast attack of depression with a gun there, you may do somthing that you REALLY dont want to do. its never as bad as it seems at the time, there are always people worse off that can still manage to be happy, and so can you with some help.. good luck bro.
 
damn homie. you definitly should ease up on the gear and guns. what cycle number is this for you? if you've done less than only 5 cycles, then this cycle is not for you. you also need to not keep any loaded guns in your car. and also like krishna said, you just have to be able to differenciate between when your mind is trying to fool and real rational thought. now is putting a gun in your mouth rational? i think not.
 
ive got guns also and I carry them on a regular basis, but I have never felt like I might loose control,if I did I would deffinitly lock them up and give the key to someone I trust to hold onto till I got my head strait.
 
locrian said:
xanax isn't an anti-depressant, its a biodiazeipine

How about a benzodiazepine It's used for anxiety, which fequently couples with depression. He may have had an anxiety attack. I don't know about a shrink, but he needs to see his doctor immediately.
 
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