You're right it was disrespectful, I'm sorry for that.
Do yourself a favor, save the remaining dbol and stop your cycle. Spend a lot of time training. Learn how to train first. My guess is, at 140# and 5'10, you probably have one of those bodies that will just refuse to put on muscle or fat or anything without a tremendous amount of food (and, yes, possibly gear) so it might be that none of your training ever actually results in any real gains for you. But, then again, maybe I am wrong. Either way, if you hold off on the anabolics and learn how to train first then when you do try a cycle you will be going into it with a clear understanding of how to really make that cycle work for you.
I know at 18 it seems like you have to have your goals met NOW, even at 32 I feel that way, but there really isn't anything "wrong" with being 5'10" and 140lbs. Get comfortable with that first and take it slowly, you will get further in the long run that way.
Do yourself a favor, save the remaining dbol and stop your cycle. Spend a lot of time training. Learn how to train first. My guess is, at 140# and 5'10, you probably have one of those bodies that will just refuse to put on muscle or fat or anything without a tremendous amount of food (and, yes, possibly gear) so it might be that none of your training ever actually results in any real gains for you. But, then again, maybe I am wrong. Either way, if you hold off on the anabolics and learn how to train first then when you do try a cycle you will be going into it with a clear understanding of how to really make that cycle work for you.
I know at 18 it seems like you have to have your goals met NOW, even at 32 I feel that way, but there really isn't anything "wrong" with being 5'10" and 140lbs. Get comfortable with that first and take it slowly, you will get further in the long run that way.