no cock in that picture,thats the top of my abs its just a weird shadow
as for why im hating everything, Im over worked and under paid,well below reason,I know most people are but Im a fucking slave,I work 300hrs a month for 8$ a hr, I may not be getting my car now because apparently I dont have enough of a credit record which is stupid as Ive had a credit card for almost 3 years,student loans,and a computer on my credit ,all in good standing,what else do they fucking want.
and with all these hours I never get a chance to socialize,I need to meet people,or even just hang out with the friends I have,so Im pretty fucking lonely most of the time. and Im damn exhausted as I cant fucking sleep in this heat which increases the frustration
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sorry you're so stressed...maybe in the free time you do have, you could spend an hour or so sending out your resume online just to see if it sparks an interest out there. Surely you can find a more suitable job/hours/pay for your lifestyle. Keep your chin up. 
