I just wanted to say

[Nathan]

Since cutting back on the whole being high all the time thing, I can't think of a god damn thing to say. It's a little bit scary. Oh, and I'm way more aggressive and stuff. I get annoyed now. I haven't been annoyed in like two years I don't think. It's weird, all of a sudden there are things I want and I care enough to do something about it (sometimes). Somehow though, I feel more apathetic towards people. I mean, I hear the phrase "Fuck off." in my head a lot more now. I'm all, "Hey fatty. Fuck off." I'm growing as a person and stuff. If you're really quiet, you might actually be able to hear my soul expanding. It kind of sounds like a fart only with more umph.

 

[alien amp pharm]

I think I'm about to start smoking again. This whole being conscious to reality sucks. I need to numb my mind.

 

[slickdadd]

Anytime I'd stop smoking I'd be the most annoyed irritable sum'bitch on the planet. If I didn't catch a green light I'd be liable to get out of my car with a machine gun and waste everything in sight. Assuming I had just gotten myself a machine gun and it was in my car.

 

[KillahBee]

Get the fuck over it - all of you. Stop goddamn overanalyzing and fucking grow up. Do drugs, don't let them do you.

 

[Nathan]

I think I'm about to start smoking again. This whole being conscious to reality sucks. I need to numb my mind.

Man, it is such a great time for a while. Great way to spend my year off. I made sure I had jobs I could do high and spent a blissful 16 months out of my head. The only problem I really had with it besides freaking my parents out, was the whole dating thing. I didn't give two shits but chicks don't seem to like it when you're high all the time. Apparently they're not as into talking to themselves as I had originally thought.

 

[slickdadd]

What did you spend a year off from?

 

[NihilistIllusion]

that new found annoyance at life and ppl in general is called reality. and it dont stop till the coffin drop.

i stopped partying heavily awhile ago. overall, i like it better. but occasionally this new edge life has works against you.

 

[Nathan]

Get the fuck over it - all of you. Stop goddamn overanalyzing and fucking grow up. Do drugs, don't let them do you.

Um, thanks for the words of wisdom nobody asked for. Also, didn't I just say I stopped getting high all the time? Isn't that in the vein of growing up? Also, who is overanalyzing? If I had to guess, I would say that it's you since I honestly have no idea how your post is relavent to the topic at hand. Let's fight.

 

[Tryn2]

I love gettn high....

 

[Nathan]

What did you spend a year off from?

School. I finished my undergrad degree and am now applying to go back for January.